traumaholder culture is…

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[traumaholdercultureis]

Hello! I noticed there were no culture-is blogs for traumaholders, so I made one!

About the blog!

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You can send in asks about what your life is like a traumaholder. I’ll usually just post the ask, but I might add a little comment to it!

Non-traumagenic systems and their supporters, please DNI. If you are neutral, or unaligned, you are fine, just keep in mind that this blog is anti-endo. (hate anons will be deleted. we aren’t answering them.)

You are allowed to vent in asks and you are allowed to send in asks that may be deemed as triggering. Triggers will be tagged as “tw [trigger]”

About the people behind the blog!

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We are a Polyfragmented DID system with many traumaholders (another reason why I started this blog)

We use I and We interchangeably.

We have a few comorbid disorders, but I won’t disclose them.

Userboxes for funsies!

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traumaholdercultureis not realising you're having flashbacks

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[traumaholdercultureis]

I am a trauma holder. I think I hold trauma quite well. But I have recently been asked to hold new traumatic memories and I’m not doing so well on that task. Our host can still remember those memories but I have been able to hold the negative feelings regarding them. But I don’t want my host to have to remember any of it at all..

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traumaholder culture is having flashbacks and not immediately recognizing your bf + being very wary of him, and even though you dont feel safe until you come down from the episode hes very patient and gentle and understanding with you (he knows we have did/trauma but doesnt know any of the fine details and yet he does his best every time and is so so wonderful im so grateful to have him)

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[traumaholdercultureis]

trauma holder culture is losing another friend in triggering circumstances and it takes away all of your progress and now you're anxious in every human interaction again

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Trauma holder who prolly has FNSD culture is

Having flashbacks that look lile seizures bit they aint seizures

and now the hospital staff is panickig and i have to explain after

that i wasnt faking and i wasnt seizing i was having a flashbaxk

and my blue lips are from eating takis 😭

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traumaholder host culture is shutting up for 30 minutes of therapy because your frontstuck and your therapist continues to suggest final fusion, and say "its inevitable", even though i said i was extreamly uncomfortable with that idea and so are my headmates

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traumaholder culture is romanticizing what happened to you because if you feel how awful it was for one second you will break down and also think you're a traitor to your abuser

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trauma holder culture is being bombarded with personal questions from gatekeepers. leave me alone !!! -RC

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Trauma holder culture is forming after an intense breakdown because of The Current Traumatizing Event™️ and now all I feel is rage and frustration.

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trauma holder + host culture is WHY DO I HAVE TO BE THE ONE WITH THE MOST CONNECTIONS TO OUR TRAUMA I AM LITERALLY THE HOST. (note: i'm in an OSDD-1b system so that's why i said "connections" to trauma)

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Traumaholder culture is having a panic attack over the weather forcast.

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Trauma holder culture is being extremely fucking pissed off everytime a "system" (endo systems) say that they experience the same symptoms you do from being a system. Stfu actually.

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alter in front with a trauma holder culture is wowee life is so great i'm so happy and remembering of any tra- WHAT THE FUCKz why is my chest heaving after seeing *insert vague trigger*

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Trauma culture is smelling a similar fragrance to what your ex used to wear and mow being unable to do anything but lay in bed and shake

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traumaholder culture is having to watch your headmates be alright with your abuser after everything they did and even defend their actions </3

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trauma holder culture is the song placing the blame by self

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