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This user wishes they weren’t so sad all the time

Tracking my orgasms and self injury behaviour on the same spreadsheet is forcing me to know things I wish I could un-know

I don't think i grew up. I'm just tired now

The only thing keeping me from a long hike off a short pier is the fact that the fucking race to world first starts tomorrow

And isn't that just fucking bleak

And its that time again.

I hit rock bottom and then the race begins and I have to live to see the ending.

Haunted

Hunted

Hysterical

Unfortunately still

You ever get so caffinated that you're milliseconds away from throwing punches so you have to hurt yourself to stop?

Its certainly December

Arrived at an age where all the freaks, queers and fuck ups have all left me behind.

They have kids, decent jobs, fiancé's and houses.

I have addiction problems and nothing left but memories.

The only thing keeping me from a long hike off a short pier is the fact that the fucking race to world first starts tomorrow

And isn't that just fucking bleak

I need to tell you but you can't look at me while I do and maybe when it's over wipe it from your mind and we can go play lego?

Maybe then I'll know you know and won't have to morally debate not saying it when its all I can think

Felt absolutely off the rails

Stumbled out the back door

It's hot here too

Fell back into bed

Maybe I'll have to slice off my skin

what if I'm always going to be like this,

if what I am is all I'll ever be

Sometimes when the thoughts come, and anything is too much, I just lie completely still and try not to see anything.

Treating suicidal thoughts as if they're a t-rex. And have movement based vision.

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