TrashpanArt

I mainly draw gay and/or stupid stuff, while having a mental crisis every week about living in America.

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finally caught up on moth prince. Scared for coming events but excited. Might draw them again later, or just Fern cuz I have a favorite and colors very nice.

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I've been reading through witch hat atelier, and I also got the kitchen book along with some more of the Manga on my last book trip, and I'm reading through that now that I finished volume 9 and its giving me so many food ideas. I wanna cook new stuff so bad, I need to go grocery shopping right now to inact my evil plans.

I need to make the pudding cups immediately.

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Some art I did in between job finding stuff.

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Just had a sleep deprived panic about my dog potentially getting bit by a spider some day cuz I saw one and thought about how stupid and little she and how she'd fight it an dier tlfrorm toxinssssss she's so stupid and violent.

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did an interview at arbys to continue my mission to work nowhere near my father so there will be no moral value to my work life.

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Little doodle while I think of names and beg for my brain to supply me with drawing ideas.

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Here’s a short drawing of him as well cuz when I drew Martha I felt bad for not taking some time for him too.

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Attempt at lighting that previous drawing cuz it’s been a bit since I practiced that. I should have kept the background I did to make it easier later but I didn’t think I’d do shading, and I hated how the bench looked. I hate the lighting but I still like the drawing itself. I also changed the laces to pink cuz I thought the outfit needed some more.

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it’s the girl, it’s her.

I don’t like how that shoe turned out.

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Why can't I just have a physical list of what I need to do everyday so I can perceive myself as an okay dude.

I thought i did all the items today but apparently not, cuz now im having a moral emotional devastation before bed cuz i didn't talk to my grandma enough today.

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I wanna draw but I don't wanna draw

I wanna read but I don't wanna read

I wanna play video-games but I don't wanna play video games

I wanna sew but I don't wanna sew

I wanna hang out with my family but I don't wanna hang out with my family

This is hell where is my egress from this paralysis.

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woke up in the middle of the night with nausea from which I can only assume is from meatloaf, or hot cheeto which sucks cuz its more likely the meatloaf and I liked that meal.

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anyways i was once again correct about a thing I should do regarding my reproductive system health because I'd been trying to get my birth control dose higher for the last year at least cuz it wasn't fully stopping my period after 6 months (what the doctor that prescribed it said should happen), and I finally got my dose upped and there has been no period at all since and I can take longer than 10 minutes taking my pill without it triggering shit, so suck it mom.

Also it makes me less nauseous somehow now so thats a plus.

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Here’s a drawing I didn’t wanna finish.

ya ever know someone that just makes you think “poorly socialized greyhound”.

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I just realized I didn't wash the make up off my face from a job interview for like 2 days and that's probably why my eyelashes were so itchy, and my skin felt dryer than usual.

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I love the interpretation of Hirose knowing Nakamura likes him and he likes him back but he's just waiting like "do it bitch, you won't"

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watched the go for it nakamura kun anime. I've only read like the first Manga before cuz I got distracted by life stuff after reading it but I really like how the artstyle flowed with the animation + the use color. Very pretty.

Also the way the octopuses are drawn both in the anime and manga is delightful. Love me some aquatic animals.