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that bpd feel when youre just…. so fucking fed up??? of the tiniest things setting you off and feeling like the end of the world and giving you that feeling that Everything Is Wrong and getting so jealous and so upset and “everyone hates me” its just So Much all the time and im so FUCKING TIRED let me catch a fucking break oh my GOD

inahiddenplace

sometimes u just gotta say “okey dokey” and just like.. rely on urself.. take things as impersonally as u can.. love and let go.. move on.. try and find all the good things, soak those in. and that’s all u can do! and sometimes, that’s enough

this account has been a bit inactive because i’ve been doing ok, but now i’m not anymore so what’s up

lagonegirl

inferior

jodiefoster

i'm what the kids call

really exhausted. I’m so tired.

kristina100000

love staring at the ceiling i feel like she gets me

zarathustra-would-be-proud

dankmemeuniversity

satinonsoftskin

in the mood to be kissseddddd. all gentle and slow

maltedmilkchocolate

Time blindness is the weirdest aspect of executive dysfunction and so weird as an experience to live with. It’s like you see the clock, the clock says 3pm, you look at the clock again and it’s 3:02, then 3:05, and then you look again and it’s 8pm and WHAT THE FUCK.

You don’t even need hyperfocus. But hyperfocus is like the Warp Speed:tm: version cause when that hits, it’s 3pm and then it’s the next day and why is the sun rising and when did i last eat and oh god i need to use the bathroom. And oh, also, you’re EXHAUSTED. The act of your brain tunnel visioning on something drains you (but that’s another topic).

Time blindness is…. having the general knowledge that today is Wednesday, and you need to do something on Thursday. Thursday is logically tomorrow, but the mysterious void of time is like ‘that’s like next week or something.’ It’s knowing you have to do something in three weeks on the 21st. And as the days creep closer, the 21st is stuck in a constant state of still being 3 weeks away, despite the fact it’s now tomorrow.

It’s wild. ADHD is literally living in a constant state of “There is Now. And there is Later.” and there’s no in between; no dates, no times; no hours, weeks, or months. It’s just Now and Later, and oh god why is is X o’clock already!?