bpd/vent blog

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[truecutthroat]

hello. you can call me knives.

i'm a 21 year old bisexual trans man and i use he/him pronouns. i’m an enfp and a sagittarius.

i have diagnosed borderline personality disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, and gender dysphoria. i experience aggressive symptoms of all three.

i’m undiagnosed for autism and ptsd, but i show clear symptoms of both.

this is a vent/bpd awareness blog. feel free to vent in my askbox or send questions.

i will also use this blog to post anything that interests me. i will try to use trigger warnings on this blog, but be aware that this is an 18+ blog and is for me talking about serious shit.

dni: terf/radfem, think people with cluster b disorders are evil and manipulative, racist, truscum/transmed, anti-neopronouns, enby skeptic, identify as an empath (i hate you cunts and i’ll cut you), map/pedo, pro-ana/any ed blog, trans fetishists (unless you plan on paying me)

[truecutthroat]

Hello 👋,

I hope this message finds you well. My name is Aziz, and I’m reaching out with a heartfelt plea to help my family find safety and reunite with our mother. 😞

The ongoing war in Gaza has torn my family apart. My mother and newborn sister are stranded in Egypt, while I, along with the rest of my sex family members, am trapped in the midst of the genocide in Gaza. We have not only been separated but have also lost our home and are enduring unimaginable hardships. 💔

Your support can make a difference. Whether by reading our story, donating, or sharing our campaign with others, you can help us reunite, find safety, and start anew. 🙏🕊

Thank you, from the depths of my heart, for your kindness, compassion, and solidarity during this difficult time. ❤🍉

https://gofund.me/58268669 🔗

i’m really not active on this account anymore but to anyone who sees this pls reblog/donate/repost! free palestine forever <3

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I FORGOT HOW GOOD AMPHETAMINES TASTED

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it’s so crazy that we’re approaching my Planned Date and i haven’t had a suicidal thought in months :) we’re so fucking back

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i’m doing a lot better :)

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well that happiness lasted about two seconds so may 13th is back on

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i’m probably gonna have to end things with them. they can’t handle another partner killing themselves.

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if i don’t get some fucking weed soon i’m gonna kill myself

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this acc was such a perfect idea. nobody here knows me i can say whatever i want

may 13 2024 is my last day.

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may 13 2024

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tw suicide

i want to talk about my suicidal ideation with my partner but the love of their life killed themselves and i don’t want to trigger them so guess i’ll just keep this to me self

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if i have to protest for my own existence then what’s the point of existing

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bro since i have zero following on this account i could literally say whatever i wanted it’s so wild

like i’m literally gonna kill myself after i graduate (so like in a year)

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I HATE IT I HATE IT IHAHDHE HA

i hate IT I HATE

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i can’t stop thinking about her

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sometimes i reread my patient chart to remind myself that i’m not lying about my mental illnesses for attention

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drug dealers/users >>>>> cops