well i hate me, too

Maybe if I fall asleep/I will bleed into the stars/And the stars into me./So when I die/They will remember me/As I am, as I was/I hope they love me/And they grow old/ Telling their baby lights/ Of the girl that bled her being into the stars/And became one as the world slept

[traumaeyed-deactivated20210519]

[siickangel]

“are you okay?” no i’m not can we please change the subject before i start crying

[bpdamn]

I feel drained by my own existence, trapped in a mind I can’t control, lost in a life that doesn’t seem to be mine.

[hiyorelia]

I wish I could give my life to someone who actually wants to live it. I feel like it's not fair. There are People who are about to die, though want to keep living so badly.. I wish I could just switch places with them.

[siickangel]

current thoughts 18.06.20

[suicideisthesolution]

I don't know how many times I survived myself without telling anyone.

-V. J.

[heavenly-lowkey]

[compulsive]

[understands]

[compulsive]

[thinsperational]

You don't understand how hard it is to give you this space. I seriously spend so much time just staring at your name on my phone just wanting to be able to talk to you. About anything. Fuck. I miss you so much.

[siickangel]

i want to go back :(

from my journal ft lil me

[haleyincarnate]

Quote by Ine Grace

[heavensghost]

Anne Sexton, A Self-Portrait In Letters.

[heavensghost]

Richard Siken,  from Crush; “I Had a Dream About You,”

[siickangel]

i’ve lost myself ... again // from my journal

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