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𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐄 : 𝐀𝐍 𝐀𝐃𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐁𝐘 𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐑𝐀 . hello everyone ! it’s been a minute since i’ve posted a graphics pack , but here we have a grungy cityscape , crime inspired set that includes a promo pic , a banner template , a skeleton template , and an admin note template . coloring psd is NOT included. fairly straight forward and user friendly , need knowledge on clipping masks and raster masks for use ! basic rules apply. do not steal or redistribute or claim as your own. if using , CREDIT IS REQUIRED + LIKE + REBLOG. in addition , do not touch my content if you are using it for problematic / taboo groups ! thank you ! dl in source.

[ashstfu]

must i pursue a career? is it not enough to be obsessed with classic literature, books museums and old records?

[osvaldrps-archived]

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features: miki ishikawa.

[hollywoodflrps]

For The First Time In Forever || Azalea&Hartley

[hollywoodflrps]

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“Hey, you might’ve been strict with me but you were cool for the most part. Your future kids will be lucky to have you as a mom.” Hartley chuckled, refilling her glass as she kept her eyes on Azalea. “Setting goals has never been really my thing but I’ll give that a shot and I’ve always been lucky to have you by my side.” The blonde smiled softly, taking a long swig of her drink, not taking her eyes off the other woman. God, she was just as beautiful as she remembered. Hartley still had much to learn about life but she had the best by her side to help her when she needed it. The younger woman couldn’t help the butterflies that flew about in her stomach whenever she glanced over at Azalea. “I’m glad you’re doing good, Az. I’m glad you’re back home too. I’m sure the girls in New York are just as good as the ones here. But I’m not gonna lie. I’ve had my own experiences here. Quite fun, really.” She chuckled, finishing the rest of her drink

“I was strict with you, because if I wasn’t, your mom would have found you a new babysitter. And I couldn’t have you telling some other girl you were going to marry her.” She teased, a smile on her face as she kept her eyes on Hartley, unable to make herself look away. “Well lucky for you, I am excellent at goals, and will be happy to find a way to keep you motivated to stay on track. You know I’ll always be here if you need me.” She said, unable to help the almost suggestive tone in her voice. New York hadn’t changed her, but it had increased her confidence, making it easier to flirt openly. And now, with Hartley, she no longer had to maintain a somewhat professional relationship as the babysitter. “The girls in New York don’t even come close to here. I enjoyed them, and some of them can really teach you a lot, but I much prefer my small town, Hollywood girls. Nothing can compare to the ones back home.” She winked at Hartley as she finished her glass of wine. 

[trixiatobias]

“Aw, Azzy. Are you jealous about me marrying another woman that isn’t you?” Hartley chuckled, refilling her glass as she spoke. Her blue eyes couldn’t stay away from memorizing every detail on other woman’s face. God, it was so tempting to just grab her by the waist and kiss her right then and there. “Oh, I know and I’ll take any help I can get right now. Thank you for being my lifesaver.” The blonde laughed, her cheeks turning red. They were both just as happy to have grown up because ever since Hart was little, she always had a crush on Azalea. “Why do I feel like you’re talking about one certain girl from here?” She teased, smirking as she took a longer swig of the wine.

[hollywoodflrps]

hwoodflrps‌:

Those seven years between is the reason why they had to stay hidden. No matter how badly Elizabeth wanted to scream that Chase was hers, she couldn’t. He’d lose his job and she’d be expelled. He was nothing but a perfect gentleman who she was madly in love with. “As are you, handsome. You always have been.” She smiled softly up at him, her hands roaming his back.

Ace wished there wasn’t such an age gap, and that he wasn’t her teacher. He hated having to hide her from everyone, always torn between wanting to keep her for himself, but also feeling bad for depriving her from a normal dating life in high school. She couldn’t even tell her best friends about him, and he hated how unfair it was for her. “I’m glad you think so, baby. Some days I feel like you should be enjoying your last few months as a senior with your friends, going out with them instead of hiding here with me.” He said softly, hands stroking her sides as he leaned down, kissing her softly.

[trixiatobias]

As much as they both wished there wasn’t an age gap, they had to hide their relationship the best they could. For both their sakes. So she wasn’t able to tell anyone but Ace was worth it. “Hey, none of that. Some of them will still be my friends in the future. Don’t worry about that.” Liz smiled, wrapping her legs around him as she kissed him back.

[hollywoodflrps]

hwoodflrps‌:

Money seems to be the root of all evil. I love what I do too even though my team are complete assholes half the time. Why don’t you just put your foot down and do what you want? I mostly can do what I want especially livestream concerts but I pay the consequences the day after.

It really is, and while I get it to an extent, they take it way too far. Why do I need millions, when there are people out there who don’t even have enough to cover their bills? I’ve tried putting my foot down, but I’m locked in a contract until next month. After that, I’ll be looking for a new label, that will give me the freedom to do more of what I want, without holding my music over me. The day my contract is up, I already have arrangements to take a group of kids home for the weekend, and just spend a weekend with them, letting them indulge in whatever they want to. They can’t get onto you for livestreaming. It’s not like you’re doing a whole show, it’s the same as going on Instagram. I do Instagram Live 24 hours or less before every single release, and give them an acoustic cover of the song coming out. 

[trixiatobias]

Exactly. I do my best to do donations here and there when I can to help out as much as I can. I’ve got a year left but after that, I’ve got enough contacts to help me start my own label. How do you feel about being my partner at the new label? Hey, I like that idea. I’m sure the kids will love that. Apparently they can do now I’m only allowed to go on Instagram Live to promote stuff.

[hollywoodflrps]

For The First Time In Forever || Azalea&Hartley

[hollywoodflrps]

hwoodflrps‌:

“Consider it done, Az. If I have kids, please remind of the same thing. Though, I know it in my heart that you’re gonna be an amazing mother.” Hartley smiled, leaning back on the couch. The blonde was ecstatic that Azalea was back home, as if that wasn’t already obvious in her eyes. For as long as she could remember, As had always been ambitious and it was one of the things Hartley admired the most about her. “I know I still have time but I wanna have a plan, you know? It probably won’t go according to plan but at least I have a guide. But, I will take your advice. You were always the wiser.” Hart chuckled, playing with her fingers as she spoke. The way the dark haired female looked at her made her body shiver, causing her cheeks to turn red. Hartley had been with other girls but none of them were her. None of them knew her the way she did. Was she falling for her? “I’ll grab the glasses.” She flashed a quick wink at Azalea before heading into the kitchen to grab two wine glasses and handed her one as she returned. “Tell me more about you. I’m sure there’s more.”

“Thank god, but don’t worry, I’ll remind you. Oh please, you know you’ll feel sorry for my kids. You had to deal with me as a babysitter, imagine how much worse my kids will have it than you.” She laughed, looking over at the blonde, unable to pull her eyes away from her even if she tried. It was calming to be back with Hartley. “Set goals, don’t make a plan, or you’ll just be disappointed when things don’t go like you planned. You may know that it won’t, but it won’t stop the frustration when it doesn’t. Though now that I’m back, I’ll happily help you with anything you need.” She said softly, knowing she meant every word. She’d learned so much by leaving everything behind for years, and she truthfully didn’t want to see Hartley go through more struggles than absolutely necessary, especially if she had advice she could offer on the topic. Noticing the shiver, Azalea couldn’t help the smirk that formed on her face. It was like looking at Hartley in a completely new light, where before she’d been her babysitter, now, they were both grown up and she couldn’t help the things she was feeling for her. “I’m not sure much has changed, other than I really experienced life. I’m still the same girl I’ve always been. Obsessed with science and technology, wanting to advance both. Still stubborn. Still very gay, though I’m pretty sure even more so after living in New York. I’m still just Azalea, like I’ve always been.” She shrugged one shoulder before taking a sip from her wine, and focusing her attention back on Hartley.

[trixiatobias]

“Hey, you might’ve been strict with me but you were cool for the most part. Your future kids will be lucky to have you as a mom.” Hartley chuckled, refilling her glass as she kept her eyes on Azalea. “Setting goals has never been really my thing but I’ll give that a shot and I’ve always been lucky to have you by my side.” The blonde smiled softly, taking a long swig of her drink, not taking her eyes off the other woman. God, she was just as beautiful as she remembered. Hartley still had much to learn about life but she had the best by her side to help her when she needed it. The younger woman couldn’t help the butterflies that flew about in her stomach whenever she glanced over at Azalea. “I’m glad you’re doing good, Az. I’m glad you’re back home too. I’m sure the girls in New York are just as good as the ones here. But I’m not gonna lie. I’ve had my own experiences here. Quite fun, really.” She chuckled, finishing the rest of her drink

[hollywoodflrps]

hwoodflrps‌:

Liz knew that a lot was at stake for Ace. And she was going to show him every single day that she worth it even though he could have any girl he wanted. She knew that if people found out now, the judgment and looks would be too hard to deal with. Especially from her parents. “You’re worth it.” She smiled, running her fingers through his hair.

Ace knew that if it wasn’t his job on the line, he would still have to hide his relationship for Liz, at least while she was in school. A seven year age gap was always one that was frowned upon, at least when one was still in high school. However, despite what everyone would think when they found out, Ace had never once pressured Liz, and the two of them knowing that was all that mattered to him. “You’re worth everything, El. No matter what.” He said softly, bringing one hand up to cup her cheek in his palm. 

[trixiatobias]

Those seven years between is the reason why they had to stay hidden. No matter how badly Elizabeth wanted to scream that Chase was hers, she couldn’t. He’d lose his job and she’d be expelled. He was nothing but a perfect gentleman who she was madly in love with. “As are you, handsome. You always have been.” She smiled softly up at him, her hands roaming his back.

[hollywoodflrps]

hwoodflrps‌:

I don’t talk to anyone in my family. I was planning on doing a livestream concert one Thanksgiving but my team made me do press shit instead. But your idea, Nik. That’s amazing. Well, that’s just fucked up.

I swear they only care about the money they make from us. Believe me, I’m grateful and blessed to do what I do, but it’s not all about the money, y’know. Thank you, I’ve been trying to reschedule it even though it’s no longer Christmas, but it seems like every time I try, they find some other event for me to do or schedule something else and hold my music from me. A livestream concert though, you could do any day. You wouldn’t even have to tell them as long as you just did an acoustic and didn’t need your band. It’s no different than going live for your fans. I get away with that all the time.

[trixiatobias]

Money seems to be the root of all evil. I love what I do too even though my team are complete assholes half the time. Why don’t you just put your foot down and do what you want? I mostly can do what I want especially livestream concerts but I pay the consequences the day after.

[hollywoodflrps]

For The First Time In Forever || Azalea&Hartley

[hollywoodflrps]

hwoodflrps‌:

“Moms will be moms.” Hartley laughed, crossing her arms over chest. The blonde knew that Azalea had been away for a while and she was finally back home. Every time Hartley would glance over at the other female, her heart would be beating uncontrollably. “I’m sure New York isn’t anything like home. But I’m glad you’re back. Oh, is that so?” She chuckled, leaning back on the couch. “I’ve been good, definitely keeping busy with school and working part-time. Already looking at internships when I graduate.” She spoke, a soft smile on her face, not taking her eyes off Azalea. “Would you want something to drink?”

“That’s very true, but if I ever have kids, please remind me of that because I do not want to be one of those moms.” She laughed softly. It was nice to be back home, especially catching up with Hartley. She’d done it all in New York, almost never saying no to anything, at least not the first time. Clubs, parties, drugs, drinks, she’d done it all, and some days, she wondered how she was even still alive with all the stupid things she’d done. Though, it had been a great experience and she now had a notebook with ideas of improving the safety of all the partiers, she just had to actually invent them once she had enough to open her own lab. Listening to Hartley fill her in briefly, she smiled. “Well, I’m sure you’ll get the internship you want, but you’re 20, Hart. You still have a couple years before you graduate. Don’t get tunnel vision and forget to enjoy the college experience. You can be both the party girl and on the dean’s list every semester, believe me. I did it for six years, and I’m glad I did. I learned more about life partying than I did sitting in the classroom every day.” She kept her eyes focused on Hartley, just taking the girl in. All the girls she’d been with in the city, and none compared to the one in front of her now. She’d never realized it until now, when Hartley was in front of her after all this time, but the girl she grew up babysitting was the one who set the standard that everyone else had to compare to, and no one could. “I wouldn’t say no to the wine if you were ready for some, but I can wait.”

[trixiatobias]

“Consider it done, Az. If I have kids, please remind of the same thing. Though, I know it in my heart that you’re gonna be an amazing mother.” Hartley smiled, leaning back on the couch. The blonde was ecstatic that Azalea was back home, as if that wasn’t already obvious in her eyes. For as long as she could remember, As had always been ambitious and it was one of the things Hartley admired the most about her. “I know I still have time but I wanna have a plan, you know? It probably won’t go according to plan but at least I have a guide. But, I will take your advice. You were always the wiser.” Hart chuckled, playing with her fingers as she spoke. The way the dark haired female looked at her made her body shiver, causing her cheeks to turn red. Hartley had been with other girls but none of them were her. None of them knew her the way she did. Was she falling for her? “I’ll grab the glasses.” She flashed a quick wink at Azalea before heading into the kitchen to grab two wine glasses and handed her one as she returned. “Tell me more about you. I’m sure there’s more.”

[hollywoodflrps]

hwoodflrps‌:

She couldn’t help but grin up at the man, nothing but love and adoration in her eyes. Of course, those looks were only shown when they were alone at his house. “Are you now? Good, because neither do I. You’re all mine.” She smiled, slowly pulling him down for a kiss.

Ace honestly couldn’t wait for the day that he could proudly show his love for her in front of everyone, but he knew that if others found out now, he could lose his job, and his teaching license. Even after it was “okay” for him to be dating her, he knew they’d be dealing with a lot of judgement since he was her teacher, but it was worth it for her. “Good to know baby.” He smiled, leaning down and kissing her.

[trixiatobias]

Liz knew that a lot was at stake for Ace. And she was going to show him every single day that she worth it even though he could have any girl he wanted. She knew that if people found out now, the judgment and looks would be too hard to deal with. Especially from her parents. “You’re worth it.” She smiled, running her fingers through his hair.

[hollywoodflrps]

hwoodflrps‌:

It is.

It is not.

[trixiatobias]

It is, Em.

[hollywoodflrps]

hwoodflrps‌:

One day, I’ll find out.

You can find out as soon as you tell me yours.

[trixiatobias]

You really wanna know?

[hollywoodflrps]

hwoodflrps‌:

You are cute.

I am not.

[trixiatobias]

Fine, fine. Topic is dropped.

[hollywoodflrps]

hwoodflrps‌:

Exactly. I’m not exactly on good terms with mine but it’d be nice to get break during the holidays.

Oh I can’t stand anyone aside from my sister, so I use work as an excuse to get out of family things regardless of if I have work or not. But, I did have plans to have a group of kids from a group home for orphaned children over for the holidays this past Christmas and they decided to schedule studio time instead, and told me they wouldn’t release my album if I didn’t go in…

[trixiatobias]

I don’t talk to anyone in my family. I was planning on doing a livestream concert one Thanksgiving but my team made me do press shit instead. But your idea, Nik. That’s amazing. Well, that’s just fucked up.

[hollywoodflrps]

hwoodflrps‌:

Yes sir.

Smart girl.

[trixiatobias]

Always have been.

[hollywoodflrps]

For The First Time In Forever || Azalea&Hartley

[hollywoodflrps]

hwoodflrps‌:

Hartley’s heart stopped for a second as she scanned Azalea up and down. Holy hell, did she get more attractive? “Hey, Az. It’s nice to see you too. How’ve you been?” She smiled, locking the door behind her and sat on the couch. “Thank you, I appreciate that. I’m an adult so I think I’m free to make my own choices.” She chuckled, leaning back on the couch as she glanced up at the other woman. Ever since Hartley met Azalea, an immediate crush was formed. The blonde thought of her former babysitter that way before but the age difference would have been an issue, but no longer.

Azzy laughed, shaking her head a bit. “Of course you can, but believe me, moms never stop thinking they know best and treating you like their little baby. My mom still does it, despite me being 24 years old.” She shook her head a bit at the memory of her mother’s dramatics after seeing her for the first time in six years. It wasn’t just Hartley that Azalea hadn’t seen, she hadn’t left New York in the time she was gone, other than the international travel she’d done when she wasn’t in school. For the most part, she was working through summer or interning and never had the time to come home to see her family even. Seeing Hartley now, though, Azalea regretted not coming back sooner. “I’ve been good, actually. I was lucky to find a job here at home when I finished school, and I think moving back was the best decision I could have made. The girls here are much prettier than New York.” She stated simply, looking over the woman in front of her. “How are you doing? I’m sure school keeps you busy.”

[trixiatobias]

“Moms will be moms.” Hartley laughed, crossing her arms over chest. The blonde knew that Azalea had been away for a while and she was finally back home. Every time Hartley would glance over at the other female, her heart would be beating uncontrollably. “I’m sure New York isn’t anything like home. But I’m glad you’re back. Oh, is that so?” She chuckled, leaning back on the couch. “I’ve been good, definitely keeping busy with school and working part-time. Already looking at internships when I graduate.” She spoke, a soft smile on her face, not taking her eyes off Azalea. “Would you want something to drink?”