Caligari's Cabinet.

NSFW Horror and music blog. Nothing is owned by me unless stated otherwise.

[trappedinamentalhell]

I won’t be using this blog anymore, so here’s my new one.

It’s a completely irl blog. it’s me to the purest.

Goodbye, everyone. I’ll miss you all.

The Killer Of Giants

[trappedinamentalhell]

What's your opinion on Tyler the Creator's new song: Fucking Young/Deathcamp?

I’m really digging it.

His new album just dropped and it’s great imo.

I gotta ask who this is though. No need to anon me something like this lol

[trappedinamentalhell]

I have the most unhealthy urges to just die. I don't know why they come or where they're from, but they're there, right out of fuckin' nowhere. I almost oblige them until I realize what I'm doing and I dodge death one more time. My time could be drawing near for all I know, but isn't that how life works though? These storm clouds coming and my sanity is running thin, but I'll be damned if I ever give in. I can hear the thunder in the distance as I try to manage a subsistence, because really, come on, I'm to broken for a real existence anymore, my well-being went out the door leaving me mentally poor and still somehow supposed to take care of myself and everyone else. But I'll always be here solid as a fucking rock, every day and every night, ready for my demons to fight. I'm going to survive, even if it kills me.

The Brother’s Keeper- Stormclouds

[biggamecb]

[zoop3r]

Sage Francis

[leolovesugly]

Slugo & Sage Francis

[cornaceae]

I’m not emotionless, in fact I broke my wrist when I wrote the list of all those I miss"

Sage Francis - Hopeless (via cornaceae)

[sagefrancis]

Yeah. The hair looks great, Sean. 

[noisy-nora]

Visit Original Link

The Best of Times - Sage Francis

[sagefrancis]

“Fill in the Blanks” Tour, 2001. Atmosphere, Eyedea & Abilities, Crescent Moon, Mr. Dibbs, Sage Francis. 

[lay-your-empty-down-deactivated]

For all the time and effort you’ve invested, I find it kind of funny that you haven’t learned your lesson, still guessin’.

Slug (via lay-your-empty-down)

[life--through--lyrics]

There’s effort in her smile and it shouldn’t be like that.

Sage Francis (via life--through--lyrics)

[trappedinamentalhell]

As a kid I missed my dad because he worked all the time. I’d only get to see him a few minutes every day because he worked so hard to take care of us. Now that I’m an adult I’m working just as much as he did and the only time I get to spend with him is when he gives me a ride to work or picks me up. That’s a ten minute drive, and usually I’m driving myself or riding with a friend.

I fucking love my dad so much, and I’ve missed so much time with him it kills me.

[trappedinamentalhell]

I'm a real piece of shit, a gritty piece of work. I'm an asshole to the fullest, but I'm also that broken child in the corner wondering that if on the day he dies there will be a single mourner. All these thoughts race in my mind making me blind to the world until I realize it isn't the voices of everyone else, it's mine, and it isn't very kind. I have seen the end and I know it's grim, but hey, when hasn't it been?

Black Gold

[trappedinamentalhell]

Insanity is working 5-7 days a week, a minimum of 8 1/2 hours a day, usually closer to 12 or even 14 and not even realizing you’re effectively throwing your life away.

I’ve neglected everything I love. I’m not as close with my friends as I was and it’s just weird.

Hell, I bought an xbox one so I could be close to to them and I’ve barely touched the damn thing.

Me. Of all people. Neglecting a game console.

What the Hell happened to me?

[trappedinamentalhell]

Shout out to my Baby brother’s mom for not telling me he died Saturday.

I found out about fifteen minutes ago when I got home from work and his girlfriend messaged me on Facebook.

I’m so mad I can’t even think straight right now.

[misfits95]