lupus de cineris.

[hoechlin]

[blossomfully]

There she was, at 4am, in your bed. You loved her then, didn’t you? She was wearing your duvet like a cape, with her head poking out. She loved you back; she really did. You said, “I don’t know what to do. I’ve never met anyone like you.” She said simply, “kiss me.” So you did. You lifted her chin and kissed her mouth and swallowed her giggles whole. You felt her sunshine fill your lungs as she wrapped her arms around your neck. You felt the duvet fall as she leant forward. “Tell me a secret,” she said. She was always saying these things. “I’ve told you everything already,“ you said. Your lips were on her neck. “Tell me a secret,” she repeated. “Okay,” you sighed, “I love you.” “Tell me a secret.“ “I’ve always loved you.”

Sue Zhao (via blossomfully)

[triskelixn]

boyfluent.

          ‘   CAN I COME INSIDE or not  ??   ‘ 

          “ how LONG this time? ” brows raise expectantly.

[triskelixn]

boyfluent.

          ‘   IT’S NOT BECAUSE i wanted to.   ‘ 

          “ ‘cause that’s INCENTIVE for letting you stay here. ”

[triskelixn]

boyfluent.

@triskelixn.

          ‘   —-   I NEED A PLACE TO STAY.   again.   i don’t have anywhere else to go.   ‘ 

          “ i was WONDERING when you’d come back. ”

[whatthehellisahoechlin]

[triskelixn]

fangedbarbie.

          ‘   I KNOW.   ‘   THE WAY HER VOICE SOFTENS TELLS ALL about the girl with a heart not big enough for all of the compassion it holds.   it would be so easy to hate him,  to say she doesn’t want to see him  &  even force herself to believe it to be true.   too easy,  in fact.   but she can’t,  she won’t,  &  so she doesn’t.   instead she hurts,  &  she loves,  &  she bleeds with it all.   ‘   everything just feels ..  different.   so much has changed,  you know ?   it’s been five years.   ‘   shoulders shrug in time with the shift in her thoughts.   ‘   I WISH YOU COULD BE THERE.   ‘ 

          the most innocent comment & brows pull together in thought. something twists painfully inside his chest. it wasn’t hesitation, nor fear, nor immediate aversion. regret always did BURN. for all their attempts at normalcy, it was times like these when they were reminded of just how far out of reach it was. “ i wish i could be, too. ” hand settles against jawline, thumb brushing across her cheek. “ but look, five years or not? there have to be some things that are at least kind of the same. stick to safe topics first. and i’m only a text away, you know that. ”

[triskelixn]

fangedbarbie.

          YOU CAN HEAR THE TUMULT IN THE SIGH that parts her lips.   it’s a push  &  a pull,  an unbalance of emotion.   her heart is just as confused as her head.   on one hand she just might be able to say that she’s looking forward to the occasion.   wed to liz or not,  her father is still her father  –  &  she still loves him,  without doubt.   but on the other,  something bitter  &  sharp lingers in her chest,  coiling around her heart.   RESENT.   fingers lace tight between his own as if it to ease the strain on her nerves.   (   it does.   )   ‘   i don’t even know what i’m supposed to say to him.   ‘ 

          “ he’s your dad. ” it’s the most he can offer, hoping she doesn’t realize just how strained his own smile is. discussion surrounding family had been kept to a minimum between them. not intentionally, per se, but he himself didn’t have much to offer regardless. relatives weren’t exactly plentiful. free hand lifts to brush a stray blonde curl away from her face, other squeezing hers gently. “ i don’t think you have to say all that much. ”

[triskelixn]

fangedbarbie.

          ‘   KILL ME.   ‘ 

          “ caroline. ” hand finds hers. “ i’m serious. ”

[dylans-obriens]

[triskelixn]

Derek Hale porn pack (insp.)

[triskelixn]

boyfluent.

          ’   TAKE ME HOME.   ‘ 

          “ i’m not doing that. tough luck. ”

[triskelixn]

fangedbarbie.

          ‘   YEAH,  EVERYTHING IS FINE.   sort of.   my mom called  –  my dad is coming back into town for a few days.   ‘ 

          “ oh. wow, yeah, okay. when was the last time that happened? or actually-----what do you need me to do? ”

[triskelixn]

fangedbarbie.

          ‘   YOU’RE NOT funny.   ‘ 

          “ that was pretty funny. you believed me for a second too, didn’t you? ”

[neverlandswriter]

i. he kisses you like he hates you. like he’s trying to lash out, to kill you with his hate. he kisses you with red hot anger and all you can do is surrender. ii. he kisses you like he understands. understands you, understands himself, you do not know. he kisses you with shades of grey you’ve never known and all you can do is surrender. iii. he kisses you like he needs you. your body melts into his while you silently chant, never leave me. he kisses you with a blinding white flash of passion and all you can do is surrender. iv. he kisses you like he knows. you and him weren’t meant to happen, and now you’re scared that maybe you’re not meant to last. he kisses you with fear that creates a black hole in your chest and all you can do is surrender. v. he kisses you like he’s not ready to let go. you try to kiss him back, but your lips fall slack and you can’t even tell him that you don’t want to leave. he kisses you with such sorrow as blue as your dying veins and all you can do is surrender.

five times kissed // k.s. (via lionswrath)

[triskelixn]

          @fangedbarbie.

          “ hey, everything alright? you took off early this morning----i thought i was giving you a ride. ”

[triskelixn]

fangedbarbie.

          ‘   derek.   ‘

          “ what? i’m not allowed to make jokes now? ”

[triskelixn]

fangedbarbie.

          ‘   OF COURSE,  WHO ELSE ?   they’re chocolate chip.   ‘ 

          “ you know i’m allergic to chocolate, right? werewolf thing. ”