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Hi my loves. I know I that I’ve been gone for a while but I’ve been working on something special to me. Writing has always been one of my hobbies, hence this story, but I never imagined where it could take me. Wanting to be a legit business and not just a tumblr fiction writer, me and my partner came up with The Dope Duo. Our platform will be used to celebrate positivity and shine a light on those in our community doing dope things. The site will also feature celeb news, discussions about trending topics, lit playlists and more. Enough of me talking about it here’s the link. Please support me and this endeavor. I’d really appreciate it 🙏🏾
Hi my loves. I know I that I’ve been gone for a while but I’ve been working on something special to me. Writing has always been one of my hobbies, hence this story, but I never imagined where it could take me. Wanting to be a legit business and not just a tumblr fiction writer, me and my partner came up with The Dope Duo. Our platform will be used to celebrate positivity and shine a light on those in our community doing dope things. The site will also feature celeb news, discussions about trending topics, lit playlists and more. Enough of me talking about it here’s the link. Please support me and this endeavor. I’d really appreciate it 🙏🏾
So glad everything is okay ! You won't believe how much I've been checking your page but we all have lives outside of Tumblr & I respect that. So proud of you & how you've evolved over the years. Forever a supporter ❤️
Aw Amaris thank you so much! I miss having our talks on here. You can still message me any time you want. I've just been busy adulting trying to figure the real world out. Tumblr was my escape now I'm putting it all into my website. Thank you for supporting me always love 😘
Hi my loves. I know I that I've been gone for a while but I've been working on something special to me. Writing has always been one of my hobbies, hence this story, but I never imagined where it could take me. Wanting to be a legit business and not just a tumblr fiction writer, me and my partner came up with The Dope Duo. Our platform will be used to celebrate positivity and shine a light on those in our community doing dope things. The site will also feature celeb news, discussions about trending topics, lit playlists and more. Enough of me talking about it here's the link. Please support me and this endeavor. I'd really appreciate it 🙏🏾
Is everything ok..you haven't been active in a while?
Hi love. Thank you for checking in on me. I've been better but I'm still here persevering. I have been trying to focus on what I want to do in real life and get on my feet since graduating 2 years ago. Life keeps getting more real the older I get.I have been working on something special to me that I plan on sharing w/ you all very soon. I'm glad to know that some of you still support and care about me. Just know my writing/storytelling days are far from over 💕
“You got a bottle?” Jay asked me. I looked at him wide eyed because I couldn’t believe that he still wanted to drink. Although he was keeping his composure I could tell he was really drunk. I’m not going to lie I was still feeling myself. Fighting and crying brought me down a little but nonetheless I was still feeling good.
“Aren’t you drunk enough?”
“Nah,” he laughed. “I’m not even drunk girl.”
“Then get up and walk in a straight line.”
“I’m not doing your stupid lil drunk test Dakota,” he mumbled burying himself into my neck.
“Whatever you bluffing because you know you drunk.”
“Shut up,” he said wrapping his arm around my side pulling me in as if we could get any closer. “You still didn’t answer my question.”
“What question?” I asked running my fingers through his curly hair
“If you got a bottle or not!” Jay semi yelled making me laugh because he was getting annoyed with me. “Man get off,” he smacked his teeth and rolled over to his back. His dramatics made me die laughing. I swear he acted like a brat when he didn’t get his way.
“Where you going?” I asked him in between laughs as he climbed off my bed
“Shut up,” he replied stepping one foot at a time into his jeans
“I’m serious! Where you going?”
“I’m going in the living room to ask Aryn if she got liq. Is that ok with you shawty?”
“Why didn’t you just wait for me to answer?” I said back still laughing because he was so adamant about drinking more.
“Man cuz you on games shawty,” he told me opening my room door going out into the living room. “Aryn why your friend so annoying?” I overheard him say to her. Laughing to myself I reached over to my nightstand grabbing my phone off the charger. There weren’t any notifications. Going to my blocked list my finger hovered over Nas’ name as I contemplated if I was ready to unblock him or not. I would be lying if I said I wasn’t worried about him in the condition that he left.
“Ah ha look what I got,” Jay said teasing me as he waltzed back into my room with a red cup in his hands. Quickly locking my phone I sat it back on my nightstand. I will deal with the Nas situation later
“You got a bottle?” Jay asked me. I looked at him wide eyed because I couldn’t believe that he still wanted to drink. Although he was keeping his composure I could tell he was really drunk. I’m not going to lie I was still feeling myself. Fighting and crying brought me down a little but nonetheless I was still feeling good.
“Aren’t you drunk enough?”
“Nah,” he laughed. “I’m not even drunk girl.”
“Then get up and walk in a straight line.”
“I’m not doing your stupid lil drunk test Dakota,” he mumbled burying himself into my neck.
“Whatever you bluffing because you know you drunk.”
“Shut up,” he said wrapping his arm around my side pulling me in as if we could get any closer. “You still didn’t answer my question.”
“What question?” I asked running my fingers through his curly hair
“If you got a bottle or not!” Jay semi yelled making me laugh because he was getting annoyed with me. “Man get off,” he smacked his teeth and rolled over to his back. His dramatics made me die laughing. I swear he acted like a brat when he didn’t get his way.
“Where you going?” I asked him in between laughs as he climbed off my bed
“Shut up,” he replied stepping one foot at a time into his jeans
“I’m serious! Where you going?”
“I’m going in the living room to ask Aryn if she got liq. Is that ok with you shawty?”
“Why didn’t you just wait for me to answer?” I said back still laughing because he was so adamant about drinking more.
“Man cuz you on games shawty,” he told me opening my room door going out into the living room. “Aryn why your friend so annoying?” I overheard him say to her. Laughing to myself I reached over to my nightstand grabbing my phone off the charger. There weren’t any notifications. Going to my blocked list my finger hovered over Nas’ name as I contemplated if I was ready to unblock him or not. I would be lying if I said I wasn’t worried about him in the condition that he left.
“Ah ha look what I got,” Jay said teasing me as he waltzed back into my room with a red cup in his hands. Quickly locking my phone I sat it back on my nightstand. I will deal with the Nas situation later
Ok so I’ve been holding onto this chapter for over a week now because I wasnt sure if this is the route I wanted to go...but now i’m sure lol there will be a part 2 coming shortly when I find the time to write it. In the meantime enjoy part 1.
As always hit me up in my inbox letting me know what you think.
“You got a bottle?” Jay asked me. I looked at him wide eyed because I couldn’t believe that he still wanted to drink. Although he was keeping his composure I could tell he was really drunk. I’m not going to lie I was still feeling myself. Fighting and crying brought me down a little but nonetheless I was still feeling good.
“Aren’t you drunk enough?”
“Nah,” he laughed. “I’m not even drunk girl.”
“Then get up and walk in a straight line.”
“I’m not doing your stupid lil drunk test Dakota,” he mumbled burying himself into my neck.
“Whatever you bluffing because you know you drunk.”
“Shut up,” he said wrapping his arm around my side pulling me in as if we could get any closer. “You still didn’t answer my question.”
“What question?” I asked running my fingers through his curly hair
“If you got a bottle or not!” Jay semi yelled making me laugh because he was getting annoyed with me. “Man get off,” he smacked his teeth and rolled over to his back. His dramatics made me die laughing. I swear he acted like a brat when he didn’t get his way.
“Where you going?” I asked him in between laughs as he climbed off my bed
“Shut up,” he replied stepping one foot at a time into his jeans
“I’m serious! Where you going?”
“I’m going in the living room to ask Aryn if she got liq. Is that ok with you shawty?”
“Why didn’t you just wait for me to answer?” I said back still laughing because he was so adamant about drinking more.
“Man cuz you on games shawty,” he told me opening my room door going out into the living room. “Aryn why your friend so annoying?” I overheard him say to her. Laughing to myself I reached over to my nightstand grabbing my phone off the charger. There weren’t any notifications. Going to my blocked list my finger hovered over Nas’ name as I contemplated if I was ready to unblock him or not. I would be lying if I said I wasn’t worried about him in the condition that he left.
“Ah ha look what I got,” Jay said teasing me as he waltzed back into my room with a red cup in his hands. Quickly locking my phone I sat it back on my nightstand. I will deal with the Nas situation later
“What’s that?” I asked peeking into his cup as he sat on the bed
“Nah you ain’t wanna give me none so don’t worry about it,” he replied pulling his hand away
“Let me taste!” I whined
“No aren’t you drunk enough?” He mocked me
“Pleaseeee!”
“Here! You don’t even know what it is!” He complained handing me the cup
“This is good. I didn’t even know we had this here,” I said analyzing the red liquid
“Dayna gave it to me. She got it from wherever she just came from.”
“I need that recipe,” I told him taking one last sip then handing him the cup back
“You want to know something?”
“What?”
“Who ever thought that we would be having a cordial conversation again? Like the way we’ve been going at it I never saw this day happening,” he said taking a sip out of the cup. “At least not this soon.”
“Yeah it’s crazy right?” I chuckled. “I’m happy I got my friend back tho. All that arguing was starting to weigh on me.”
“Well I couldn’t tell with your stubborn ass,” he said pushing me
“You were more stubborn than me! Literally was giving me hell on a daily basis!” I told him as he burst out laughing. “Oh that’s funny huh?”
“Hell yeah that shit funny,” he told me still laughing as he sat the cup on my nightstand.
“No it wasn’t! I was really starting to hate you!”
“Was you really?” he asked standing in front of me
“Yes!”
“I’m sorry. Let’s hug it out,” he said wrapping his arms around my body. Being annoying, Jay placed all of his body weight on me causing me to lay back with him on top of me. I grunted beneath him because he was squishing my organs and he didn’t seem to care. Easing up some he began to kiss me playfully on my neck making me giggle like a little school kid with a big crush on him. “We cool now?” Jaylen asked face to face with me. The way that Jay looked in my eyes made me feel self-conscious but I couldn’t help but to stare back once our eyes met.
“Yeah,” I replied with a giddy smile on my face. He continued to peer into my soul as my chest heaved up and down. My mind ran wild considering exactly what he was thinking about at this moment. No words were coming out of his mouth but I could tell his brain was over working. “What?” I jolted out. My heart was pounding in my chest. Still no response. His eyes slipped from mine and went lower. I licked my lips subconsciously. In this moment, I took in all of the features of his face that I missed like his long eyelashes and sideburns that connected flawlessly to his beard. It might sound weird but these are just a few things that made Jaylen imperfectly perfect in my eyes. “Jayl-”
“Shhh! Stop talking,” he said cutting me off before I blabbered further ruining the moment. Before I had the chance to think of something else to say, Jaylen placed his lips on top of mine. My mouth hungry for his kiss responded immediately, surprising myself. His kiss was warm and his lips were softer than I remembered the first time. Parting my lips open for a taste with his tongue, I opened my mouth letting him do his thing. The kiss was slow and sensual but I could feel our bodies heating up for one another. All of this tension that we had over the weeks built up to this very moment of release. A low moan escaped my mouth as he sucked on my bottom lip. “Take off your shorts,” he said lowly getting up from my bed unbuckling and taking off his jeans again
“Huh?” I asked completely out of it. That kiss really has my mind blown right now. I’ve never felt so connected to a person just through our lips. Everything about this was so different from what I am used to
“Take em off,” he repeated tugging at the rim of my shorts. Obeying his wishes I slipped out of my shorts leaving me in my underwear. “These too,” Jay said looking down to see I still had them on
“Can you turn off the light and the tv?” I asked him. There wasn’t anything about my body that I was ashamed of but things seemed to be more awkward to me what everything is showcased. I was more comfortable in the dark.
“Anything else?”
“Nah that’s it,” I replied. Taking matters into his own hands Jaylen climbed onto the end of my bed placing himself in between my legs. He kissed everywhere from my pelvic bones to my inner thighs sending waves of pleasure throughout my entire body. Fishing my panties from my bottom, Jaylen dove right in immediately causing me to tense up. His tongue worked in circles, figure 8’s, alphabets and every other motion that you can think of. My legs began to shake as his pace quickened. Throwing my head back in ecstasy I let out a whimpering moan as my clit became more sensitive to his touch. Noticing he found my spot Jaylen focused solely right there; driving me insane. Arching my back to shove it in his face further I grabbed the back of his head for added support. I felt at my peak but I was scared to let go because this has never happened before. Bitching out, I tried to scoot back away from him but he gripped both of my thighs roughly pulling me in for more. I tried to contain my noise level by biting my lip so I wouldn’t alert my roommates but that seemed like more of a task than trying to keep myself from cumming.
“Let it go,” Jay mumbled from down below. I’m assuming that he could feel everything that I was going through from down there. I don’t know what it was but I couldn’t bring myself to release the big finish. Pushing his head off of me he looked up wondering what the problem was. “What’s wrong?” he asked me wiping my juices from his mouth
“Nothing,” I responded panting as I tried to gather all the pieces of my life
“Well I’m not done with you,” he said taking off his shirt. I admired his chiseled abs that contained his perfect 6 pack. God made no mistakes when he hand made him. “Come here,” he told me lowly as he crawled up closer to where my head actually was. Jaylen started to kiss me again this time letting me taste my own sweet juices that still lingered around in his mouth. Navigating my hands around his body I moved from lightly scratching his back, to running my hands against his abs and finally to stroking him inside of his boxers. “Take it out,” he said groaning against my lips. Taking him out of his boxers I began to slide my hands up and down his shaft making him grow harder each stroke.
“Lay on your back,” I said to him. Now it was my turn…Once he got onto his back I took him slowly into my mouth playing with the head you know just to tease him a little. Ladies you can’t give it to him all at once. You have to make your man beg for you to take him all into your mouth. Licking up and down from the base to the tip, I looked up at how focused he was on what exactly I was doing making me smirk to myself knowing I had him exactly where I wanted him.
“Shawty stop playing around with it,” he grunted out
“What you want? This?” I seductively asked taking him all into my mouth sloppily coating it with my saliva. As I came up I circled my tongue around the tip ever so gently and I felt him twitch under my touch. “That?” I said popping my mouth off the tip
“Hell yeah,” he groaned catching his breath. Deciding that I was done teasing him, I once again took him all into my mouth this time sucking nonstop at a fast pace letting him hit the back of my throat. Doing this created so much spit in my mouth but the wetter the head the better. Giving the tip more attention I used my right hand to stoke up and down on his base. “Fuck,” he said through a slight moan. As your nigga starts cursing that’s when you activate full throttle mode because you now know that he’s enjoying himself. I sucked and twirled my tongue all around the tip of his dick as my hand worked up and down. Finding my rhythm I went ham. Jaylen’s legs began to slightly shake at the side of me. Peeking up to see his facial reaction he layed there biting his bottom lip as he gripped the sheets. “I’m about to cum,” he warned but I didn’t care. The way that he just pleased me I wanted nothing more but to give him that same feeling. Before I knew it that vein started to twitch and his hot sticky fluids filled up my mouth. Holding it in, I contemplated whether or not I was going to spit it out since I’ve never swallowed before. Not wanting to seem childish I closed my eyes and swallowed his kids down in one gulp as he layed there with his eyes closed as well gathering his breathing
“You good?” I asked lightly laughing as I took a spot on the pillow beside him
“I’m wonderful,” he replied making us both laugh. “I ain’t know you had it like that shawty goddamn.”
“Well I meannnn…” I said gloating. I didn’t watch that video of that Auntie sucking dick with that grapefruit a million times for nothing. That video is very educational ladies get into it!
“What you be studying porn?” he asked and I died
“What!? NO!” I answered cracking up laughing. He was too smart. “I just know what I’m doing.”
“I see. Get your cute ass over here,” he said then grabbed me to sit on top of him. Leaning over I planted a kiss on his lips. He broke the kiss reaching for the hem of my cami pulling it over my head releasing my breast from the tank top. Taking both hands to caress them he gently used his thumbs to graze over my hard nipples. A small sign of enjoyment parted my mouth. The more he touched my body I became wetter and wetter. I know that he could feel the heat between my legs being that neither of us had any clothes on. “Get on it.”
“Put it in.”
“You do it,” he said making me laugh at us going back and forth over this. Sitting up on my knees, I grabbed for his base positioning it in front of my opening. Besides shoving all of him inside of me I gently eased myself down onto him. I let out a moan as his tip entered. It’s been a while since I last had sex so it took some getting used to. “You good?” he asked gasping
“Yeah,” I responded lowering myself all the way down. A couple of more times of this caused me to get used to his size so now I was bouncing up and down on him moaning breathlessly. Jaylen let out a couple of low grunts here and there but bit his lip for the most part. Bouncing, grinding and twerking on the dick had me on cloud 9. He was the perfect size to hit every wall and spot that I had. Jaylen smacking and grabbing my ass turned me on even more. I’ve never been this horny while having sex in my life. I didn’t want it to stop. The more I grinded on him the wetter the space between our bodies became…thanks to me. “Oh…my…God,” I pressed out throwing my head back
“You so fucking wet,” he said smacking my ass making me moan louder than I meant
“Mmm fuck!” I whimpered as he held my cheeks apart making him go further inside of me each time I came down
“I can’t do this,” he told me as I quickened my pace up. He gripped my ass with his nails digging into it as he grunted in sync with my moans. “Oh fuck….fuckkkk….god damn girl.”
“I feel like I gotta pee,” I cried out. It legit felt like I was about to use the bathroom on myself but it felt good at the same time
“Push it out,” he told me out of breath. The feeling was unbelievable as I pushed out what I thought was pee but obviously was cum. It was a mix of pleasure and relief. This was the first time that anyone in my life has made me cum and now I see what I’ve been missing all of these years. Literally one of the greatest feelings that I’ve ever internally felt
“Did you cum?” I asked Jaylen as I got off and layed next to him gaining my breath back
“Yeah that shit was magical. I feel like you just fucked me tho,” he said making me laugh
“Please don’t make me laugh. I can barely breath!”
“Nah we going for another round once my shit get back up. Go ahead and prepare to turn that ass around,” he said. My shit was still throbbing for more so I wasn’t against going for another round at all. I think that it was now safe to say I’m addicted to Jaylen’s penis. I could tell that we were going to be having sex for the rest of the night and I wasn’t complaining...at all.
…
I woke up this morning feeling like a big ass truck just hit me. My head was pounding and my vagina was so sore! Last night was great but I was definitely paying for it right now. Honestly I couldn’t tell you much of anything that happened…I just know it was lit. I’m not sure how me and Jaylen went from hating each other to fucking but it happened. Having sex with Jaylen makes him the second person I’ve ever slept with. Blake was my first everything. Being that he was still sleep beside I hope I knew what I was doing.
Dragging myself from under Jay’s tight grip on me, I got out of the bed throwing a robe over my naked body to use the bathroom and get some ice for my shit because I could not deal. As I was in the kitchen trying to grab some ice out of the tray here came nosey butt Aryn peeking out of her door.
“I knew it was you out here,” she said coming over and leaning on the counter. “Why you putting ice cubes in a sandwich bag?”
“Because my head hurts,” I semi-lied dropping another cube in. My head did hurt but that’s not what I was using the ice for
“I have Advil if you want some.”
“Yeah I’ll take that.” Usually I don’t mess with medicine but this morning I needed anything to get me through this day.
“Soooo…” Aryn blurted out
“Soooo…” I repeated
“So where’s Jaylen?”
“Um in my bed sleep. Why?” I asked as I put the ice tray back into the freezer
“What ya’ll do last night?”
“Cut the bullshit Aryn,” I told her laughing. I don’t know why she was sitting here trying to beat around the bush asking me indirect questions when she knew what she wanted to know. “What do you really want to know?”
“Did ya’ll you know…have sex?” she asked whispering the last part causing me to die laughing
“Aryn my head hurts! Don’t make me laugh,” I said to her playfully rolling my eyes.
“What? I was serious. Did ya’ll?”
“Did you hear us?”
“Yes,” she admitted smirking. “But I swear I wasn’t listening.”
“If you heard us then why you gonna ask me?”
“Just to see if you’d tell me. Let me get his Advil for you. I need full details later,” Aryn said walking away into her bedroom. I grabbed the pack of ice I made following her to save her an extra trip into my room that had Jay and my clothes scattered all over the floor. “Here,” she said handing me the pill bottle
“Good morning KoKo,” Ryan said with his face buried into the pillow.
“Morning Rye,” I replied
“Aye tell Jaylen wake his bitch ass us. Niggas got practice at noon,” Ryan mumbled
“I got you,” I told him and walked back into my room closing the door. Jaylen was still sleeping peacefully. He looked so cute sprawled out on my bed with his mouth slightly opened. I was tempted to post him on my snap with an emoji over his face but I felt that was doing too much. I mean we JUST got back cool last night. He had a distinct look so people would automatically know who he is.
“Wake up,” I said lowly to Jaylen while kissing on his face. He stirred slightly in his sleep making me giggle a little. “Jay wake up sleepy head.”
“Hmm,” he groaned trying to pull himself together
“Get up,” I told him this time laying down beside him placing my head on his chest
“I am up,” he spoke sleepily. “Good morning pretty girl.”
“Good morning,” I responded smiling to myself. Waking up to him this morning is the cutest thing ever…besides the throbbing vagina and headache
“You good?”
“As far as?” I asked looking up at him
“Everything shawty.”
“For the most part yeah.”
“What’s for the most part?”
“Yes Jay! I’m fine. I’ll be even better once I pop some Advil though. You don’t got a hangover?”
“Nah I’m Gucci,” he spoke with his eyes closed
“Wake up. Ryan said ya’ll have practice at noon. It’s already about 11 and you need to go home to shower and stuff.”
“Why would I shower when I’m just about to go sweat? I’ll take one after practice.”
“Ok that’s on you,” I replied closing my eyes as well. I could fall back to sleep right here on his chest
“Dakota?” Jay said after a good 3 minutes of silence
“Huh?”
“You down for a morning round or nah?” he asked in all seriousness. My head popped up and snapped in his direction so fast. I don’t think he realizes how rough he fucked me last night! “What?”
“Bruh my shit is sore! I can’t fade. I was about to ice myself cuz it’s throbbing.”
“I did that?”
“Uh yeah! Who else?”
“My bad shawty. That’s me off some rough drunk shit. Let me fix that tho,” he said sitting up causing me to lift off him. Instantly woke all of a sudden, Jaylen crawled to the edge of my bed positioning himself in between my legs opening my robe
“I’m good,” I said trying to close my legs with no real force at all. Who was I kidding? Fuck I look like turning down some head?
“Shut up and hand me that bag of ice,” he told me licking his lips
“For what?” I complained while still handing him the bag
“Didn’t I say shut up?” he said again as he took a piece of ice out of the zip lock tossing the rest to the side. Before I knew it I felt a cold sensation on my opening causing me to shiver. His tongue pushed the ice over every nook that was once sore numbing any pain I felt turning it into pleasure. Literally felt like I was in heaven. I swear I could get used to this…I mean who wouldn’t want to wake up to some bomb ass head every morning?
“Yo bro I’m about to dip,” Ryan said knocking on the door. I felt a moan coming on so I bit my lip to mask it. Ignoring the fact that Ryan was at he door, Jay continued sucking on my clitoris. My body tensed up because it was still so tender from last night
“Sorry,” he said softly to me kissing it, which made me blush mad hard
“Nigga I know your ugly ass hear me!” Ryan said knocking on the door again
“I’m coming bitch! Stop knocking on the door before I slide your ass!” Jay responded then went back to work
“Bring your ass on!”
“It’s ok. Go ahead to practice,” I told Jaylen moving his head away. There was no way that I was going to enjoy this with Ryan continuously knocking at my door. It wasn’t like they didn’t live right downstairs and I couldn’t see him any time I wanted to.
“You sure? You feel better?” he asked wiping his mouth
“Much better. I even think my headache gone.”
“Cuz I’m all the medicine you need shawty,” he said and we both laughed at his corny ass. Jaylen got up from the bed to start putting his clothes back on. “Bruh why the fuck am I butt ass naked right now? I think you took advantage of me last night cuz I was drunk,” Jay said rummaging through the pile of clothes on the floor
“ME!? No I think it was the opposite way around,” I said laughing at him
“Yeah ard. It was mutual.”
“I know. I’m messing with you. Have a good day at practice.”
“It’s never a good day of practice after a night of drinking,” he responded slipping his shirt over his head. “About to get it over with, come back in the crib, shower, eat, sleep then do some homework. In that order.”
“Dawg I hear you talking. Bring your ass!” Ryan said through the door
“Nigga!” Jay yelled opening the door. I threw my covers over my body. “Leave me the fuck alone. I’m coming bruh damn,” he said spazzing out
“About time,” Ryan said walking away
“This nigga blowing me,” Jay said shaking his head. “I’m about to step tho shawty. I’ll prolly hit you later after I wake up from my nap or something,” he told me as he hugged me goodbye
“Ok and be nice to Ryan!”
“Fuck him,” Jaylen said leaving out of my room closing the door. It was still very shocking to me for us to be back how we were when we first met each other after going at it so hard for the past week or so. Now that me and Jay had sex I had to decide if I was really going to let Nas go or not. Clearly Jaylen had a girl around him when we weren't on good terms so I don’t want to put my eggs into one basket while he has his own thing on the side going on. I don’t know…last night was so random and unexpected that I really can’t process all that happened right now.
At the end of the day I still needed to figure out what that was all about with Nas blowing my phone up and popping up to my door last night. It wasn’t ok but I’m the type of person who needs closure. Whatever I wasn’t worried about it right now. I’m about to lay down and take my ass back to sleep. So I thought before I heard a soft knock at my door…
“Open it.”
“Hey boo. I just wanted to let you know that I’m cooking Sunday dinner tonight for the house so we can have a sit down and talk thing out. Solely because I feel put in the middle since I like everyone so yeah,” Dayna explained
“So this means I have to sit at a table and eat dinner with Venus and pretend to like her?”
“You don’t have to do anything but I would like it if you participated so we can get this tension out of the house. I’m so over it and I know she feels really left out when we go and do things. Imagine us doing that to you!”
“I would just try to make new friends or something. It’s not rocket science,” I shrugged
“Dakota,” Dayna said like my mom as she gave me the side eye
“Ok! I’ll be at dinner and I will try to play nice but if she gets smart then it’s a wrap.”
“Ugh what am I gonna do with you my problem child!?” Dayna said laughing
“Love me,” I replied cheesing
“Yeah yeah. I’ll be back I’m going to the grocery store.”
“Bring me back some hot Cheetos,” I shouted to her before she closed the door
“Oh yeah,” Dayna said popping her head back into my room. “Next time shut the hell up while you getting your brains blown out. He was fucking the shit out of you! I’m jealous.”
“Oh my God! Bye Dayna. I’m embarrassed,” I said covering my face in disbelief. That was so embarrassing that the whole house heard us having sex!
“Don’t be embarrassed! It sounded lit!”
“Byeeee Dayna and don’t forget my Cheetos. Please and thank you!” I told her and she closed my door. I couldn’t believe that everyone in my house knew my business without me telling them. In my mental notes I jotted down to smother my face in the pillows. I don’t know how I feel about this house dinner either…
Ok so I’ve been wanting to say this but wanted to be nice about it at the same time because I do appreciate the love and feedback BUT I do know that this is the same anon that is leaving me about 10 different messages at once acting like it’s different people. I understand you wanting to help out with getting the next chapter out faster but it’s obvious and I can tell it’s the same person so as nicely as possible...please stop. I’d rather a well thought out response to the chapter instead of 10 random comments about various parts of it. I do want to thank you for even leaving me feedback though. I hope you don't take this the wrong way. I still love you 💕