Cam: thought it could be fun to cross our answers and see where we stand in some kinky stuff
Cam: [link]
Trevor: hello you 😘
Trevor: now that sounds very interesting
Trevor: I haven't tried much of that, but I'll answer it and send it back to you ❤️
Cam: tbh I haven't tried much either, it was just the most complete list I've found
Cam: I'm excited to see your dirty little secrets, so I can make at least some of those fantasies come true 😈
[half an hour later]
Cam: which reminds me
Cam: would you ever be willing to share those pictures you took of me?
Cam: the ones with the water
Cam: I mentioned them to Freddie, and he was really interested in seeing them, though I must add it's probably for very nefarious reasons 😛
Cam: but it's completely fine if you'd rather keep them just to yourself too!! I did pose especially for you ❤️
Trevor: I', sorry, I was in a call with my siblings.
Trevor: I might disappoint you with not having that many dirty secrets
Trevor: I'm okay with it if you are. You're the one in the pictures and those weren't for me, Cam, those were for you to see a bit of yourself the way I see you 😘
Cam: ooh are they excited you're going over there?
Cam: we don't need many, we can have plenty of fun with just a few 😉
Cam: god, I love you
Cam: but yes, I'm ok with it too (: so send me the link when you can?
Trevor: yes, they are very excited to meet you
Trevor: I like how that sounds
Trevor: And I love you ❤️
Trevor: I'll send them directly to you in an encrypted file. I know how careful you are with those things
Cam: are they? :3
Cam: can't wait to see your answers 🙃
Cam: thank you, babe, I really appreciate it 😊
Trevor: of course! This is the first time I have brought a partner to meet my family
Trevor: I'll send them in a minute. I had to goggle some things 🙈
Trevor: You're very welcome 😘
Cam: a partner huh 🙃
Cam: lol your search history must be 🤌 right now
Cam: (and don't worry, I didn't know some either lol)
Trevor: Aren't you my partner? I didn't want to say boyfriend cause they think I'm too old for that term
Trevor: I'm erasing it after
Trevor: That's good to know
Trevor: Are you ready for it?
Trevor:
Cam: I am whatever you want me to be, babe, as long as it's yours 🩵
Cam: and for the record? you're not too old for anything
Cam: smart lol
Cam: lemme seeeeee
Cam: oh wow
Cam: I have so many questions
Cam: and a fucking shopping list of things to try with you!!!!!
Cam: wanna elaborate on the experience with voyeurism and exhibitionism tho, babe? 👀
Trevor: Good! I'm glad ❤️
Trevor: Thank you, baby
Trevor: You can ask me anything
Trevor: You don't need to get me anything, we can get it together
Trevor: There are some clubs in Europe where you can go and have sex publicly
Trevor: it's very sexy and exciting
Cam: oh is there any of those in Italy, by chance?
Cam: I mean, I may have a bit of an exhibitionist streak, but I never considered someone who liked to watch
Cam: I'm surprised you're one of them
Cam: though I find it stupidly hot that you are
Trevor: Yes, they are. I was 18 the first time I visited one when I came home for the holidays
Trevor: We can try something there if you feel like
Trevor: really? You didn't notice?
Trevor: I thought I was a bit obvious
Trevor: you do?
Cam: I wouldn't be opposed to it 😉
Cam: I mean, I figured it was just a photographer thing, to like to take hot pictures of their ✨ partners ✨
Cam: yeah I do
Cam: the idea of you getting hot and bothered because you're watching me all hot and bothered is very exciting
Cam: a bit of a self-fulfilling prophecy
Trevor: I'm glad to hear that
Trevor: You're the first one partner I take picture of
Trevor: are you teasing me?
Trevor: I hope you're hot and bothered right now because I don't want to only one
Trevor: a good one I hope
Cam: wait, really? was I the first?! but you're a photographer!!!
Cam: teasing you is my favorite sport, babe 😉
Cam: oh is that so?
Cam: let's just say you're not alone
Cam: it makes me question though, how you'd feel watching me
Cam: like, if I sent you a video of me touching myself, how would that be received?
Cam: what would you do?
Trevor: Yes, but my previous partners weren't that keen on posing like that
Trevor: I'm seeing it
Trevor: I'm glad to hear so, it'd be more embarrassing
Trevor: oh goodness... I would love that. I would definitively use it to get inspired
Trevor: I would certainly touch myself to it
Cam: oh then you're in for a treat 😉
Cam: oh now that's a nice incentive
Cam: [5s video of his hand sneaking inside his pants, clearly stroking his cock under the fabric]
Cam: what makes it hotter for you, babe?
Cam: that I'm doing it just for you, or that you get to watch something no one else is allowed to?
Trevor: oh my, what are you planning now?
Trevor: I'm glad it is.
Trevor: oh my God! Cameron!
Trevor: both
Trevor: You're making it really hard for me to behave
Cam: I just think we can play around that 😉
Cam: I'll stop if you ask me to
Cam: though, you know
Cam: you'd be welcome if you ever wanted to watch a session between me and Freddie
Trevor: I think I'd like that
Trevor: oh god
Trevor: are you serious? That's your thing with him. You don't want me there
Cam: you're not asking me to stop
Cam: yes I’m serious
Cam: who says I don't want you there?
Cam: I might die though, bc it sounds a bit mind-blowing to have you and him with me in the same room in a sexual setting
Cam: but only if you ever felt like you wanted to though
Trevor: because I don't want you to
Trevor: I don't want you to die and I'm sure he doesn't want you to die either
Trevor: just because you'd want me there doesn't mean he'd be ok with that
Cam: 😈
Cam: that's the thing
Cam: I've talked about you being there before
Cam: he seemed more than fine with it
Cam: but if you'd like to come up with another excuse not to tell me you want to watch Freddie fucking me, be my guest babe 😉
Trevor: you've talked to him about it because you want me there?
Trevor: that's not
Trevor: I thought you mean a session of him just dominating you not you two having sex
Trevor: Do you want me to be there, just watching while he's fucking you?
Cam: of course I do, but I’d never pressure you or him to do it
Cam: he showed interest in it, though, so if you do, you'd be welcome
Cam: I mean, it might be a bit of a TMI, but he usually fucks me at some point in the session lol
Cam: I’d love to have you there, doing whatever you feel comfortable doing, babe
Cam: but only if that's what you want
Trevor: You're not pressuring me. You're inviting me
Trevor: No, I figured that's how it went
Trevor: wouldn't it be weird I'm there watching my boyfriend being fucked by another mean and getting hard at the view?
Trevor: would you fuck me after? With him watching?
Cam: that's the thing with kinks, babe, they seem weird at first but they're so hot that it doesn't matter
Cam: I mean, if you're weird for it, then so am I because-
Cam: [picture of his rock hard cock in his hand]
Cam: I so would, babe
Cam: if he lets me
Cam: though knowing Freddie he might want to tell me himself how to fuck you
Cam: would that be ok?
Trevor: I'm glad you don't think something is wrong with me
Trevor: oh my God. I'm just as hard
Trevor: [picture of his cock against his hipbone with a little puddle of pre cum under the head]
Trevor: oh god yes!
Cam: not at all
Cam: fuck
Cam: I’m afraid I do need verbal consent though, babe
Cam: why don't you send me a voice note? saying what you want to happen? 😉
Trevor: are you touching yourself? Are you thinking about me or are you thinking about us both?
Trevor: [voice note describing how much he wants to watch Cameron and Freddie in a session and how he would love to have Cameron inside of him while Freddie watches. His voice a little breathy as he touches himself]
Trevor: would it be too much to fuck me while he's fucking you? Not the first time but one time
Cam: fuck trvor
Cam: bothh
Cam: ys god
Cam: [picture of his hand covered in cum]
[5 minutes later]
Trevor: good to know it's not just me making a mess
Trevor: [picture of his stomach and chest covered in cum]
Trevor: Can we go slow though? Could you maybe show me a picture or a video of you two together first?
Trevor: or maybe tell me about the things he does to you while we're together? So I can wrap my mind around it before being there?
Cam: goddamnit you're so hot
Cam: of course babe 🩵
Cam: there's absolutely no rush
Cam: I’m just glad you like the idea 🙂
Trevor: says the one who's literally on fire
Trevor: is that why you sent the chart? You wanted to make sure?
Trevor: you've been thinking about this before? 😏
Cam: lmao look at you being funny
Cam: not "make sure", but I had my hopes some stuff could align 😛
Cam: of course I have, I’m having sex with the two hottest guys in town, what do you think I think about when I jerk off, babe?
Trevor: I can be funny too
Trevor: I think maybe you know me too well
Trevor: would you tell me the things you think about?
Cam: I suppose you can, yes ❤️
Cam: is that bad?
Cam: you sure you want to? I can't keep held responsible for any messes it might cause over there 😉
Trevor: only sometimes
Trevor: not at all. I love it
Trevor: of course I want to. Would you please tell me?
Cam: how can I say no when you ask so nicely? 😉
[Voice messages]
Cam: well sometimes I think about fucking you in the beach, out in the open, with you on all fours moaning my name with that gorgeous glow to your skin
Cam: sometimes I think about teasing you when we're doing something completely innocent like having take out, teasing you so much that you can't hold back and just take matters in your own hands, and when I catch myself you're already on your knees with your lips around my cock
Cam: and sometimes we're not alone. sometimes I think about Freddie showing you how behaved I can be, making me service you and suck your cock as he controls the speed or how far I take you in my mouth
Cam: sometimes I think about having you both in bed with me blindfolded, so I never know who's touching me or sucking me or fucking me
Cam: sometimes I think about being tied in bed, hands and ankles all spread, as you ride me and all I can do is take it. With a cock ring on too, so I can't cum even if I beg for it, I just have to let you take anything you want from me. Those are some things I think about sometimes, babe
Cam: babe?
Trevor: how is it possible that you just made me cum again?
Trevor: All those ideas sound so amazing
Trevor: Do you really think Freddie would be up for it?
Trevor: would you want him to do things to me too?
Cam: I did warn you babe 😉
Cam: I do, so far he hadn't said no to any fantasy I've told him
Cam: would you want him to?
Trevor: you did but I'm not complaining
Trevor: oh god! You've told him about these kind of fantasies too?
Trevor: I don't know. I hadn't considered him as part of my fantasies until now
Trevor: how would you feel about it?
Cam: I did, yeah, some of them
Cam: I've actually figured out a bunch of new kinks while talking to him
Cam: and here I am painting all of these pictures to you, sorry 😛
Cam: I don't know? I'm not jealous, I don't think
Cam: I know what we have is special
Cam: though I think a tiny, stupid and selfish part of me is afraid you both might hit it off and ditch me
Trevor: oh god
Trevor: so you've been teasing him like this too?
Trevor: No, baby, no, I don't think I could do what you do with him
Trevor: I love you. It's you the one I want
Trevor: and he's hot but I don't think I could feel anything more than attraction for him
Trevor: I'm also very sure you're the only one he wants
Trevor: if the idea makes no doubt it at all we don't have to do anything more than just fantasize like this
Cam: a bit yeah 😛 teasing is my favorite sport
Cam: but I need to thread lightly with Freddie bc sometimes it can earn me punishments 👀
Cam: I know! I know!
Cam: consciously I know, it's just something I want to wrap my head around
Cam: you know I overthink sometimes, it's something I'm working on
Cam: and I love you, I have no doubt you love me too 🩵
Cam: also I just imagined you saying "and he's hot and all but meh" and it got me laughing
Cam: so please don't worry your pretty head on it ok? we're ok 🩵
Trevor: and you're an expert on that
Trevor: punishments? Are you serious?
Trevor: I know. Sometimes self-doubt is not something we can control so easily
Trevor: I'll try not to worry
Cam: sorry, TMI? didn't mean to weird you out
Cam: thanks babe
Trevor: No, no, you didn't weird me out but all
Trevor: I'm curious about the whole punishment thing
Trevor: I figured lots of the things on the list that I'm not that willing to try are for punishment but now I'm curious
Trevor: You're very welcome baby 😘
Cam: oh is that so?
Cam: well
Cam: it sounds a bit stupid when I type it out
Cam: but the following of orders has to have a way to be implemented, you know?
Cam: I'm assuming some people do it by making the sub fear being bad, but I think that's stupid and takes out the fun of it
Cam: with Freddie is more like challenges
Cam: like a bet, you know? if I do it I get a reward
Cam: but if I fail I
Cam: well to be fair I end up having something that's super pleasant but a bit agonizing lol
Trevor: You're being kind of vague
Trevor: Do you want to elaborate on what those punishments are?
Cam: it's bc I haven't got many of them
Cam: your boyfriend is actually pretty good 😇 even if a complete brat
Cam: like spankings
Cam: I got a couple of those before, for like teasing him while we were outside
Cam: but I like a bit of pain
Cam: and the aftercare
Cam: so it's not actually that bad, you know?
Cam: or like, having to wait longer to cum
Cam: it's agonizing in the moment, but so much better afterwards
Trevor: that's a good thing
Trevor: well I'm very aware you can be a brat
Trevor: does he spank you with his hand or with something?
Trevor: the orgasm control actually sounds interesting
Cam: hey! 😛
Cam: with his hand so far
Cam: yeah the orgasm control is absolutely agonizing but amazing at the same time
Cam: earlier this month we had a very long drawn out session with it, I had trouble remembering my name once it was over lol
Trevor: I said no lies
Trevor: does it feel good? That little pain
Trevor: how do you manage not to cum?
Trevor: that's sounds scary but interesting
Cam: still!!!!!
Cam: It does, at least to me
Cam: it's like a spike of adrenaline, I don't know how to explain
Cam: oh with a cock ring! holding back by sheer force of will is super hard during sessions so I usually ask to wear it
Cam: which again, it's kinda agonizing but it makes it a lot better
Cam: I don't understand very well what happens during the session that makes me feel like that, but I always end up floaty at the end
Cam: and that day it was a lot deeper, so the next day I was still a bit out of it
Cam: Devon saw me kinda high and thought Freddie drugged me, went to confront him, it was a whole thing
Trevor: I've always been curious about that pain/pleasure thing
Trevor: I can imagine
Trevor: it sounds nice but kind of scary
Trevor: poor Devon
Trevor: does that feeling come from pleasure or why do you feel like that?
Cam: it's an "in the heat of the moment" sort of thing, I think
Cam: it requires a lot of trust
Cam: so it's not scary anymore
Cam: I'm not sure if I know how to explain, but like
Cam: do you know when you cum super hard that it's like your mind gets fuzzy around the edges?
Cam: like your limbs get heavy and relaxed?
Cam: it's like that, but for a longer period of time
Trevor: would you mind trying it with me sometime? Just to see if I'd like it
Trevor: oh wow! That actually sounds intense and interesting and you're making me very curious
Cam: of course!
Cam: do you like it when I bite you?
Cam: curious huh 😏
Trevor: I do. It feels really good
Trevor: well yes, but I would only trust you for something like that and we both agreed that we're actually on the same side of the spectrum
Cam: see? that's already a bit of a pain kink
Cam: well yeah we're on the same side but not at the same place
Cam: I wouldn't mind trying out some things with you, to test the waters, so to speak
Trevor: I figured as much but never really considered something more than just that
Trevor: would you spank me the next time we have sex then?
Trevor: That is true
Trevor: would you be comfortable with that?
Cam: you're never gonna find me complaining for getting my hands on that perky ass of yours, babe 😉
Cam: I might make you beg for it though, we'll see
Cam: of course!
Cam: I've already been kinda dommy with you, it's really fun (:
Trevor: that's good to know
Trevor: now that's kind of mean but I'm not going to complain
Trevor: that is true
Cam: you're saying you wouldn't be a good boy for me and ask really nicely for me to get my hands on you?
Trevor: you know I would
Cam: I know you would
Cam: I bet you sound so pretty when you bed 🙃
Cam: you know, I'd probably like to have one of my main rules be the same one I have with Freddie
Cam: where you can't cum until I say so
Trevor: as if you hadn't heard of be desperate and beg before
Trevor: oh my God! Yes. I'd like that
Cam: you begging for more is one thing
Cam: you sobbing desperate begging me to fuck you because you can't take it anymore is a whole different story
Cam: is that so? 😏
Cam: that's our first rule then
Trevor: oh my God, are you really trying to make me cum again and die?
Trevor: ok, I'll do my best to follow it
Cam: there's always a record to be beat 😉
Cam: I wonder if you'd to well with restrictions
Cam: like some soft cuffs
Trevor: even if I die?
Trevor: I've never considered it
Trevor: would you like to have me immobilized?
Cam: you're very indestructible, I've been told
Cam: unless, I mean, are you saying you can't take my teasing like a good boy, babe?
Cam: ask me to stop and I will 😉
Cam: you're touchy, which I love, but I have the feeling you'd like to feel helpless in bed with me
Cam: like you don't have any other option but take the pleasure I give you
Trevor: that is true
Trevor: I can, I can be good for you
Trevor: I can see you want to torture me a little
Trevor: oh I do want to
Cam: teasing is my favorite sport, I told you 😉
Cam: I know you can be so good for me, babe
Cam: would you let me blindfold you? so you're at my mercy, never knowing when or where I'm gonna touch you?
Cam: so I can do whatever I want to you?
Trevor: I know, I know
Trevor: yes! I would let you do anything you want to me
Cam: that's a dangerous thing to say
Cam: don't you know fae are mischievous?
Cam: what if I end up wanting to just make you cum over and over during a whole day?
Trevor: I know, but I love you and I trust you
Trevor: that sounds fantastic
Cam: then we're golden
Cam: I love you 🩵
Trevor: you definitely need to come over soon
Trevor: I love you too
Cam: maybe we can have that in our getaway in Maine 😉
Trevor: 😔 are you really going to make me wait that long?
Cam: if you ask nicely, we might start before then 🙃
Trevor: can I please have you in my bed sooner? 😇
Cam: how can I ever say no to that?
Trevor: would you like to come over and stay for the weekend?
Trevor: I have the feeling that you're going to be busy now Freddie is back in town but he can have you first and then you can have me
Trevor: maybe he'll give you more ideas 😏
Cam: that sentence
Cam: fuck
Cam: yes, yes, that's a great plan
Cam: it's the fucking holidays, I might just take a few days off to spend with you both
Cam: oh yes definitely
Cam: I'll ask him where he got our toys from, maybe I'll get some for you
Cam: as a sort of rite of passage lol
Trevor: which sentence?
Trevor: that's sounds like a great time to spend the holidays indeed
Trevor: You're getting me toys already?
Cam: "he can have you first and then you can have me"
Cam: never thought words could be so hot, babe
Cam: too soon?
Cam: it's just that there's two that are my favorite, and I think you might like to try them sometime
Cam: and they don't necessarily need me around to do it so...
Trevor: well it's true. Maybe one day it'll be true with the three of us in the same room
Trevor: me neither but all the things we've said tonight had been the hottest things I've been told
Trevor: No, no, it's fine. I was surprised.
Trevor: the only toy I've ever tried was a vibrator but I'm curious about what you have in mind
Cam: who's teasing who now????
Cam: [picture of his groin where there was a clear bulge inside his pants]
Cam: and how did that vibrator feel like?
Trevor: I'm just sharing some of the things I would like
Trevor: I wish I could be there and make you feel good with my mouth. I miss your taste and the weight of it on my tongue
Trevor: it felt good. It was curved and it had a suction cup to put in on the shower wall, so I used to fuck myself onto it when I was feeling needy
Cam: and you're doing such a good job, keep going
Cam: I would love to fuck your mouth rn babe
Cam: fuck, that's a mental image
Cam: and you don't use it anymore?
Trevor: Do you really want me to tell you right now?
Trevor: why did we decide to be teasing this late?
Trevor: one you're enjoying, I suppose
Trevor: it was a long time ago. I don't have it anymore
Cam: of course I do
Cam: bc you're too hot and I can't help it
Cam: definitely
Cam: that's such a shame, I'm gonna need to replace it then
Trevor: ok. Then I would like you to fuck on mouth while he fucks you
Trevor: but it's not nice when you can't be here to do all those things
Trevor: why would I want a toy when I have your cock to fuck myself onto?
Cam: oh god
Cam: true true
Cam: maybe I'm just testing your self-control to see how long does it take for you to pop over here
Cam: that's true you do have that babe
Trevor: is there something else you'd like?
Trevor: I can just go there but I can't stay 😔 I have a very early class. Is that ok? I don't like it that much to make love with you and then having to leave
Trevor: and it feels a million times better
Cam: so much more
Cam: I want so much with you, babe
Cam: yeeeeah I can't assure you I'd let you leave if I got you in my bed rn
Cam: so it's safer for you to not come 😉
Trevor: like what?
Trevor: 😔
Trevor: so this weekend? Just you and me all weekend exploring each other?
Cam: like tying you up and watching you squirm as I get you ready with my fingers and mouth and maybe even a vibrator
Cam: like starting a stopwatch and giving you short time to make yourself cum while you ride me or else you don't get to cum for a looong time while I play with you
Cam: like maybe going on a date with you wearing some toys or risky clothing so I can tease you while we're outside
Cam: you got it, babe 😉
Trevor: All those ideas sound so delicious
Trevor: I really want you to do all those things to me
Trevor: ok! I'll make sure to clear my schedule so you can have me all to yourself for 48 hours
Cam: I really want to see what you'd do when you're desperate, but you only have my cock and 30 seconds to cum
Cam: good, I'll enjoy every minute of it
Trevor: if you tell me these kind of things I'm sure I would cum right away
Trevor: I know I will too
Cam: that's the thing, babe
Cam: I'm not gonna 😉
Cam: if you want to cum, you're gonna have to work for it
Cam: I want to see how desperately you'll fuck yourself on my cock
Cam: bc you're not gonna be allowed to touch your own, that's for sure
TIME: November 28th, 2024
PLACE: Trevor’s place
BETWEEN: Cameron ( @cameronslaw ), Trevor & Cassidy (NPC)
NOTES: Written on Discord
It was an odd thing, to change. If the Cameron from two year ago saw this Cameron, laughing without a care in the world as he sat on the wet sand of the beach of a nowhere-town, taking silly pictures of a pre-teen that could potentially become his daughter, he couldn't believe it. Or if someone mentioned the notifications of Freddie's texts, or how he got up and patted himself somewhat clean, grabbing his bag and rushing Cassidy so they could make their way to his boyfriend's house, for Thanksgiving dinner.
He liked it though. A lot.
"But I'm not cold, I swear!" Cassidy whined, knee-deep into the freezing water, not wanting to leave. "Oh, but I'm not worried you'll get sick, dummy" Cameron rolled his eyes, a smirk on his lips "But it's getting late, and I told Trevor we'd be there early for drinks. Don't you want to try that mocktail?" Biting back a smile, she walked out of the water "Fiiiiine" she said, accepting the towel he offered "I'll race you there!" and like that she was running.
"YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE YOU'RE GOING, COME BACK HERE-"
Half an hour later, a proud nephilim and a tired and sweaty fae reached Trevor's door. "I didn't cheat! I don't even know how to teleport yet!" she hissed, elbowing to him. "You cheated by being a third of my age" he groaned back, knocking on the door.
"...isn't it like, a fourth?"
"...Shut up"
Trevor couldn't remember to had celebrated Thanksgiving before. It wasn't a tradition he was used to and even if he had lived in the States for most of his life, he had never been the host to a celebration like this one, so he was nervous and excited in equal measures.
He had googled everything he needed for the dinner to be as traditional as possible, and he had gone out of his way to make all the deserts as well. By the middle of the evening he had the table set, some wine cooling for the adults and some cute mocktails ready for their guests of honor. He really wished Cassidy would feel comfortable with them all.
He was just pulling out the pumpkin pie from the oven when he felt the unmistakable energy of Cameron and the young nephilim. He set the tart over the bar and moved to the door, still wearing his red and green Christmassy apron. He opened the door with a big smile and a surprised expression of the state of those two, "Well, looks like you two had some fun," he grinned, "please come on in before you freeze yourself outside," he shook his head even if his smile was one of the brightest.
Trevor's adorable smile, in that adorable apron, with the most heavenly smell surrounding him: that was heaven. "I'm not cold" she repeated, stepping inside with Cameron following. "No, you're just covered in salt, like a turkey" the fae teased, warning a glare from her. He placed her bag on the floor "Sorry for our state, I planned to stop by my place for us to shower and get ready, but someone refused to leave the beach" Cam smiled at Trevor, to which Cassidy ignored, instead turning excitedly at her kin "I met a mermaid! Like, an actual mermaid, Trevor!"
Trevor kept on smiling and shook his head amused, "You can wash up and change upstairs if you want," he offered, "I know you won't get sick, but the salt might make you itchy," he said with a scrunched up nose, "I'd like you both to be the most comfortable possible," he said moving close to grab Cameron's hand and give it a squeeze, unsure if Cassidy already knew about their relationship. He turned to Cassidy and smiled, surprised of the revelation, "Really? Well that's amazing! Mermaids are so pretty and kind. One of my dearest friends is a mermaid but she had to move when her baby was born," he said with a melancholic smile, "what's her name?"
Cameron mouthed a "thank you" when Trevor said they could wash up upstairs. "Shower then mocktails, young lady" he waved his hand, shooing her upstairs.
"Her name is Rhea, she's super nice!" She grabbed the bag "Her tail is teal, I always thought they were always purple or green, but it's like light blue with-" Cassidy stopped herself when she saw their joined hands, her eyes moving from one stupid smile to the other as she connected the dots. "I KNEW IT!"
It sounded like a squeal and Cameron playfully winced "Hey! Inside voice!" to what she promptly lowered her voice, mock-whispering "I KNEW IT!!! I TOLD YOU!!! YOU GUYS ARE BOYFRIENDS!!!"
Trevor only smiled when Cam thanked him and then arched a brow when he got all paternal making deals with a teenager., finding it very attractive but not saying anything about it yet. It was better to mention it when they were alone.
"That is such a lovely name! Perhaps you can invite her over for snacks next time you come over," he offered, expecting her to feel comfortable and as if she had a place to consider herself part of. "That sounds really lovely, I bet it was such a pretty color in the sunlight. They look kind of like luminescent, don't they?" he asked knowing how beautiful sales looked under the sun. He tried to pull his hand away but wasn't fast enough and only blushed.
Trevor chuckled, "Well, we were waiting until later to tell you, but you guessed one of the surprises already, so: Surprise!" he said with a chuckle.
Cassidy nodded emphatically to what Trevor said - since it apparently was a lot more interesting than Cameron's orders to shower - waving her hands "Can I? That'd be super cool!" She smiled "They do! It sparkled, Trevor!"
When Trevor tried to pull his hand away, Cameron frowned for the shortest second, then pulled the nephilim closer "Yes, yes, you were right, I know" he rolled his eyes, making an ill tell you later face to Trevor before adding "And if you don't want to watch us make out, you better go shower"
They stared at each other for a long second, with equally challenging squints, in a silent game of chicken, before Cameron turned to kiss Trevor and she scrunched her face "Ew! Ew! Ew! Fine!" Before she made her way upstairs with her bag, leaving a Cameron chuckling with Trevor in his arms.
Trevor smiled and nodded, "Of course! Whenever you're over at my place or Cam's you can invite her over, it's always nice to make new friends," he said hoping she would feel comfortable enough to keep visiting them while the home got sorted out.
He tried not to smile when Cameron said she was right and he only nodded at the look, already imagining the explanation was going to be fun to hear.
Cameron was definitively made to be a father. He seemed genuinely caring and amused with Cassidy's antiques, and it only made Trevor's heart melt at the idea of them forming a family one day. Trevor was already chuckling at the menace of being kiss just to make Cassidy move upstairs, "you're terrible but that was effective," he said amused, cupping Cameron's checks with both hands before pecking his lips, "I take it that it has been a success so far?"
Cassidy seemed to like that idea, an almost hopeful glint in her eyes. "Thanks, Trevor!" because Trevor was the nice one, Cameron was the meanie.
When Cassidy walked away, Cameron relaxed with the nephilim in his arms, smiling sweetly at the kiss. "I know, but there's no negotiation with that rascal, she can talk circles around you and when you see, she's still covered in sand at the dinner table" the fae sighed, leaning in to a deeper kiss, kissing Trevor's forehead as he pulled back "Now yes, hey babe. You look adorable in that apron. How's the cooking going? Can I help?"
Trevor chuckled, "well it was your idea to take her to the beach," he accused playfully after the kiss. He sighed happily into the kiss, wrapping both arms around Cameron's neck, "why thank you! I figured you would approve it," he smiled and then pecked Cameron's lips for good measure, "the dad look really suits you, by the way," he grinned, "very sexy DILF," he teased, "the cooking is going great, no need to help but I do need to go finish the last touches," he smiled.
Cam chuckled back "Damn, you're right" his sighed playfully "She did have a lot of fun though" the fae hummed, nuzzling his neck. Cameron pulled back at the comment of the dad look "What?" the blush creeping up his cheeks "DILF huh? Didn't know you had a thing for those" the fae teased with a smirk "It smells amazing" Cam agreed, stealing another kiss, but not letting Trevor leave his arms. Just a little bit longer. "She knew it before I did" Cam supplied after a moment, unprompted "that you liked me. That we liked each other. She said she could see it in our vibe. I think she meant aura" he chuckled "She was very annoyed when I said we were just friends"
Trevor shook his head still smiling, "it looks like you had a good time too," he assured. His smile got brighter when Cameron blushed, "well, I didn't know either until I saw you with her," he assured. "I'm glad you think so, I tried my best not to disappoint anymore since most of the guests are American," he joked. This time Trevor blushed too, "of course she did," he shook his head, "I haven't asked her yet how she sees energies. I'm not sure if she does it the same way I do," he smiled, "maybe we can talk about that a little later if she feels like sharing," he grinned.
Cameron shrugged, biting back a smile "There were milkshakes involved, you know how I get with milkshakes" because he couldn't just say he enjoyed his time with her. Not when she could still choose not to be with them. The fae hugged Trevor closer with a groan when he talked about this new found kink "We're so coming back to this when there's nobody underage under this roof" Cam assured him, finally letting him go, but not without pulling his hand closer, to kiss the back of it. "You could've given us burnt instant noodles and it'd still be really on theme, silly. Thanksgiving is about people, the food is just the means to gather them all together" he explained with a shrug. Cameron has never been big on these holidays, but maybe Trevor was going to be his reason to start. "Oh, I bet she'd like to share, she's in a talking mood, did you notice? We've been texting since the last time we visited her. I like to think she's grown comfortable around us. Or at least with the idea of being around us."
Trevor clicked his tongue playfully, "it looks like I'm going to have to be the one making sure you two eat healthy," he said in a teasing tone. He blushed and nodded, "Probably tomorrow but please, keep that thought," he winked before pulling away to go to the kitchen and check the rest of the food, "I could never! It's our first Thanksgiving dinner! It has to be a success," he said with a big smile as he set the freshly baked pie on the bar for Cameron to inspect it, "What do you think?" he asked with a grin. "That sounds good. I'm glad she's in a talkative mood. I always worry about how she feels around people after what she's gone through. I hope she knows she can trust us," he sighed.
Cameron chuckled, running the back of his hand across the blushed cheek "Deal" he said simply with a wink, letting the angel go. The way Trevor talked about it, as if it was the first of many thanksgiving dinners they'd have, put a stupid smile on the fae's face and he followed Trevor into the kitchen, leaning against the bar in the middle. "It looks great, the smell is amazing" He licked his lips playfully "You did a great job, babe. Though you're setting the bar way too high, we're gonna need to work hard to beat it next year" Cameron let the implications of that hang in the air before talking about Cassidy. "I think the school did good for her. I mean, it's around humans, but from what she told me, she's always had to worry about..." Her mother was left unsaid as the fae cleared his throat "I have the feeling it's the first time she's actually getting to be a kid. And I don't know about me, but she freaking adores you, that's for sure."
Trevor was surprised at how easily they both had fallen into this beautiful rhythm in their relationship when they communicated without talking much. He smiled at the soft touch, and he blushed again when Cameron assured he had done a wonderful job putting together all the food, "I'm sure I'm not but since I'm not American I knew I had to make a bigger effort not to disappoint or bash into your traditions," he said smiling. "I think so too, she's finally having a moment to do things proper of her age. Even if she's around humans, at least they're her age and that should help even if a little," he said with a soft expression, remembering how his childhood and teenage years had been growing among humans, "at least she has supernaturals around to drop the disguise for a little while," he grinned. He laughed, "I think it's more about the fact that we're the same species. It feels less lonely for sure and for her to find someone like her so early in her life must be a relief... when you don't it's hard," he shrugged.
Cameron rolled his eyes fondly and laughed at the comment "We're as far from traditional as we can be, babe." He pulled him in for a last kiss before letting him go "Besides, I'd much rather create our own traditions anyways"
He nodded as Trevor talked about Cassidy "Definitely. You should've seen her at the beach, Trevor. She found this mermaid kid and they looked so happy playing together." Cam sighed "I can imagine it is... You've found her now, though, right? You're not alone."
Trevor chuckled, "we'll but that's a tradition you've grown with. I didn't want to ruin it," he smiled at the suggestion, "I would like that too," he said excitedly.
His face lit up hearing how Cassidy was making supernatural friends, "I haven't felt that loneliness in a very long time, but I didn't when I was here age," he sighed, "I'm glad she won't have to feel like that anymore now she's making friends wand has us," he grinned.
He took a mental note of that, wondering if their family Thanksgiving dinner could become a tradition. Maybe next year they could have an Italian dinner instead
"Yeah, I'm glad too" and with that he heard the door upstairs crack open and Cassidy's voice echoing downstairs "Are you two decent?" She asked with a smirk in her voice, making Cameron roll his eyes fondly "You're good, kid, we've already finished our making out session" he could hear her little laugh as her steps sounded down the stairs.
Trevor smiled and tried to bit back a laugh at Cassidy's question. He looked at the young lady, "feeling more comfortable now?" He asked with a smile as he handed her a flute with a sparkling purple drink.
Cassidy hummed and nodded in response, her soft bunny sweater fitting perfectly in the holiday themed. Her eyes sparkled with excitement when she was shown the flute "Thank you, Trevor!" She said, reaching with almost reverence to the glass. Cam pressed a kiss to Trevor's temple then, mumbling a "I'm gonna let you both catch up while I freshen up" before leaving for the bathroom. Yes, he'd much rather wash the salt off his skin before dinner, but in reality he had a feeling there were things Trevor and Cassidy avoided talking about when he was around, so he'd like to give them the opportunity. Cassidy didn't seem to mind, though. She set the glass on the bar and climbed onto the stool with just a little struggle. The young Nephilim tasted the drink and then looked up surprisedly "Wow, what's in this?"
Trevor smiled brightly when Cassidy obviously approved the drink selection. He smiled at the kiss and nodded, "take your time," he said with a knowing smile. He watched carefully as the young nephilim tried the drink, doing his best not to get mesmerized by her beautiful aura. He had never seen another nephilim before and it was a nice surprise, "it's a Blueberry lavender gaze," he chuckled at the name, "I must admit I had to Google some ideas," he said with a smile, "hope you liked it."
Cassidy smiled with the drink in hand "It's delicious! I've never had lavender in food before. Well, drink. It tastes really nice, I like it." she took another sip, swinging her legs "Are you two dating?"
Trevor smiled, "I'm glad you liked it! I've tried bread before. I have a friend who makes a delicious lavender and honey bread. Maybe next time you come over we can visit her," he offered. He smiled and nodded, "We are, but it's very recent. Are you ok with that?"
Cassidy perked up at that "I'd like that. But I don't know if I'll visit again" She frowned, staring at her glass "I thought you were already, to be honest. It was all over you both when you came to the school" she chuckled "Good luck with that though" Cassy teased with a smirk "Cam's a dummy"
Trevor got more serious, "why is that? We'll be happy to have you over whenever you want to visit," he said honestly. He hummed, "yeah, it's kind of hard to hide it from some, especially like you and me or those who sense energies," he smiled, "can you see people's auras' too?" he asked curiously. He chuckled at the statement, "he is, but it's one of the things I love the most about him. He always finds a way to make everyone around him smile," he assured.
Cassidy shrugged, not looking at him "Well, because Cameron is my guardian, but I'm still supposed to be adopted out, right? It's not like I get to choose" she huffed, talking about the foster system always left her annoyed. "Is that what they are? I see... something. It's like colors that move around people. Yours and Cam's kept dancing around each other" she offered a smile.
Trevor sighed and smiled sadly, "well as long as he's your legal guardian he does have a say and I don't want to say something that I'm not sure about yet, but trust me that if we have the chance to adopt you we will, either him or me, but we won't let you go just to anyone's home. We're working on something here, but I don't want to say much cause it's a working project," he reached to hold her hand and give it a squeeze, "can you trust me that I won't let you vanish into the system?" he asked with hopeful expression. He smiled and nodded, "it is, yes. there are special cameras that helps you capture it," he said with a bright smile, "maybe I can teach you how to use one, if you want," he offered and blushed a little when she talked about his and Cam's aura, "that happens when you spend way too much time with someone," he said wondering if she could see Freddie's aura there too.
Cassidy looked up when Trevor held her hand, a small smile on her lips as she nodded. "Okay" she took a deep breath "You're like me, of course I trust you"
"Oh, I'd like that" she said when he offered to teach her how to use a camera "Why can we see them, though?"
Trevor smiled when she looked at him so earnestly, Thank you for trusting me," he said with a nod, "it means a lot."
He grinned, "Good! I'll get the camera ready for the next visit then! We already have tons of plans for then," he said happily, "I’m not sure why. I think it might be, so we know the kind of creatures we're around to sense how dangerous they are or how good or bad people they are," he tried to explain, "there isn't much about our kind out there. We're very rare so there isn’t anything like a guide or a pass on from one to another information. you're the only other Nephilim I've met," he admitted.
The talk about plans made Cassy chuckle and she drank her mocktail. "Does your show how much life there is inside a person too?" She asked shyly "When I was with mom, I could see it fading the more energy she lost." Cassidy shifted in her seat "You know who's your dad though, right?"
Trevor nodded with a sad expression, "It does. just like you said, you see the other creature's energy fade. It's not the best part of that superpower," he said not even imagining how devastating that might have been for her to just know when her mom was dying. He sighed and nodded sadly, "I do. I met him here but unfortunately he passed too," he explained.
Cassidy shrugged at that "It was helpful to me." She mumbled. Her interest peaked when Trevor talked about his father "Who was he?" She asked, looking back at him "Do you know if you have any siblings?"
Trevor nodded, "I can imagine. You did such an outstanding thing curing your mom," he said with a sad smile. "He was the archangel Uriel," he said with a sad expression, "I don't know. When we met, I was very angry at him for leaving my mom and never come and find me so I wasn't very open to listen to him and sadly, when I forgave him and tried to give him a chance, I lost him," he sighed.
She shrugged once more, sighing "She made me promise her I'd stop, last year. I had a lot of energy, but not enough for two people. She was scared it'd affect my... development" Cassidy said with a melancholic nod, like someone who's been ready for the worst since forever. "I'm sorry that happened. Angel dads suck" Cassidy said with an upset frown and it was her time to squeeze his hand. Then her face changed in an excited grin "He can be my dad!" She said, looking at him "Because then I can be your sister! Right?"
Trevor nodded, "it's understandable. She wanted to look after you and even though you're powerful, you're still very young and losing control is easy," he said knowing he probably would have done the same if he had the chance. He smiled a bit, "they do suck but sometimes we need to listen to their part of their story," he said hoping he had done that sooner. He smiled at her idea. Maybe it was better than letting her grow bitter for never knowing who her dad was, "I would like that. I have adopted sisters, but you'd be my only sister by blood," he grinned.
Cassidy nodded along, Trevor's words echoing the same she's been telling herself since far before her mother passed. "Mom said our kind is very dangerous." She said simply, then sighed, shrugging "Welp, I can't listen if he's not here, so I like my explanation better" Cassy smiled "Then that's it. You're my brother now, Trevor" she offered her fist for him to bump, slowly wiggling her fingers when he did, as if teaching him that fist bumps were supposed to explode at the end.
Trevor nodded, "we are. If we lose control we can hurt a lot of people really badly. That's pretty much why there aren't many of us," he said not wanting to tell her how their kind was one God wanted death, she didn't need to know that at such a young age. He chuckled at the answer, "Now I see you've been spending way too much time with Cameron," he joked. "We are siblings now," he agreed and laughed a little when she fist-bumped him and made the little fingers wiggling so he did it too, "I'm going to be a very annoying brother, I must warn you," he smiled a bit.
Cassidy nodded seriously to what he said, storing that information for later. Today was supposed to be fun, she didn't want to spend the night in a nephilim pity party. She giggled when he said she had spent too much time with Cameron, maybe it was true. "Oh bring it on!" Cassy teased when Trevor said he was annoying "Want to have an annoy-off? I know all the 24 verses of the extended version of Baby Shark"
Trevor was glad she didn't push for more information, and then laughed when she challenged him on being annoying, "Oh no, what I meant is that I'm annoyingly overprotective and might give people a hard time when they want to get close to you," he joked not mentioning a gender for a future potential partner for her., "Oh no, please Baby Shark is my kryptonite!" he said in fake annoyance as he pressed a hand over his chest.
The giggle that left her lips was honest and so rare it even surprised Cassidy herself. By the time Cameron came back, they were talking excitedly, her drink was finished and there was a faint glow to her skin, though he didn't dare to mention it.
Soon after Devon and Adam arrived. Cassidy went back into her shell a bit, but by the time they were eating, she was more relaxed. Adam was the first vampire who actually answered her questions, so she didn't hesitate to ask. Do you sleep? What does blood taste like? Can you turn into a bat? Can I see your fangs? Ooh, can I touch them?
Trevor's heart was so full when he noticed Cassidy was in such a sharing mood and she easily opened up to share stories with him and Cameron. It was lovely to witness, and he really hoped they could have more time with her to share more and more. Give her a family.
Having Adam and Devon over cause Cassidy to get a little shy but he was glad both were kind with her and made her part of the conversation. Adam's never-ending patience was one of the things he would be more thankful of, and Devon's always bubbly personality seemed to help her relax when he started singing some Disney tunes. Trevor leaned to murmur into Cameron's ear, "We should encourage Devon to bring his guitar next time," he said amused as the youngest of the party seemed engrossed in their sing along.
Cameron would never tell a soul, but something shifted in his heart when he saw Devon singing along with Cassidy. He never thought kids were for him, always sure that he would ruin them just like his father did, but for a few minutes the sight of a family was built in front of him and for the first time Cameron found himself longing for it. Trevor's comment took him out of his daydream though and he chuckled "Something tells me he's already planning to".
They had dinner over excited parallel conversations, then desserts with an impromptu Disney sing-along, and soon it was getting late. Devon and Adam said their goodbye with the promise to see her when Cassidy came to visit again, and this time she didn't seem as opposed to the idea.
It was late and he should've taken Cassidy home so she could have a decent bedtime, but she assured Cameron time and time again that she wasn't sleepy, that she'd rather stay with Trevor a bit longer, so they ended up curled on the couch, watching a movie. Not even twenty minutes later, Cassidy was passed out between them, leaning against Trevor. "So much for I can stay awake until the sun is out, I'm not sleepy!"
This was by far the best family reunion he had in years and it made him realize how much he longed for this. He reached for Cameron's hand under the table to give it a squeeze.
The rest of the dinner went by too fast for his linking, but he loved how both Adam and Devon promised to come over again from Cassidy's next visit. That would certainly give her the sense of stability and belonging.
He knew how tired the young nephilim was but was amused how she tried to prove herself a grown up to stay awake for longer. He smiled at Cameron comment, "she probably didn't want today to end, and I must admit I related," he grinned as he leaned closer to peck Cameron's lips, "Thank you for my very first Thanksgiving party. It was perfect, my love," he said with an honest smile.
Cameron hummed against his lips "You didn't want it to end too?" He asked in a soft voice, so as not wake her up. "You're welcome, babe. Hope it's the first of many" the fae said with a smile of his own, leaning in to kiss his lips once more. Cameron sighed then, watching Cassidy breath slowly, leaning against Trevor's side, his voice growing serious, even if the volume got lower "I think I'm going to start the adoption process, Trev"
Trevor shook his head and smiled, "it was a really good day," he answered in an equally soft voice, "I hope so too," he agreed and sighed into the kiss. Trevor's smile got bigger at the comment, "Good. I promised her we wouldn't let her fall into the system," he said with a nod, "she's gonna be happy to know she doesn't have to worry anymore."
Cameron wasn't surprised by Trevor's support, but the lack of questions threw him off a bit "Wait, you think I could do it?" He asked with an almost hopeful smile "I... don't really know what I'm doing, but she's a great kid. I'm not gonna be the best dad ever, but- but maybe I can be better than not having one?"
Trevor smiled and rolled his eyes as if that was the dumbest question in the world, "Of course! I know you can," he said with a brighter smile. "Well, I've heard no parent knows what they're doing so you're on equal ground there, and you're gonna be the best parent to her cause you're choosing to be, and I just know you'll do everything in your power so she's happy and healthy and that's all parents should care about," he sighed looking at Cameron with a glance filled with love.
His trust in Cameron's abilities calmed down some of his nerves and the fae smiled, reaching for Trevor's hand to kiss the back of it "I love you" he hummed simply, then asked with a bit of a smirk "And you want mind to be dating a dad?"
Trevor smiled at the kiss, "I love you too," he murmured and then pretended to consider the question for a moment, "Not really, You're the DILF I was waiting for," he teased with a soft snort.
That stupid joke got Cameron laughing and Cassidy stirred in her sleep with an annoyed frown. "Sorry, sorry" the fae said, that gave his best You're insufferable look to the angel before getting to his feet. "It's getting late, I should take this princess back to the castle. Will you join us for lunch tomorrow though? My treat."
Trevor winced when his joke made Cameron laugh and Cassidy complained in her sleep, "we should be quieter," he teased in a murmur. He sighed and nodded, "She needs a good sleep so that's for the best," he agreed, "I'll be there and bring some sweets from Seth's shop," he promised.
Cameron nodded along, taking a moment to watch them on the couch. She looked peaceful and somehow he could see the resemblance, the same soft glow over their skin, sparkling in the dark. Leaning in with a sigh, Cameron gently picked her up bridal style and Cassidy snuggled against his chest with a comfortable sigh. Cam took a moment to realize it was because he was warm. "You're going to spoil us" he whispered back at Trevor, waiting by the door with a tilt in his chin that was a silent request for a good night's kiss.
Trevor really didn't want the night to end, but he knew this might as well be the beginning of many more so he sighed and helped Cameron when he picked Cassidy up as he walked them towards the door, "Yes, and there's nothing you can do about it," he assured with a smile, leaning in for a small chaste kiss, "goodnight," he murmured into the kiss as he watched them leave hoping for the day when they wouldn't have to.
Cam: how would you feel about spending a day with me in Maine on the way back from Italy?
Trevor: good morning 🥰
Trevor: I would be happy to spend the day anywhere with you. What do you have in mind?
Cam: morning babe 🩵
Cam: mom is coming over for new years and dev and I were talking about picking her up in Maine
Cam: but then I realized she'd arrived the day after we did
Cam: and we'll probably be a bit tired from all of the touristing and people and the long trip back
Cam: so I thought maybe I could steal you away for one more day and we can just be lazy and rest before the new round of festivities
Cam: we can stay in the hotel bedroom, get some nice room service
Cam: and just be us
Cam: what do you think?
Trevor: That sounds fantastic.
Trevor: Are you sure your mom will be ok with me being there to pick her up?
Trevor: now when you put it like that it sounds like a perfect way to cure the jetlag
Cam: why wouldn't she be?
Cam: she's already super excited to meet you
Cam: it was funny actually, she said she had to "meet the poor boy who agreed to date Cam" lol
Cam: right? I figured 24h of being in bed with you would cure anything
Trevor: You already told her about me?
Trevor: lol wow! I really hope she likes me
Trevor: it does sound like a perfect time to recover
Cam: of course I did lmao
Cam: if she had any homophobic bullshit to say, I wanted it to get over with before you saw her
Cam: which didn't happen btw, she's super cool (:
Cam: the only thing she could've had a problem with was the no-biological-grandkids thing, but then I told her Cassidy would be here too, and she focused on that lol
Cam: right? and then when we're no longer in a very religious country, I can do all of the sinful things I want with you (:
Trevor: I figured your mom wouldn't have any problems with that because of Devon and Adam
Trevor: fantastic! I'm glad she agreed to spend two holidays with us
Trevor: and that your mom will get to meet her
Trevor: lmao so you won't do sinful things to me while we're in Italy?
Trevor: are we expecting Freddie to join us for dinner tonight? Just so I know how many seats I should set the table for
Cam: well Dev and her haven't been close for a while, she's gonna be meeting Adam on this trip too
Cam: I MEAN I'M TOTALLY UP TO BE SINFUL IN ITALY but aren't we supposed to behave in your land? lol
Cam: I
Cam: no, he is on a work trip and he doesn't really celebrate the holidays but
Cam: I mean
Cam: you'd be ok with it?
Trevor: oh! Well I hope it all goes well, and she likes us both
Trevor: Just while we're at the church's home. But we can totally misbehave while in my apartment.
Trevor: of course. He's important to you so I figured you'd like him to be part of the celebrations
Cam: she already does, believe me
Cam: ooooh you had my attention, now you have my enthusiasm 😈
Cam: yeah but I don't want you to feel like I'm pushing him into my time with you, you know?
Trevor: I'm glad to hear so. Is it bad I'm nervous?
Trevor: good! I'm really surprised you thought you had to keep yourself celibate while visiting my family.
Trevor: Cameron, these holidays are to be grateful for the people in our lives. I'm grateful for you and I'm sure you're grateful for him, so it makes sense he gets to celebrate with us. If he wants to, of course.
Cam: I mean, it makes sense, I am nervous about meeting your family too, but you don't have to be
Cam: she's gonna absolutely adore you, babe
Cam: yeah I was 😊 so you can see how much I love you
Cam: that
Cam: you have no idea how much that means to me, babe
Trevor: Neither of us should be. I'm sure both of our families will be happy for us.
Trevor: I hope so. Everyone at home will adore you too. My sister said that it was unfair that my boyfriend was more handsome than hers XD
Trevor: probably just as much as I love you 😘
Trevor: I told you when this started, I'm never going to make you choose ❤️
Cam: lmao did she say that about that picture of me you posted? bc that had a lot to do with your talent with a camera
Cam: also I doubt her boyfriend is a fae, that's kinda unfair of me
Cam: fuck, I really love you, you know?
Cam: I gotta go pick Cassy up
Cam: are you joining us for the afternoon or should we just go there for dinner?
Cam: I’m planning on taking her out for ice cream and maybe to the beach
Cam: she asked about you twice already just this morning, so I think she's excited to see you
Trevor: I showed her other pictures too
Trevor: that's true too, her boyfriend is human
Trevor: and I love you. A lot.
Trevor: I think I probably should focus on getting everything ready for dinner, but you two can arrive here early 😊
Trevor: I'll make sure to have some mocktails ready for her
Trevor: I'm excited to see her too ☺️
Cam: see? unfair competition lol
Cam: no worries, I’ll give her the tour around town and then we can go move there
Cam: I’ll let her know about the mocktails lol
Cam: want me to bring anything? apart from your really handsome boyfriend?
Trevor: you are right
Trevor: sounds good! Don't forget the milkshakes. She's gonna love that
Trevor: thank you. I just hope she enjoys them
Trevor: just my gorgeous boyfriend, and our guest of honor
Cam: of course! you and the scoop of happiness' milkshakes are two of the best things in town, she needs to get the whole experience!
TIME: November 21st, 2024
PLACE: Creativity Takes Courage/Trevor’s office
BETWEEN: Cameron ( @cameronslaw ) & Trevor
NOTES: Written on Discord.
Trevor was excited to see Cameron at the store. It wasn’t often when the fae visited him, so he finished the little work he had and turned the sign from open to close as he waited for his boyfriend. He still got a little giddy at calling Cameron his boyfriend because it was something he wasn’t sure was gonna happen. His smile got bigger when he felt the fae’s unmistakable energy coming closer to the store, so he got up and moved to the door to wait Cameron there, “My days here would be a thousand times better if I could get such a great visit more often,” he said with a big smile as he reached to help Cameron with the bags of food and leaned in to peck his lips, “feeling better?” he asked guessing everything with Freddie was better now since Cameron looked happier.
Trevor brought him a comfortable familiarity that made Cameron's heart warm. So with a smile on his face, he got their sushi orders and made to Trevor's shop. He knew the address, and he might've stolen a glance inside when he walked by before, just to see if he could see the angel, but he never walked in officially until now. Trevor welcomed him the moment he stepped in, and Cameron grinned as he let go of the bags. "Don't threaten me with a good time, babe. Or else I'd never leave" he watched as Trevor put the bags away to then pull him closer by his hips, deepening that kiss in a much more satisfactory way. "I am. Much better now that I get to see you" he bumped his nose against Trevor's "How are you feeling, though?"
Trevor's smile got brighter, "as if I would ever complain about that," he said before wrapping his arms around Cameron's neck, giving in to the kiss, pressing himself closer charm the fae. He sighed and hummed happily, pressing his forehead against Cameron's, "good! And I suppose things got back to normal with Freddie too?" He asked, already learning how to read Cameron. It didn't bother him after their talks about what the relationship meant to his boyfriend and Trevor had realized it wasn't a competition, so he only wanted Cameron to be happy and if that meant the needed them both, then be it. "I'm feelings great. I missed this smile," he reached to caress Cameron's cheek, "I'm glad it's fully back now," he pecked his lips, "are you hungry?" He asked still not ready to pull away.
Cameron loved how their bodies seemed to snap together like puzzle pieces. He nodded embarrassedly at the question, arms securely around Trevor's waist "Yeah, we made up" he said simply, offering him another smile when Trevor said he missed it, one hand moving up to cover Trevor's that caressed his cheek, bringing it to his lips to kiss it "Not much, I just wanted to see you" he said nuzzling Trevor's neck, placing a couple of kisses along his pulse point "Have I mentioned how much I love you today?"
Trevor grinned, "I'm glad to hear so. That frown doesn't really go well with this gorgeous face," he joked. Those sweet kisses on his hands always made his heart melt. It was such a sweet thing no one had ever done before so it was one of his favorite things Cameron did. He hummed at the answer, "then we can eat later if you're not in a rush," he sighed and tilted his head to give Cameron more space to kiss his neck but it was the words what made him freeze and pull back to look at Cameron with a tentative smile, "you've never said that before," he licked his lips, looking at Cameron with a gleam in his eyes, "do you really though?" He asked in a hopeful tone.
The compliment made him smile, but Cameron froze when Trevor pulled back. "But I told you I was in love with you a few times already, babe" He said, using their joined hands to pull Trevor to the couch against the wall, so they could sit together. "Of course I do. I thought you knew"
Trevor chuckled softly and shook his head, "yes, you did but that's not always the same thing," he kept smiling even when Cameron seemed so conflicted and confused. He let himself to be pulled to the couch and straddled Cameron instead of sitting next to him, "well now I do," he sighed and leaned closer, pressing their foreheads together as he caressed the fae's neck, "I love you too, Cameron. I really do and I've been holding back from telling you because I thought maybe it was too soon but I'm glad it's just the right time," he grinned before pressing their lips together.
"Isn't it? I thought it was the same. If I fall for you, I start loving you. At least that's how it is for me" he teased. The straddling was a welcome surprise and the fae's arms moved automatically to circle his hips, keeping him safe on his lap. The caresses made him close his eyes, a stupid smile on his lips hearing those words "Well you don't have to hold back from saying anything to me, babe" Cameron kissed him, then added against his lips "I love you, I won't judge"
Trevor shook his head, "it's not quite the same but one follows the other so I'm glad to hear it has developed to love and not just infatuation," he admitted. Trevor hummed, "then I won't hold back anymore," he sighed against Cameron's lips, "I don't think I'll ever get tired of hearing you say that," he kissed Cameron again, deeper and slower as his hands moved to start loosening the fae's tie.
"Pff, infatuation is such old news, I was infatuated with you months ago" he teased, humming when Trevor said he wouldn't get tired of it. "Of heading what? That I love you?" The fae teased, kissing his lips "Because I love you, Trevor"
Trevor chuckled, "that's really good to know," he murmured between kisses and then chuckled when Cameron kept pointing out that he loved him, "I love you too, Cameron," he smiled dumbly and tilted his head looking at the fae, "you have no idea how happy I'm feeling right now," he sighed rubbing his hands over Cameron's shoulders, "I was afraid that this would fizz out. That you'd get tired and bored of me and that," he sighed, "it has happened before but you saying those words," he smiled again, "sorry I'm being sappy," he chuckled and pressed their foreheads together again loss of words, "I just really love you," he murmured and closed his eyes.
Those words made him all but purr, nuzzling Trevor's neck "Excuse you, I'm still plenty entertained by this handsome angel on my lap" Cam teased with a smirk, squeezing Trevor's ass in retaliation for his negative thinking "It's okay, I like you sappy" he pecked his lips while Trevor had his eyes closed. Then his cheek. Then his nose. Then the fae grabbed his chin to guide their lips to meet in a deeper kiss.
Trevor gasped at the squeeze, his body sticky reacting to the touch, "Oh I can see that," he smiled rolling his hips lightly against Cameron's, "I'm glad to hear that," he murmured as he let himself be kissed so softly it was clear for him to feel Cameron's love. He couldn't help to moan a little to the kiss, pressing himself closer against his boyfriend.
Cam groaned when Trevor rolled his hips against his own, creating a boner that wasn't around when he innocently walked inside the shop. He threw his head back for a moment, enjoying the friction, before kissing him deeply, his fingers tilting Trevor's head up, as if establishing control as the kiss grew more demanding.
Trevor shivered and moaned when Cameron tilted his head to kiss him deeper, "we probably should take this to my office because there's less windows there," he murmured a little breathlessly.
He chuckled in response "Why? Are you planning on doing something people can't see, babe?" He teased, playfully nipping at his bottom lip while watching the angel's reaction.
Trevor blushed at the question but didn't back down, "maybe I do. Maybe I've missed you," he leaned to kiss him again, "maybe I want you to show me how much you love me," he gasped at the nip before removing himself from Cameron's lap. His erection clear on his dress pants as he offered his hand to the fae, "shall we?" He asked with a smile.
Cameron was enthralled by the angel, smiling at the answer he got. "Oh, I can show you how much I love you alright" he said, holding his hand "Though I can't guarantee you'll get to open up the shop for the afternoon" the fae smirked with a challenging look in his eyes, expecting Trevor to take him to the office.
Trevor blushed and nodded, "I don't mind. Everyone deserves some time off from time to time and what's better than an evening with someone you love?" He assured as they moved to the privacy of Trevor's office.
TIME: November 15th, 2024
PLACE: Trevor’s place
BETWEEN: Cameron ( @cameronslaw ) & Trevor
NOTES: Written on Discord.
Trevor had been looking forward to go back to their dates nights only because he really enjoyed spending more time with Cameron and getting to know all those little details like the kind of snacks he preferred, the way he liked his coffee in the morning and tonight, the kind of movies he enjoyed the most. He immediately noticed something was off but he didn't ask, instead he greeted his boyfriend with a kiss, guided him to the couch, which he had arranged with pillows and blankets so they could lazy around after the movies but halfway through the first movie he knew whatever was bothering Cameron was serious so he paused the movie and smiled a little, reaching for Cameron's hand, "What is it, Cam?" he asked in a soft tone, "What happened?"
It's been four days since Freddie last contacted him and the silence was growing at the same speed as Cameron's certainty that he had screwed it up, somehow. Being alone wasn't helping his mind - or his liver - so when Trevor talked about watching something together, he hopped onto it right away. Through these days, Trevor had been the only spark of joy in this life, and he still had the most fun when he was around, but it seemed even his angel couldn't take all of his worries from his head. "Hm?" Cam was taken from a stupid train of thoughts after watching the guy in the movie leave the girl in read. "Sorry babe, I think I got distracted" the fae tried to smile, kissing the back of Trevor's hand before pulling the angel to his arms, snuggling closer "It fine though, don't worry. You can press play on the movie, I swear I'll pay attention"
Trevor sighed and let Cameron pull him closer, but he shook his head, "I don't want you to force yourself to watch something when your mind is clearly somewhere else. What has you so worried?" he asked with a calmed expression, "did something happen with Freddie?" he asked almost sure that was the only thing that could affect Cameron so much. It was a lot easier to say his name now and to ask about him. He was getting used to this complex and new kind of relationship where Cameron was clearly in the middle and both of them, Trevor and Freddie would be part of each other's life because of the fae, "do you want to talk about it?" he asked reaching to caress his boyfriend's cheek.
Cameron had opened his mouth to wave the angel off, but then he asked about Freddie and Cameron felt his lips quiver before he schooled his face. "Sort of" he mumbled, leaning into the hand on his cheek, eyes falling closed for a moment. "It's a complicated and stupid story, which ended with him fighting with his brother because of something I said, and now he's MIA searching for a new apartment and I hadn't heard from him for a few days, that's all" the fae sighed "I'm sorry I let it mess my mood, it'll pass in a moment, it's fine"
Trevor's expression softened when Cameron was unable to hide that he was really affected by something related to Freddie, "We have more than enough time," he smiled a bit, "don't apologize," he said right away, "you're worried cause you care about him. I've more than accepted that he means a lot to you and it's understandable that you won't be ok if you know he's not ok. It doesn't have to pass and you feeling sad it's not messing up anything," he said shifting to pull Cameron between his arms, "You can talk to me about it and about him if you want to, maybe it'll make you feel better," he offered, "and if you really don't want to talk, then that's ok too, we don't really have to watch anything, I'm more than happy to just lay down here with you," he assured.
God, Cameron loved that boy. The little jokes made Cam smile, and he sighed comfortably when Trevor pulled him between the angel's arms. The fae snuggled right away, as if his body was made for it and he let his eyes close while Trevor talked. "It's just- it's so stupid. I messed up, I said something I shouldn't- I don't even know why I said it" Cameron groaned, then offered a bit of context "Freddie absolutely hates it when his siblings get involved in his life. But Warren decided to text me because- well, because he thought Freddie might react badly when he found out we were dating and end up killing half the town- WHICH HE WOULDN'T OKAY, Warren was super dramatic, Freddie is cool with it" He added in the same breath, before Trevor got worried "But he was worried because I hadn't told him yet, and he didn't want Freddie to know from someone else, so I ended up telling him"
Trevor listened carefully, running his fingers through Cameron's hair. He frowned when his boyfriend was quick to clear out that Freddie wouldn't kill anyone even if they both knew he could. "So he got mad that we're dating?" He asked confused because he didn't think it would be something that would bother the horseman, "Warren was right about something though, it was better that you told him than if he had found out through someone else. That wouldn't have been nice," he said softly, "I'm sorry this put you in a bad situation with him," he said honestly.
Damn, these men and their knowledge of Cameron's weak spot: his hair. He let the angel's soft hands soothe his body as he spoke "Nope. To be honest, his only worry was that me seeing him would cause me trouble with you. He only got upset that Warren got himself into our business" The fae sighed "But he only knows that because I messed up and mentioned Warren's text when I babbled about us. I was nervous and I don't handle silence well, so I just... talked." He shrugged "Oh, of course I was gonna tell him, I was just waiting for the subject of us to come up, it usually does every couple of weeks, but Warren got in my head" Cam said with a groan, melting in Trevor's embrace.
Trevor visibly relaxed when Cameron said that them dating hadn't bothered Freddie, "now that's kind of sweet of him to care that you and I are ok," he said in a kind tone. "I suppose it's a brothers’ kind of thing," he said hoping Cameron would relate to that and stop beating himself about Freddie's reaction, "I know we all deal with trauma differently, and it completely makes sense to me that you don't handle silences that well, I've noticed it," he added, "but maybe you should give us more credit. We are not like the people who hurt you and we really care about you," he took the liberty to talk in plural since he had seen how important Cameron was to the horseman. "Warren was probably worried that someone would tell him first. It's a small town after all and everyone saw us at the wedding. It was just a matter of time until someone would have told him, it was all just bad timing I suppose," he pressed a kiss on Cameron's forehead.
Cameron let out a chuckle when Trevor called Freddie's actions sweet "Oh, you have no idea! That's usually how the subject of you and me come up, every couple of weeks he checks if we're okay, he's really worried we're going to fight because of him, he actually... wishes us well more than you'd expect" He softened at the idea of both his boys being okay with each other. "I know, he told me it's not my fault either, but you know how I am with overthinking and-" the fae cut himself when Trevor talked about him and Freddie as a unit. A unit that cared about Cameron deeply. Like they were on the same side. It made him smile stupidly and he nuzzled Trevor's neck with a pleased hum "Why do you have to always make sense? It's unfair."
Trevor smiled, "That is actually very considerate of him to care about your relationship with me," he said honestly. He nodded, "I know, and I know it's hard not to but trust that if something really is wrong, we're all adults here and we will talk to you," he assured. It was clear that something that he had said had helped Cameron stop torturing himself by the looks of his reaction, "I don't think I always do but maybe this time is because I'm seeing it from the outside," he smiled pressing a soft kiss over Cameron's cheek.
The thought of Trevor smiling talking about Freddie made Cam smile in return "Yeah... But don't tell him that, I don't think he does very well with being told he's good." He joked, since Freddie was the one who called him a good boy and not the other way around. The fae relaxed between the angel's arms, his heart still tugging uncomfortably, longing to talk to Freddie, but a bit lighter now. "You know... I'm really thankful I have you in my life"
Trevor smiled and nodded, "I'll make sure not to tell him that," he agreed and kept his arms around Cameron's warm body, "that's funny, I'm thankful for having you in my life too, Cam, you have made it so much brighter and happier," he pressed another kiss on his forehead, "is there anything I can do to help?"
It seemed like a weight had been lifted from his shoulders and Cam finally could breathe, even if the tightness of his heart was still there. The fae smiled and turned to peck Trevor's lips when he said he was thankful for Cam, the kiss to his forehead making him chuckle embarrassedly. It was so weird to know that now those soft touches he loved so much were going to be normal. "You already help, babe" he smiled, bumping their noses together "You have no idea how much" before his lips met Trevor's again and the movie was, in the end, forgotten.
Trevor: Cam, is it ok if I ask about you and Freddie?
Trevor: I completely understand and will respect if you say no
Trevor: it's just that I got curious about something
Cam: hey babe!
Cam: of course!
Cam: I'm an open book for you 🩵
Cam: what do you wanna know?
Trevor: I know you are, I just don't want to overstep into your privacy
Trevor: when you said he dominates you, you mean it like the whole fifty shades style?
Trevor: Even though I'm very aware how not accurate that story is, but I mean, in essence
Cam: kinda? lol
Cam: tbh I never finished watching the movie so I'm not sure how accurate it is
Cam: would you elaborate, babe?
Trevor: what do you mean with kind of?
Trevor: I've never watched them either, but I was told it was inaccurate and even offensive to the lifestyle
Trevor: I only wanted to know if that was the kind of domination you meant
Cam: well we have a set of rules that I follow and he's usually in charge in the bedroom - I think that's the part the movie got right
Cam: but other than that it's just me giving up control and Freddie thriving taking it
Cam: there's a lot of trust involved, of course, bc I need to trust that he always has my best interest in mind - which he does
Cam: and I still struggle a bit to let go and get to that fuzzy mindset, but it's a very nice experience most of the time
Cam: what made you curious?
Trevor: most of the time? So there has been times when it's bad?
Trevor: I suppose it was the way you said it so casually
Trevor: a long time ago I was curious about trying that but the people I met made it all sound like it was this secret thing with lots of rules and they never really said much so I didn't feel comfortable trying it
Trevor: but I imagine it's not that terrible if it's something that you have experienced in a positive way to want to keep doing it
Cam: yeah in the beginning we didn't communicate so well, and I overthink things a lot, so I had a let's call it a bad trip
Cam: oh!!!
Cam: to be honest, I kinda stumbled into it when we first hooked up, then Freddie kinda talked me into it
Cam: it was very embarrassing at first, but it gets easier the more I trust him
Cam: which I'd imagine makes it hard to try it out with randos
Cam: but it's actually pretty freeing, to let go like that
Cam: and there's a very specific high during the session that is very enjoyable too
Cam: idk I think you'd like it
Trevor: so you didn't know or were actively looking for a Dom?
Trevor: I don't know if I'd like that. Besides I don't think I would try it just with anyone and it seems that you and I might be on the same boat.
Trevor: before you tried it with Freddie, did you know you were submissive?
Cam: yup
Cam: I thought it was just an angry fuck bc we argued a TON but lo and behold we're here now lol
Cam: well
Cam: idk if I am submissive
Cam: I just know that I am with him
Cam: 🤔
Trevor: has he hurt you?
Trevor: does it work like that? Just being submissive with one specific person?
Trevor: I mean, he seems pretty dominant all around
Trevor: so this came out just because of him? Like it's not something you felt like you needed before?
Cam: what
Cam: NO
Cam: I mean
Cam: nothing I hadn't agreed with
Cam: I just wanted to hook up with him and get him off my system, but then we talked, and stuff made sense
Cam: no idea tbh I'm kinda new to It too
Cam: I've always had to be in control in my life, but when I went to the realm it had become harder and harder to do it
Cam: I was burning out
Cam: it took me getting to that point to figure out it was something I needed
Cam: why? do you feel like you do?
Trevor: ok. Good. I'm glad to hear that
Trevor: I suppose it didn't work out to get him off your system.
Trevor: I'm glad he has helped with that. You do seem more in control with your powers now so whatever he's doing it's really helping you
Trevor: I don't know.
Cam: quite the opposite lol
Cam: yeah it did help
Cam: and I’m sorry if I'm TMI-ing you btw
Cam: I just never talked about it with anyone
Cam: well we can try some of it sometime if you'd want?
Cam: I've told you before, I'm a very versatile guy 😉
Trevor: No, It's ok. I asked 😊
Trevor: I'd rather not. I don't want you to do something that is just not who you are because of me.
Trevor: I don't know if you can be versatile about something like that so it's ok. I was just curious
Trevor: I'm very versatile too and we both know I could never dominate you the way you need it so it's fine.
Trevor: Sorry if this was weird.
Cam: it's ok I get it
Cam: it's no weird babe!
Cam: I meant it when I said I'm an open book
Cam: tho dating me means eventual TMI, so be warned 😛
Cam: if any questions come up, let me know?
Trevor: thank you for answering.
Trevor: I know, I don't mind. You can talk to me about anything you want to.
TIME: November 3rd, 2024
PLACE: Trevor’s place
BETWEEN: Cameron ( @cameronslaw) & Trevor
NOTES: Written on Discord.
When Cameron wiped his eyes he noticed this was not a conversation they should be having through text. God, he was so stupid! So without thinking, he put on a jacket and made his way out of his apartment. After a 15 minute drive he found himself in front of Trevor's door. "Babe? Can we talk?" He asked knocking softly on the door.
Trevor was sure he had definitely had made a huge mistake when the minutes went by and Cameron didn't replay anything. He swallowed hard and wiped his eyes, knowing that once more he had hoped for more than he should have. Maybe he was not meant to have the kind of relationship she dreamed of. Maybe it was a childish wish, and adulthood didn't work like that. He almost jumped out of his skin when Cameron knocked on his door and asked if they could talk. He rushed to the door and opened with a frown, "you didn't have to come all the way here," he said softly with a sad expression, bracing himself for the worse, "of course, come on in," he tried to smile as he moved aside.
"I was in the neighborhood" he lied with a tentative smile, waiting for Trevor to close the door before reaching out for him and pulling him into a hug. "I'm sorry I pushed about that stupid word" he murmured, then reached to cup his cheek "We can take it at your speed, and if you want me to be your gringo friend, I'm gonna be the bestest of friends Italy has ever seen"
Trevor put on resistance and hugged Cameron back, sighing, "don't do that. You didn't do anything wrong, and I don't want you to feel like you have to go at my speed," he pulled away to be able to look at the fae, "what if we're rushing it? What if it's still too fragile to parade it to our families? What if doing this ruins it? I don't want to risk it. I don't want to risk losing you. I rather to have this than not have you at all. I don't want to ask for more than what you can give," he said in a soft broken tone.
"Hey, no, stop that" Cameron said with a frown "I don't feel like I have to, I WANT to keep it at your pace. You're a much better ruler for how fast things should go than I am, anyway" he tried to smile, caressing his cheek. When Trevor got into a spiral of what ifs, Cameron did the only thing he could think of, and pressed their lips together, trying to cut the train of thoughts short. "You're not going to lose me. I meant it when I said it, you're only getting rid of me if you tell me you don't want me around anymore. And I'm trying to tell you, babe, this... This isn't fragile anymore. You said you don't want to lose me, then why can't you believe me when I say I don't want to lose you too?"
Trevor sighed and shook his head, "I don't want things to always be my way, Cam, it's not fair," he said softly, placing his hand on top of Cameron's. He sighed when the fae assured him that this wasn't fragile and he was not going to lose him, but it didn't feel quite like that, "I believe you, Cameron, I really do. I know you’re not trying to convince me of anything, I am very aware of that, but I also know that there is someone else you don't want to lose, and I don't know if this is going to work long term. I don't know how something like this might work. Are you going to have two relationships? Part your time in two to have us both? I don't understand and I don't know if this is all we can have. It scares me because it is not something I understand or I've ever experienced and I don't want to be the one who ruin this for you, with me or with him," he sighed and swallowed hard.
"I'm the one bringing a problem into our perfectly normal equation, you should be the one who calls the shots, it is fair" he said with a frown. Cameron swallowed thickly though when Trevor started questioning him, a long pause stretching between them before he murmured a tiny "I don't know". The fae admitted, hiding his face into the angel's neck "I just... can I ask you a question? An honest one. What does it change for you... Knowing that I care about someone else as well?" He pulled back, pulling Trevor towards the couch by his hand, since this seemed like it was going to be a bit of a long talk. "I'm not asking this to make you feel bad, I really just want to understand" He didn't let go of his hand when he sat down though "Is it that you think that caring about him would make me stop caring about you? Or that I'd care about you less than him? Or- or does it make you feel like I'm cheating or something?"
Trevor winced when Cameron said it like that, it was exactly what he didn't want, "it's not a problem and it's not your fault. Cameron, you can't be responsible for how I feel. My baggage and my trauma is my problem, it's not yours and not your fault," he assured and sighed when Cam was honest to say he didn't know the answer to any of his not so hypothetical questions, "I don't know either," he said honestly as he followed the fae to the couch. He shook his head, "it's not like that, not like cheating, I'm quite sure it's something rooted in me since forever, I suppose, it probably comes from me never feeling good enough," he squeezed Cameron's hand before continuing, "I was not good enough for my grandparents to love me, I wasn't good enough to be adopted. I wasn't good enough to be loved before and it kind of feels like I'm not good enough to make you happy, like you need someone else and before you say anything, I know I make you happy, and I know you are going to say I'm more than good enough, but there must be something about him, that I can't give you, something you feel for him that makes you don't want to lose him either," he smiled sadly, "and I promise you, I don't want to make you choose, I just want to understand how this would work. What we would be. Because I'm very aware that he will be part of the equation," he smiled a bit more.
Cameron couldn't believe the amount of nonsense he was hearing, and it must've shown in his face because when he opened his mouth to say that Trevor made him happy, the angel spoke for him. It was something unconscious, it seemed, not something he could rationalize with. He couldn't stand to be the one who made Trevor feel unloved, so before his mind could tell him it was a terrible idea, Cameron blurted it out. "He dominates me" and the moment the words left his mouth, Cameron wished he could take them back. If having an open relationship was mind-blowing to Trevor's upbringing, this was going to make him exorcise Cameron on the spot. Still, he clung to his hand as he tried to explain "That's what he gives me that you don't. That I don't want you to, because- because I know that's not you." His eyes looked for the angel's, hoping he understood "I didn't think I needed it, I'm usually very versatile about most things in my life, but... Turns out when my powers woke up, I... fire can't be controlled. And I kept trying to, and failing miserably, until... I let go. Of control. So that's that." There was a long pause and Cameron fidgeted in his seat "Please say something."
Trevor probably shouldn't have been as surprised as he was by the sudden confession from Cameron. If he stopped and thought about it, it made complete sense. Especially after seeing the way Cameron acted around Freddie. The way he lowered his eyes and softened his tone and just seemed to gravitate towards the horseman. He gapped a couple of times, unsure of what to say but the fae's words definitively helped it all make sense, and he sighed in relief, smiling and shaking his head when Cam asked him to say something, "That actually explains a lot," he said softly, "you haven't burnt anything for a while and I kind of understand that need of letting go. And you're right, I don't think I could ever give you that. I'm quite sure I probably fall under the submissive side of the umbrella, probably more than you might be," he blushed, "so what does this mean? where will we stand? Will I be your boyfriend and he will be your lover? and let me just say I have no problems with that term and it's not something we would have to explain to anyone, like I said before, it's no one else's business but ours. And Freddie's I suppose," he shrugged nervously.
Those were the longest seconds of his life. When Trevor spoke and didn't pull away, though, Cameron let out a deep breath he's been holding. "Oh, definitely. I'm a complete brat" he said with a tentative smile, remembering what Freddie had called before he left, that day he brought Cameron to Trevor's place. "I'd rather not call him a lover, since... well, since he's told me doesn't feel it. But you can call him whatever you'd prefer. Devon calls him my sugar daddy" he smirked, then brought Trevor's hand to his lips "But I'd like you to be my boyfriend, yeah. If you want to."
Trevor couldn't help the chuckle at the answer, "I remember he said that and I'm afraid I'll have to agree," he said amused. His smile fell when Cameron said that lover was not the label he would use, "that is not for me to decide, that should be a label you two should decide, I'm sorry if I made it seem like I was naming your relationship with him," he rushed to add. Trevor smiled and his expression softened again, "I would really, really love to be your boyfriend, Cam," he said reaching to cup the fae's face to peck his lips, "I really like how that sounds," he smiled brightly, "being your boyfriend," he chuckled.
Cameron chuckled, then bumped their shoulders together with a playful "Hey! You're not supposed to agree!" But it softened something inside of him, knowing him and Trevor could joke about it. He swallowed thickly when Trevor backtracked, shaking his head "No, no, it's fine! I've always told you things with him are complicated and... they are. To his standards we don't even HAVE a relationship" he shrugged, choosing not to focus on how that statement hurts. The fae grinned when Trevor accepted his offer though "Then you're my boyfriend" he hummed, pulling Trevor in for a kiss
Trevor huffed amused, "but it is true!" he defended himself. It made him a little sad to hear things were complicated. He only hoped it wasn't because of him but when Cam explained, he sighed, "Horsemen are complicated when it comes to feelings," he said hoping he wasn't overstepping, "if Freddie is anything like Gilmore, it probably means he won't even feel things the way we do, but that doesn't mean the feelings aren't there," he smile a bit remembering Gil and Uriel and their very unique relationship. The kiss made him smile even brighter, "I suppose I'm bringing my boyfriend home for Christmas," he murmured into the kiss.
Cameron waved him off when he spoke about the horsemen, he didn't want to worry Trevor or even to think about his Schrodinger feelings for Freddie right then. He smiled when for some reason the angel tried to cheer him up about Freddie. Apparently a key had turned in his head, and Cameron only hoped that now he didn't think of Freddie as competition anymore. "Thanks, babe. I think so too, but it doesn't matter much since he doesn't think so. But it's cool, I have time." Cam nodded along, laughing against his lips when Trevor talked about taking him to Italy "Is that so? No need to sneak around with your friend to make out behind the Coliseum?"
Trevor sighed and smiled, realizing he probably shouldn't push more, in the end, that between Cameron and Freddie, and it didn't change his relationship with Cam. That laugh seriously made him melt on the inside, "Oh no, no need to hide, I'll proudly take pa icture kissing with my boyfriend at the Coliseum," he assured pecking Cam's lips again.
Trevor: I actually do, and I wanted to ask about your plans to invite you to be part of mine.
Trevor: It might be too soon, and I don't meant to pressure you at all, but I was wondering if you'd like to go to Italy with me and meet my siblings and town and the person who raised me.
Trevor: I understand it is quite selfish of me because I don't know if you have plans with your brother and friends, and I completely understand if you say no
Cam: what
Cam: of course I would!
Cam: I mean
Cam: yes
Cam: that's the answer
Cam: yes babe 🩵
Cam: I’d love to meet them all :3
Cam: I think we are in the same wavelength tbh, bc I was going to try and fit a dinner with you and my family somewhere around the holidays
Cam: maybe new year’s? if you'd like?
Trevor: really? Are you sure?
Trevor: fantastic! My sister won't shut up about it and they can't wait to meet you.
Trevor: Absolutely, yes, I would love to have a new year’s dinner with you and your family if my family doesn't manage to scare you away 😋
Trevor: I should be getting the tickets soon then
Cam: wait, your sister knows about me???
Cam: lmao bring it on, I was brought up around the scum of rich people in Boston, GOOD LUCK scaring me
Cam: ok!!
Cam: if you're getting the tickets, then I’m getting our hotel
Trevor: only the older one.
Trevor: Italian rascals are way worse, trust me!
Trevor: not a chance, I have an apartment there, Cam. I visit my family twice a year so I have my place 😉
Cam: should I get ready for the shovel talk then?
Cam: I’m getting good at them lol that's gonna be the second
Cam: damn you had it all planned! I’m gonna have to figure out another way to spoil you then ò.ó
Trevor: Not at all, Clara is lovely.
Trevor: well maybe I was the nicest one of them all
Trevor: You can spoil me while we're there
Cam: you're definitely the nicest one of them, I don't even need to know them to know that babe
Cam: I’m planning on it 😉 also when we're here for new years
Cam: you're gonna be so freaking spoiled, you have no idea
Cam: I’m gonna spoil the pants right out of you
Trevor: or so you think. I could be lying to you all this time 😏
Trevor: I promise not to complaint about it
Trevor: so Christmas and new year’s together with the families uh?
Trevor: are you sure about that? I don't want you to feel like it's something we have to do
Cam: is this when you show your true face as a villain, then kidnap me and elopes with me to Italy??? 😮
Cam: I mean, that's kind of just two dinners? It's not like we can't have time for ourselves around it
Cam: we don't HAVE to do it, no
Cam: but I'd like to
Cam: I mean
Cam: since you're in love with me
Cam: and I'm clearly in love with you
Cam: it's like we're kinda dating, right?
Cam: people who date meet each other’s families, I've been told
Trevor: maybe but you'll never know until you're far away with me 😈
Trevor: so we're kinda like dating now?
Trevor: should I introduce you to my family as my boyfriend?
Cam: how evil of you 😮
Cam: idk are we?
Cam: I figured that was what you were planning on doing lol
Trevor: told you! 😏
Trevor: only if you want to. It's ok if you're not ready for something more serious or exclusive
Trevor: I wanted to ask first because I've never brought anyone home with me
Cam: I have to be honest with you
Cam: I never thought the exclusivity would be a problem for me
Cam: but it's complicated rn
Cam: so I'm not sure I can offer you that
Cam: but I'd like it to be serious
Cam: bc I'm seriously in love with you
Cam: but I understand if that's a bit too much to take in
Cam: we can keep going without labels if you think that's more comfortable
Trevor: I know. I completely understand. It's ok.
Trevor: It's fine. I've always known what I was getting myself into and that doesn't change my feelings for you but all.
Trevor: I'm just really sorry and I hope you don't think I'm saying this to pressure you but I think it'll be best to introduce you just as a friend then since causal dating it's quite frowned upon with my upbringing.
Trevor: It's complicated and I'm really sorry.
Cam: it's ok babe, I understand
Cam: society makes things complicated
Cam: please don't be sorry
Cam: it's not a lie, though, I am your friend
Cam: and I can keep it PG around your family, it's ok
Cam: I just want to understand, what do you mean when you say "casual dating"?
Cam: like hooking up?
Trevor: thank you for understanding.
Trevor: I appreciate that.
Trevor: I know exactly why you can't offer me exclusivity. You're seeing someone else and it's ok. I agreed to it since day one.
Trevor: and it's very clear to me that what you have with him is important enough for you not to want to choose. And I'm not going to make you choose.
Trevor: that's why even if we don't label it, it does have one and casually dating seems the fitting one.
Cam: I wish this wasn't important to me and I could offer you the simple and easy relationship you deserve
Cam: I really, really do, Trevor
Cam: I'd just like to ask you not to call what we have casual
Cam: because casual means it's temporary, and it's not important
Cam: and it is important to me.
Cam: and I have no intention of it being temporary
Cam: I'd much rather call it open than casual
Cam: actually no, not open either. I'm not screwing half the town, I'm just seeing one more person
Cam: non-monogamous then
Cam: just not casual, please.
Trevor: Cameron, it's ok. I'm not asking for more here. I just wanted to make sure where we were at. It's fine.
Trevor: that's not what casual means to me but it's probably my bad English
Trevor: I know it's as serious for you as it is for me, and you already talked to me about marriage, so I got the clue that it wasn't just temporary either
Trevor: non-monogamous might sound even worse to my family but we don't have to tell them anything
Trevor: we can just tell them you're a close friend I wanted to bring over and that's it
Trevor: I'm sorry I brought up the whole boyfriend thing. I didn't mean to make it weird
Cam: but that's the thing, I want to be your boyfriend!
Cam: I want to hold your hand in front of your family and be allowed gush over you and tell them how much you mean to me
Cam: I want to be able to kiss you if we cross under a mistletoe
Cam: if they have mistletoes in Italy, idk
Cam: whatever happens when I'm not with you doesn't change the importance of what happens when I am with you, and to them the only thing that matters is when I'm with you
Cam: but u can be just your friend when we go there, if that's what you'd still prefer, you know your family better than I do, so I'll respect your wishes
Trevor: our upbringing is very different. The things that matter in a traditional county, even more in a small town, are different than the things that matter out there in the big world.
Trevor: I was raised by those morals, and it was a struggle to deal with a lot of labels that were upon me since my birth. But those labels are who I am, and I've learned to embrace them. Those labels are important for my people and what we have doesn't fit in those labels.
Trevor: It's already complicated that I'm not human and I'm not straight to come and say I'm not in a monogamous relationship either.
Trevor: It's not because of you or what we have. It's me. I don't want to be another disappointment.
Trevor: I'm sorry. I definitely messed this up. I shouldn't have brought any of this up. It's clear it's too much too soon.
Trevor: I don't want you to do something you're not ready for, but I don't want to push myself to do something I'm not ready for either.
TIME: October 26th, 2024
PLACE: Erik’s and Seth’s wedding
BETWEEN: Cameron ( @cameronslaw ) & Trevor
NOTES: Written on Discord.
Trevor had been nervous about the whole wedding date with Cameron after everything that had happened in the past weeks, but thankfully everything went well. The ceremony itself was lovely. Very emotional and quite romantic. He was glad he had helped a little so Erik and Seth could have this. He even reached for Cameron's hand during the vows and smiled at him sweetly as they listened to their friends promise each other a happily ever after. It made him wonder if maybe the fae could be his happy ending too. "Is this the first supernatural wedding you attend?" He asked as they made their way to the reception at the mansion.
Cameron wasn't a fan of weddings, he had attended to countless ones before, but the point of the night had always been the hookups he got out of them. Somehow, it didn't seem interesting anymore. Still, it was a sweet ceremony, and you could almost feel how much those two loved each other. He smiled when Trevor reached for his hand during the vows, stealing a glance at the angel before pressing a kiss to the back of his hand, in silence. "Yup. I went to quite a few back in Boston, but I wasn't close to supernatural people back then. Are they always this hardcore on the vows?" The fae teased as they walked up the hill with the other guests, hands still holding Trevor's. It seemed like the vows of forever and always weighed a lot more now they were literal. "Is there any SPN traditions I'm unaware of?"
Trevor smiled at the kiss he got from Cameron during the vows. It made his heart flutter with hope that maybe, just maybe, the fae had been telling the truth the night of the attack when he said he was falling for him. He was a little surprised at the answer, "you have more experience than me then, this is my first. I didn't have many non-human friends before," he said amused. "I imagine the vows are different for people like us since we do live longer lives. I don't know what's the divorce rate is for supernaturals, but I have the feeling that it is close to nonexistent so that's why it feels like the promise is more intense," he sighed. "I have no idea about the traditions. Especially since this was apparently an old days kind of wedding. Knowing Erik, I imagine there's a few more surprises at the reception," he squeezed the fae's hand, "I'm glad you agreed to be my date for the night," he admitted.
"Oh wow" That was actually surprising information "Well, most people I went to high school and college with subscribed to that idea of the picket fence life, so they all got married and kids in the last... decade" he grimaced at how old he was getting. Then shook the thought away "There's usually a lot of drunk, horny, lonely people trying to mingle and get some sad hookups, in my experience, but the catering is usually good" the fae smirked, then clicked his tongue playfully "Is this where the orgies start? Damn, I should have worn some sexier underwear" Cameron sighed happily when Trevor talked about their date "How could I not? When you look at me like this?" The fae smiled when their eyes locked onto each other's for a second "Still think you should've let me buy you a corsage though"
Trevor smiled and nodded, "I saw many friends tie the knot only to divorce later. It's so sad," he sighed. He laughed at the rest, "I have to admit I went through some of those hookups too," he said with a blush. "I doubt they'll be any orgies after that promise of eternal love but if you play your cards right, I might ask you to my place," he teased. He blushed and looked away when Cameron mentioned the way he looked at him, "it's hard not to look at you like that," he swallowed hard and locked eyes with the fae again, "maybe for the next wedding," he joked.
"Oh, I'll play my cards right" he winked playfully. Cameron shrugged at Trevor's comment on the divorce rate though "I don't think humans understand promises the same way supernatural people do. And to be honest, I can't complain about divorces because half of my income comes from those" he laughed, bumping onto Trevor playfully "From what I've read on fae lore, words matter a lot. I mean, yeah, I need to know someone's name to put them under a spell, yeah, but... There are stories about how if you thanked a fae, they got to ask something out of you in return, or if the fae broke a promise they'd shrivel and die" "For the next wedding" he nodded as his mind fed him the information that, technically, a bouquet was a corsage. His cheeks got warm, and he looked away. "That shouldn't be long, though. Dev said Chris is engaged too. Seems like cupid went to town here."
Trevor smirked, "we'll see," he tried to tease even if he didn't blush at that wink. "Good point but just because your income comes from it, it doesn't mean you think the same way they do," or at least that's what he hoped. "There's a lot of stories about our kinds but until we talk to others like us, we can't be sure," he said, "hope you don't go making promises just in case, and technically you could ask for a lot of things in return from me since I've thanked you many times," he tried to joke. The unusual blush on Cameron's face made him smile and squeeze his hand, "Oh that's true. I'm starting to wonder if maybe there's a cherub on the loose in town cause it kind of seems love is in the air."
"True. I think divorce is great, though" he hummed with a shrug "For people who marry for the wrong reasons" Cam added, smiling "It might actually have something to do with the fae thing, maybe. I've never been one to break promises. Words matter so much that I became a lawyer, after all" he shrugged, then smirked when Trevor talked about thanking him "Yes, and you fell right onto my trap. Now that I got you in my web you don't get to leave" Cameron joked, letting go of his hand to wrap his arms around Trevor's waist so he'd stop walking and he could kiss the angel's lips. It was so stupid, but something about Trevor made him silly. And for once he didn't mind being silly in public, not one bit.
Trevor's expression almost fell until Cameron cleared out what he meant, and he smiled, "maybe the fae in you was too strong that it showed even when you were human and that's why words are so important to you," he smiled. He hummed, "Well you have nothing to worry about cause I'm not planning to leave at all," he grinned as the fae stopped him. He blushed when he noticed the way Cameron looked at him and he closed his eyes and melted into the kiss, wrapping his arms around the fae's neck, kissing him back enthusiastically.
"Maybe." He shrugged "I'm not a very religious person, so the whole ceremony usually feels very shallow to me. I liked this one though, it seemed... true, you know?" That blush was adorable, and Cameron had to bite his lip not to blurt out a few words he had been meaning to say. Not like this though, it was too special to be said out in the open like this. So he pecked his lips before pulling away, and wrapped an arm around Trevor's waist, pulling him towards the entrance of the mansion "So, do you want to get married, babe?"
Trevor smiled, "I think that's why I like this ceremony so much. It wasn't religious even with Seth's background," he said softly. He could feel his heart fluttering, making him want to finally confess his feelings but it probably wasn't the best time. His step failed a little at that question, "be careful, anyone who hears you might think you're proposing," he teased with a chuckle and a deep blush, "I never thought I would have the chance to," he shrugged it off.
Cameron nodded along, laughing when Trevor accused him of proposing "Sorry, sorry, but come on! Anyone who knows me knows I would be a lot more extra than this if I was proposing" he said when they walked inside, pressing a kiss to his blushed cheek "What if you do, though? Would that be something you'd want?"
Trevor chuckled, "would you?" He asked but stopped himself from asking more when he remembered that Cameron had been engaged before. He sighed and smiled at the kiss, "I think I would but maybe a wedding like this. Not a religious one," he said shyly.
The question made him laugh "To be honest, I don't think it'd be that big of a thing anymore. Last time I did this huge thing with flowers and valentine's day in Paris, and it didn't really workout in the long run, so maybe that's not for me" the fae shrugged "Besides, I think your blushing is cute, but I'd never put you in the spot like that in front of people" Cameron teased, squeezing his hand, the saved the information to memory.
Trevor nodded and listened carefully to Cameron's story of his previous engagement, "it does sound like you tried to did your best," he smiled. The blush got worse when Cameron said those words, as if he was really planning to propose to him, "gently, don't be mean, don't tease me like that," he said nervously, looking away.
Cameron hummed, a bit surprised with himself of how utterly over Emily he seemed to finally be. He hadn't even noticed when that happened. He chuckled at the plea at the end, pulling Trevor to a corner once they stepped into the ballroom, so they'd have some privacy while the rest of the guests made their way in. "I'm not teasing, it's true" he said reaching out to hold Trevor's chin, so their eyes would meet "You know I'm shit with words, and this is not a proposal" the fae warned in a small but honest tone, almost like it was a secret, like it was something only theirs "But I meant it what I said before. Back at your place." He paused, watching Trevor's mind work "Yes, I was almost dying, but I was conscious. I knew what I was saying, and what I said was true." His fingers slid gently up to caress the angel's blushed cheek, repeating "You make it really hard not to fall for you, Trevor."
Trevor let Cameron pull him away to a quiet side. He swallowed hard when Cameron looked at him in the eyes, he could see the honesty in his eyes and something else that softened his expression, making his heart flutter again. The blush was still there and he tried his best not to look away, instead he reached to put his hand on top of Cameron's, "I could say the same about you because I'm already in love with you," he confessed nervously me had just blurted that out in someone else's wedding.
The confession made Cameron chuckle, a soft feeling bubbling inside his chest "You can't say it now!" Cameron whined playfully, a grin on his face still as his free hand sneaked around the angel's waist to keep him close "Not when I'm here trying to tell you that I am the one in love with you, Trevor"
Trevor sighed in relief when Cameron didn't freak out at his confession, "well I'm not going to apologize for that," he leaned in and pressed a soft peck on his lips, "are you really? In love with me?" He asked nervously, reaching to caress the fae's cheek.
Cameron had a grin on his face when his lips were kissed, and the fae chased after them, deepening the kiss with a hum that sounded almost like a giggle. He pressed his forehead against Trevor's at the question and he nodded with pursed lips "Yeah" he answered in almost a whisper "I think I've been for a while now, but... At first I waited, and then I got attacked, and then I couldn't just say it when you were taking care of me, it'd sound... Shallow, you know?" Cam babbled, trying to make his nonsense make sense.
Trevor hummed into the kiss, melting against Cameron's body, "so both of us have been waiting to admit it uh?" He asked amused, "I understand. I didn't want you to feel pressured to anything," he murmured not wanting to wonder what this meant now.
"Something like that, yeah" Cameron chuckled, chasing after his lips over and over. "That was the thing, I know this isn't... the most ideal or orthodox of scenarios" the fae sighed "But I needed you to know my feelings were real"
Trevor smiled and reached to cup Cameron face between his hands, looking at him with adoration in his eyes, "I hope you know my feelings for you are real too," he murmured before kissing him again, "I think it's the perfect moment to say these kind of things. It's a romantic wedding after all," he grinned.
"I do" Cameron said with a smile, the two words a groom most want to hear in a wedding. The kiss put a stupid grin on his lips and he grabbed Trevor's hand again, pulling him towards a table Devon and Adam were sat at, when he noticed most people were already in the ballroom. "A dragon and a fallen angel? Pfff as if that's romantic" Cam whispered playfully in his ear as they walked, huffing "They got nothing on us, babe"
TIME: October 19th, 2024
PLACE: Trevor’s place
BETWEEN: Cameron ( @cameronslaw) & Trevor
NOTES: Written on Discord. NSFW. Pretty much Smut.
Trevor was definitively calmer now Cameron seemed to be recovering faster after the transfusion. His mood and appetite had improved so it was a great sign. After their sweet dinner and Trevor cleaning up, he decided to take a quick shower and he couldn't help but to smile when he found Cameron there in his bed. It was a view he definitively wanted to keep seeing. "Are you sleepy again?" He asked as he climbed on the bed wearing pajama pants and a sleeveless shirt.
Slowly, Cameron was starting to feel like himself again. He was still tired and cold, but it was like a bit of life was quite literally injected into his body, so he was a bit more awake by the time Trevor left the shower. "Not yet, no, I've been waiting for you" he said sweetly, snuggling close to him as soon as the angel was in his reach, his warmth always so comforting. With a smile, Cam leaned in for what was supposed to be a sweet, languid kiss, but it soon escalated.
As much as Trevor had missed Cameron physically, he was aware this was probably not the best time to start anything so after a few minutes of slow kisses and mostly innocent touches, he sighed and pressed his forehead against the fae's, breaking the kiss, "I think we should behave and slow down," he murmured softly.
Cameron hadn't realized how much he missed being this close to Trevor, even if they had shared a bed the last night. He had his arm wrapped around Trevor's waist, their legs tangled, when Trevor pulled away "Why?" He whined under his breath, bumping their noses together before starting trailing gentle kisses down the angel's neck "Shouldn't we be celebrating how alive I am?"
Trevor chuckled softly at the complaint, "because you're in recovery," he said softly but then sighed at the kisses down his neck, "yes but you're still recovering and you need to save that energy to get better," he said with less confidence as his hand caressed Cameron's back slowly.
"I'm a being of fire, babe" he murmured against his skin, his hand sneaking underneath Trevor's shirt "Maybe what's missing for me to recover quicker is just... warmth" Cam nipped at Trevor's pulse point "I am very... very cold, you know"
Trevor huffed a soft laugh at that very clever complaint, "you have a very valid point, but you can exert yourself right now," he said a little less convinced than before. He groaned at the nip as he pulled Cameron a little closer, "you really think an orgasm might help you warm up?" He asked with a playful look in his eyes.
Cam could feel Trevor's resilience failing and once again he was glad his powers didn't work on the angel. So if they'd do anything, it was because Trevor wanted to. "Would it be exerting myself... if you were riding me though?" He hummed, moving back to kiss his lips "Only one way to find out, don't you think?"
Trevor moaned at those words, "Oh my... you just can't say those kind of things," he said feeling his face heat up, "we're not going to have sex, Cameron, you need to keep your energy and I know you won't if we have sex," he said swallowing hard, "but I think there's something I could do to help," he offered as he shifted a little and pushed Cameron gently to lay on his back while he laid on his side right next to him. His hands moving slowly from the fae's chest to his stomach and then lower until the hem of his bottoms, "you have to promise to stay very still, though," he smiled and pressed a kiss in the corner of Cam's lips.
Cameron whined once again when Trevor said no to him for all of the wrong reasons. No was no though, so he was ready to settle for a make out session when Trevor was pushing him gently onto his back. He followed, of course. "Okay" he breathed out, a thrill running down his spine as he stayed very very still, watching his angel.
Trevor smiled as he moved his hand to Cameron's crotch over the clothes, "you have to say that you promise," he murmured softly into the fae's ear before nipping lightly at his earlobe.
Cameron swallowed, amazed by the mischief in those blue eyes that gleamed brighter in the dark. "I promise" he whispered again "I'll stay very... very still" his eyes blinked closed at the nip "Would that be acceptable, then?"
Trevor hummed, "yes, very acceptable," he agreed with half a smile as he sneaked his hand under Cameron's pants and underwear, finding him half hard already when he wrapped his finger around his cock, "just tell me if it's too much," he asked in a soft tone as he started stroking him slowly.
Cam let his mouth hang open, tiny gasps escaping his lips when he felt that warm hand around him "Okay" he said with a smile, licking his lips "How still do I have to be though?" He asked in a whisper "What if I want to kiss you?"
Trevor smirked at the reaction as he kept moving his hand in slow and controlled movements, "then we can kiss," he agreed leaning closer to let Cameron be the one guiding the kiss.
Later, Cameron would wonder how he seemed to end up repeatedly in these scenarios. Right then, though, he enjoyed the kiss, letting out tiny moans against Trevor's lips.
Trevor hummed happily into the kiss as he paced up a little, spreading the pre cum on the tip with his thumb, as he swallowed Cameron's moans while they kissed.
Cameron's breath got elaborated while they kissed, as little jolts of pleasure traveled through his body. His hips stuttered as he tried to hold himself back from thrusting into Trevor's hand, his own hand finding Trevor's crotch.
Trevor groaned when he felt Cameron's hands touching him, "you're not staying very still, baby" he murmured against Cameron's lips as he slowed down the movements of his hand, "are you warming up?" He asked playfully.
Cameron groaned when Trevor slowed down his hand, swallowing "Well, what can I say, I can't leave a good deed unreciprocated" he teased with a smirk, rubbing his thumb against the tip of Trevor's cock, over the fabric of his pajama pants "I am, yeah, but still- uh, still not enough, you know?"
Trevor moaned when Cameron teased him overnight pajamas, "stop , tonight is not about me," he said in a shaky tone. He swallowed hard and smirked, pulling his hand out of Cameron's clothes and shifted to lay on his stomach with his head strategically near the fae's crotch as he reached to pull his pants and underwear down and out of the way, "ok, let's see if this helps," he teased as he leaned in to capture Cameron's cock between his lips.
Cameron thought he had won him over when Trevor used that week ass argument against him, but then the angel was moving away, and Cameron was whining at the loss. That whine soon turned into a moan when suddenly Trevor delicious mouth was around him "Now that's- that’s low, babe"
Trevor hummed around Cameron's cock as he looked at him through his lashes, bobbing his heart slowly, swirling his tongue around the tip.
And just like that, Cameron was gone. Moans dripped down his chin with Trevor's name rolling off his tongue with practiced ease. One of his hands found Trevor's head, gentle fingers tangling into his hair - not pushing him down or setting the pace, just enjoying the chance to touch him.
Trevor's moans echoed Cameron's, especially when the fae's fingers tangled in his hair. He paced up, doing his best to make Cameron feel good, humming around him, encouraging him to let himself go.
Cameron could feel the warmth pooling low in his stomach when he murmured "Babe, I'm- I'm close" but Trevor didn't stop. Instead, he paced up until Cameron got to the edge. Something clicked inside of him then, just when it became too much, and he let go of Trevor to grab the pillow behind his head with a cry as he tipped over the edge.
When Cameron warned him, he smiled around the cock in his mouth and closed his eyes, bobbing his head until he felt the fae spilling into his mouth. He swallowed and made sure to lick Cameron clean until the smell of burnt fabric reached his nose. He pulled up with a worried expression, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, "Oh no, are you ok?" He asked in a raspy voice.
"Ugh, yeah, I-" he shook his head, trying to wave it off. In the high of his orgasm, his first reaction was to hide his hand, but then he remembered what Trevor had said about being fireproof and sighed. Slowly, he reached for Trevor's face, gently pulling the angel on top of him so he could kiss him properly.
Trevor was still worried at Cameron's first response, but he smiled a little when the fae reached to touch his face, "it's worked," he sighed, "you're warmer now" he murmured before careful climbing on top of Cameron and kiss him back.
Anyone else would've been worried about their flammable surroundings or their bed sheets, but Trevor didn't. That thought got Cameron chuckling as he wrapped his arms around Trevor "I am" he said, stealing another kiss "Seems like fire needs to be ignited"
Trevor hummed happily at the answer, "that's good. I'm glad it worked, and I could help," he sighed at the kisses. He chucked and nodded at the comment, "it looks like it, maybe that's what you needed to help with the recovery after all."
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