Moments

Enjoy life even it is hard.

[troubledmelomaniac]

Can't believe you went from mother to angel in the space of the day

“Wish you were here“ by CL

[troubledmelomaniac]

Happiness over Anxiety

Here in this painful world, where us, people, suffer from different kinds of emotions, mixed, that makes us think many things inside our head. And when those things in our head are deeply thought, it will slowly destroy the inner you. Because of those problems, we always think there is no solution to it, we think that it is our end, that no one will stay beside us, that no one’s gonna love us.

However, after all those drama, there is really a solution to it, it just doesn’t appear immediately. It lets you learn from the problems, it lets you find a way to solve it yourself, so that in case you’ll have problems that are much worse in the future, it will help you overcome it. Once you have solved a problem, you can too in the future. There will always be light in every darkness in life.

[troubledmelomaniac]

2021

I can not believe that it is already 2021. There is a lot that happened back on 2020. It is such a painful year especially when you go back, you’ll feel like it’s so long and can’t wait for 2021, but now, we are here in 2021, we could say that all of that happened in just a blink of an eye. 

Who’ll ever thought that a disease could change the whole world. Who’ll ever thought that many people have died because of a disease. Our lives back then when the pandemic just hit, many people was in a really bad situation where they temporarily suspended or fired because people interact due to the health protocols to prevent the increase of Covid-19 cases.  We, all, have never expected that to happen, it just happened. 

Even though we may experience bad situations in life, we should always think that there is always a reason behind it; that there is a good reason behind it. All the problems in life always has a solution to it. 

[troubledmelomaniac]

“Different kinds of emotions a human feel.” [The Outsiders movie poster parody of the famous Inside Out movie poster]

It is common for a human being to feel these kinds of emotion: Fear, Disgust, Anger, Sadness, & Joy. I believe all of these emotions are connected to each other.

We feel scared when we feel like we are in danger. We feel this when we are scared of losing somebody, especially the ones who made you happy, who helped you, cared for you, and loved you. We are scared of leaving the world unexpectedly because we worry of who will take care of the people who we loved, or who will guide him; we are scared of leaving our loved ones alone.

We feel disgust when we dislike something, or something that makes us feel unpleasant. It is also when we are annoyed of someone whom..... we hate? i would say that that is the closest possible word i could think of. It is true that we feel annoyed at someone maybe because of their behavior.

Getting angry is close to feeling disgust, however, anger is a deep emotion that possibly can produce hatred and much deeper anger. When getting angry, there is a temptation where you just want to attack and hurt someone or yourself. This can also produce depression and many other mental illness.

Being sad/extremely sad could also produce many mental illness like what is mentioned above (anger), depression, anxiety. There are many reasons for being sad; when you are lonely, you will feel like there will be no one on your side forever or just for a long time; when you received a bad news, maybe you didn’t get a scholarship or something really depressing that happened.

But after all those fear, disgust, anger, and sadness; there is always joy in life. Joy in life are the situations you experience that make you happy. Being with your family is true happiness especially when there is no conflict with each other; also being with your friends is another happiness you experience. Being with them is making your life complete that is because they care for you when you are in need, help you when you are in need of help, and love you. But of course, being with God is the most happiest because He is the one who cared for you deeply, helps you everyday, and He loves you unconditionally.

After all, all of them are balanced with each other, it will not be complete if one of them is gone. Even though we fell like it’s the end, let us not give up; even if we feel angered or annoyed, let us choose to be right; even if we feel scared, let us not forget that God is here with us on our journey; and of course, let us not forget to smile after those hardships that we experience in life, because there is always a second chance.

[troubledmelomaniac]

[DISCLAIMER: I am not a tomboy or any other sexuality and I respect those who are]  I can proudly say that these 9 girls are the ones who inspire me to do better at school. Not just that, they are my stress reliever when I am super busy from my school requirements. They are also my source of energy, strength, and joy when there are times that I am down (of course including my family, friends, and mostly, God). I think we should not just focus on our school works or anything, we should add a little bit of rainbow in our life.

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ODL/MDL

We can now say that it is officially 9 weeks since the school started. It is indeed a new experience of learning through Online. It is also fun and exciting because of the new environment that we, Filipinos, are facing in the present time. However, while I was scrolling through my Facebook, I saw this post that a girl suicided just because of the Modules that she is answering. In this new type of educational system, we know that there are times that are really hard to move but we should still think and realize what will happen in the future if we do this or that. It might affect a person’s future. It is not just that person’s future, but also to his/her family and friend or the people around him/her.

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5 ‘no-class’ days

These past few days, there were class suspensions because of internet problems, but those days I didn’t take the time to review for our upcoming MST’s. I was too busy of my own time. I hope I’ll pass these tests.