Troiyt

idek what im doing anymore

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Two of the people I got to sign up turned into sales, over 26 racks, just bc I decided to open up my irritating ass mouth to speak.

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First day in the books, I got 2 people to sign up, of course with the help of my sensei but other than it being COLD AS FUCK, I enjoyed the job.........

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Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, I feel like if I wake up a few hours before I gotta get up and head to my couch and resume the rest of my sleep I'll wake up easier because I'm not as comfortable as I would be iffffffffff I was still in bed. Im overthinking it?

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I wanna try to sleep for like 2 hours, but I don't think I'll wake back up in time enough to get ready and head out, so now I'm just kinda.......up. Damnit. I went to sleep at like 9-10 woke up at 3 sumn, that was almost 3 hours ago.

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Rejection from a person is so easy to deal with, try being rejected by almost every job you apply to for months while also fighting evictions in court, it'll literally eat your soul! But then you have me, the one who just won't quit, one job I really wanted told me they would call me back after the holidays, I got told this in October, never got a call back, a lady recruiter from a different job I actually wanted told me I'm not ready and she'll check back in with me in 3 fucking months to see where my head is at and what I've learned by then, ma'am I could be dead in a month, life ain't promised, I was on the brink of do or die and you wanna try to let me down easy........pathetic, either you was fw me or you wasn't.........well it's almost the middle of January and I'm still here, things arent the best but I am holding this shit down dolo while keeping myself up as best as I can.

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On the musical side of things I'm mainly just trying to decide if I want to be groovy or if I want to just be a lyrical beast.

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I lowkey woke up crying this morning, I had a dream about my dad where in the dream he came back to life just for a second and my momma thought he could like, stay, but he couldnt he said basically yes I'm going to die for good again, and I just woke up to tears dropping on my couch, I'm alright tho, it just happens from time to time

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This new job is pretty smooth

I just don't like the aspect of having to walk around so much but honestly, the staff is pretty chill and it feel like more than a team it feel like a family. So thats pretty cool.

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I know you like the color yellow, and I believe that we talked about record players, so I'm aiming to get you a yellow record player, and a Kill Bill soundtrack Vinyl.....maybe you never see this, then, possibly it's never a failure just in case I fail.

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If the general consensus is that I'm a player then the general consensus is super wrong, sure I may be clever and witty, but I'm not trying to mislead or betray anyone

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Some shit you just can't put a price on but, I still try anyway, I'll never succeed but I feel like I far exceed expectations

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I just pulled up on my momma with a keylime pie. 🥧

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Eventually I feel like you will.

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I like to write poetry, but haven't written any recently.

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I don't know why this picture is so fucking funny but it just is bro 😂😭 brodie look like he's at wits end and on the brink of a crashout lol

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At last I have returned to my favorite hiding spot. I will be spending alot of time here with my thoughts. Probably get back to writing poems and treating this bitch like a diary like I do whenever I go MIA

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had to restore my phone to factory settings, and all my pictures of her are gone 🥺