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iām crawling out of the grave to reboot this blog literally 2 years later
havenāt been on this blog in a MINUTE... anyway iām gonna reboot once iām done w uni
me, 3 weeks later: so yāall aināt ready for a new muse iām gonna have
i came online just to tell yāall iām playing that dating simulator w colonel sandors and absolutely about to risk it all for this man
WALKSKIES.
maul has not been sith in more than two decades, but the dark side is still strong with him, a swirling storm of rage and hatredāof power. admirable in its potency. vader would normally find the zabrakās dismissive attitude an insult; he has stood in similar negotiations to these, bartering with crime lords who think themselves above reproach because of the guns and credits they can wave around. slime like that, itās easier to kill his way down the chain of command until he finds someone who knows their place.
this is different. vader had come here with no expectation that he could intimidate, threaten, or murder his way into getting what his master desires from crimson dawn. every step of this mission would be an uphill battle to command the respect of someone learned in the dark side enough to see just what a shell of his former self kenobi had left him.
it is a test, of course, and vader permits himself to wonder, cynically, if it is intended as a suicide mission as well. maul will be no easy assassination, and too paranoid for any long con to actually give vader the advantage of surprise. the jedi he has killed were paralyzed by their code. maul will not be so weak.
a loose end, his master had called him. a threat to his unshakable reign if left unchecked, vader understands. a threat to the very foundation of sith principles, should maul decide heād once again like to be a lord of more than crime.
āwhether you are impressed is inconsequential.ā vader crosses his arms.Ā āyour cooperation will provide your organization with significant advantages.ā
āĀ Ā advantages that i can easily obtain without your meddling in my businessĀ ,Ā Ā āĀ Ā is just as easily thrown back at the sith before himĀ .Ā maul is not so naive to think that vader came here for any other purpose than to ELIMINATE HIMĀ .Ā naturallyĀ ,Ā sidious would label maul a threat for everything that he knowsĀ ,Ā everything that he has done in the name of his once masterĀ .Ā to think that it has taken him this long to come for his head simply shows that the old fool has grown softĀ .
stillĀ ,Ā heās curious to hear what vader has to offer to him besides advantagesĀ .Ā such pomp and trinkets that maul can easily achieve on his ownĀ ---Ā the once sith who survived being cut in half and rotting on lotor minor for twenty yearsĀ ---Ā he wants more than advantageĀ ,Ā he wants the difficultĀ /Ā the improbableĀ .Ā HE WANTS HIS OLD MASTERS HEADĀ .
baring his teeth in a mockery of a smileĀ ,Ā eyes slit in reminiscence of a loth catĀ .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā orĀ ,Ā has your master instructed you here for services he knows i can only doĀ ?Ā Ā āĀ Ā teetering on the edge of their sanityĀ ,Ā vader remains a puppet of sidious and maul froths at the mouth to exact his vengeance on a man who stripped him of everythingĀ ---Ā Ā
the innocentĀ ,Ā young zabrak looking out a port window onto mustafarās rough terrain flicks through his conscience momentarily only to be squashedĀ ,Ā rend to piecesĀ .Ā Ā
it will be dangerousĀ ,Ā but all maul knows is the ever present phantom pain of all the things he has doneĀ .
āĀ Ā tell me what you seekĀ ,Ā sithĀ ,Ā and i will see if itās worthy of my timeĀ .Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā Ā donāt listen to r - twoĀ ,Ā theyāre just miffed that anakin wonāt let them come alongĀ ,Ā Ā āĀ Ā to think that ahsoka would have to appeal to the ego of the droidĀ ,Ā but itās better than having them sulk later onĀ .Ā she briefly glimpses to the little droid accompanying herĀ ,Ā a tiny smile curling her lipsĀ .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā i think youāll do absolutely fineĀ ,Ā bb - eightĀ .Ā Ā āĀ Ā /Ā Ā @kerflooey .
KERFLOOEY.
Ā ā Positively horrifying! ā
He cheers him on, very, very carefully grabbing The Spiked Thunderstorm and setting it aside. It will need some ironing, to be at its most horrific. Come think, the Normal Spikes and Matte could use a little fluffing up as well ā to cause a terrible impression. Ā Wrinkles arenāt very evil overlord-y. Nor are unpolished boots, now that heās noticing them.Ā Ā Ā ā But, erm, sir? Why donāt you go check on the brain bots for a quick moment, leave me your boots, sir, and Iāll have them ready to look appalling ā
āĀ Ā perfectĀ ,Ā minionĀ ,Ā this will be our best kidnapping yet !Ā Ā āĀ Ā arms are thrown up in tune with exclamationĀ ,Ā a little bit of excitement proving to resuscitate any somber moodĀ .
minion neednāt ask him twice and heās making his way through the evil lairĀ ,Ā checking that the brain bots havenāt eaten his plans or swallowed too many wrenchesĀ .Ā undoubtedly this will prove to be a goodĀ ---Ā noĀ ,Ā horribleĀ ---Ā day for themĀ .Ā megamind can feel it in his bigĀ ,Ā lovely blue head that everythingĀ ,Ā for onceĀ ,Ā will go according to planĀ .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā minionĀ ,Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā briefly peeking around the cornerĀ ,Ā a brain bot tucked under his arm pitĀ ,Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā will you do the honors of setting out ms . ritchieās designated chairĀ ,Ā then everything will be completeĀ .Ā ohĀ ,Ā my lovely fish fiendĀ ,Ā this is going to be badly goodĀ !Ā Ā Ā ā
ARTERYROOT.
allyson imagines digging lithe fingers into the holes of his mask, the black of his eyes, digging until sheās got blood down to her wrists. she can taste blood in her mouth when she opens her eyes and has to look back at him and it makes her head spin, fingers trembling as she feels her lower lip tremble and her eyes sting. she doesnāt want to cry in front of him but she feels herself unraveling anyway; the throb of her torn knee and her head, the sting of the cuts on her knuckles only serving to bring her back down from the adrenaline-induced haze from earlier. michaelās the only person who can ground her but he wonāt do it, and she starts rocking herself back and forth on the couch beside him. her fingers cover her ears as she heaves, struggling for air that doesnāt come.Ā
then she thinks of cameron. his dead eyes looking back at her.Ā
her eyes close as she shakes her head, blunt nails digging into her damp scalp.Ā sheās a myers and strode ā- she has to made of stronger stuff than this. but she doesnāt think she can take it.Ā she cries openly, meeting his gaze.
ākill me,ā she says without thinking of it, wiping at the snot from her nose with the back of her hand.Ā āi donāt know what you want from me, michael. i donāt. are you waiting for the right moment?Ā you should just get it over with.Ā get it over with, and do it.Ā because itās what i deserve.āĀ Ā
she keeps rocking herself back and forth, back and forth, fingers digging into her ears.
āi killed him, michael. i told myself iād never be like ā like grandmother āā but itās even worse.Ā iām just like you. i used to have nightmares, nightmares about you. all the time. and iām just like you. iām just like you.ā
the shape doesnāt understand her emotional displayĀ ,Ā only further tilts his head as dead gaze assesses the wisp of a girl sat next to himĀ .Ā allyson feels empathy nowĀ ,Ā feels horrible about butchering another human beingĀ ---Ā yet she forgets that same individual snatched her up and brought her to the myersā house without her knowing the wiserĀ .Ā how can she feel anything at all knowing thatĀ that boy sold her outĀ ,Ā sold him outĀ .
allyson cries and criesĀ ,Ā and sympathizes all the while he weathers it outĀ .Ā michael could leave her sitting thereĀ ,Ā leave until sheās gotten a handle on herselfĀ ,Ā but sheād lock him out out of spiteĀ .Ā stupidĀ ,Ā considering heād just break in anywayĀ .
she turns to himĀ ,Ā spewing nothing but nonsense and words that mean nothing to himĀ .Ā have no affect on him besides the straightening of his backĀ ,Ā and a distant gazeĀ .
iām just like youĀ .Ā Ā
thatās the pointĀ ,Ā inevitablyĀ ,Ā isnāt itĀ ?Ā turning allyson against everyoneĀ ,Ā molding her into a perfect puppet to fill the void where his sister was supposed to beĀ ?Ā her pleas for death meet ignoring earsĀ ;Ā for once the boogeyman is perfectly content not doing thatĀ .Ā when she furthers discontinues her cryingĀ ,Ā muddy ,Ā booted feet take him away from the couchĀ .Ā his feet thumping noisily as michael finds himself in her bedroomĀ ,Ā only to grab what he requires and make a just as noisy reappearanceĀ .
throwing the comforter at herĀ ,Ā he signsĀ ---Ā Ā enoughĀ ---Ā at her before resuming his position on the couchĀ .Ā for onceĀ ,Ā the shape is filled with fatigueĀ ;Ā not from his night time exploitsĀ ,Ā but the fact that his nieceās insistent cryingĀ .Ā morbidly ,Ā michael thinksĀ ,Ā this is what will officially kill himĀ .
yāall ever look at uni and go wtf is this bc thatās where iāve been
that scene in it: 2 where the losers surround ppwise and call them a motherfucking clown is yāall @ me but also yāall @ me for making a ppwise blog
TIMEFADE.
how does she keep ending up in these situationsĀ ?Ā somewhere during the past two years ann had become a beacon for trouble Ā -Ā almost makes her want to return to middle school where the worst issue was being outcasted and teased for her untraditional looksĀ .Ā at least there was silence back then Ā .Ā pen stops on notebook as she turns to give him a little scowlĀ .
āĀ Ā iām studyingĀ .Ā Ā āĀ Ā between schoolĀ ,Ā workĀ ,Ā phantom thievesĀ ,Ā and nowĀ ā¦Ā whatever this isĀ ,Ā thereās too much stress on her shoulders Ā .Ā Ā ā Ā Ā play solo mode or onlineĀ -Ā actually donāt play onlineĀ .Ā Ā ā Ā Ā
pesky little things humans areĀ ,Ā but he endures for two thingsĀ :Ā the brutality they exhibit towards one another and the applesĀ ---Ā mostly the applesĀ .
ryuk devours the rest of the appleĀ ,Ā core and allĀ ,Ā before focusing yellow eyes on the notebook sat atop her deskĀ .Ā so easily she writes in this oneĀ ,Ā but she wonāt even take a peek at the better one heās offeredĀ .Ā not that heās saying SHE SHOULD kill other humansĀ ,Ā eventually howeverĀ ,Ā sheāll have to do somethingĀ .Ā Ā āĀ Ā whatĀ ?Ā afraid iāll beat your high score or somethināĀ .Ā Ā āĀ Ā with ease his body begins to floatĀ ,Ā floats above the tiny human to take a closer look at whats occupying her from entertaining himĀ .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā do you humans always have to studyĀ ?Ā sounds pretty boringĀ .Ā bet mario golf would be betterĀ .Ā Ā ā
so iām trying contacts for the first time so that when i go on vacation and into water i can...ya know... fucking see and iām screaming this is so disorienting how do yāall do THIS
WARJOURNAL.
āi guess i wonāt.ā he flashes him a smirk, crooked and boyish and probably a little stupid, too, when he catches one of curtisā smart hands reaching for his food. turnaboutās fair play and all of that, and frankās sure as fuck worked up an appetite. aināt complaining anytime soon. he tops off their coffees with whatās left in the pot and flashes a smile at the waitress when she comes to replace the pot that frankās disproportionately drank.Ā
frank stipples his fingers, looking from the humidity fogged window at the overcast outside and the ebb and flow of the streets, glances at curtis under the brim of his yankees cap.Ā itās hard to hide his fondness around curtis, especially now that theyāve been talking again, now that theyāre like this again.Ā easy like they used to be.Ā it warms him up in the air conditioned chill of the diner when it shouldnāt, but these past few months have been an adventure in self-discovery and not bothering to deny his true nature. therein is a future, somewhere, with curtis hoyle in it. somehow. he canāt deny that and frankās already long decided that he wonāt.Ā
āi appreciate this. iām all jacked up on energy drinks and coffee and i havenāt slept,ā that confession slips before he can stop it and frank clears some of the roughness out of his throat to keep on, squinting at curtis.Ā āshit.Ā i mean i ā- appreciate you. cominā here. with me. even though youāll definitely be late to work.ā
heās played this game with frank enough times to know thatĀ ,Ā in the endĀ ,Ā heās more bark than biteĀ .Ā though maybe thatās just because itās frank and himĀ ,Ā thereās no discernible reason to need to be anything else but their selvesĀ .Ā in a world where nobody wants to be themselves anymoreĀ ,Ā itās refreshing to just existĀ .Ā even if it means curtis has to deal with a ravenous frank mooching off of his plateĀ .Ā it wonāt be the last timeĀ ,Ā he reminds himselfĀ ,Ā so he goes with the flowĀ .Ā but that doesnāt mean he doesnāt snatch another piece of bacon just for future compensation for future eaten mealsĀ .
āĀ Ā ------Ā iām sure the guys will appreciate sleepinā inĀ .Ā they donāt have many days like thatĀ ,Ā Ā āĀ Ā because thatās what curtis is good at rightĀ ,Ā witnessing the disparities in people and trying with the best of his abilities to help them recover some form of normalcyĀ .Ā curtis knows that he wonāt be able to help everyoneĀ ,Ā and knows that sometimes people donāt want help and he can respect thatĀ ,Ā but itās the stubborn optimist in him that gives him his marching ordersĀ .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā besidesĀ ,Ā somebodyās gotta make sure you donāt choke yourself on all those pancakes stuck in your mouthĀ .Ā Ā ā
itās a gentle teaseĀ .Ā some poking fun back and forth to get that normalcy he was talking aboutĀ .Ā alsoĀ ,Ā can he not just have a day with a good friend of hisĀ ?Ā does he always have to make up some type of excuse to just go and doĀ ?Ā itās been a rough couple of monthsĀ ,Ā even curtis is willing to admit that heās ready to draw the white flag and get over itĀ .
āĀ Ā all you gotta do is askĀ ,Ā frankĀ .Ā weāre friendsĀ .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā a breathĀ ,Ā he taps fingertips against warmed mug of coffeeĀ .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā remember thatĀ .Ā Ā ā
SONGDREAMT.
Ā Ā Ā she absolutely does roll her eyes. fondly, of course. then she slides a hand into the crook of her husbandās elbow and gently leads him onward.Ā
Ā Ā Ā stuffy as the companyātheir own beloved familyāmay be, they donāt get all dressed up or go out on the town often enough anymore. a part of her hasĀ missed this. even if she and hades donāt always (read: hardly ever) see eye to eye with those up on the mountain.
Ā Ā Ā Ā āsorry, darlinā,ā persephone grins and squeezes his arm encouragingly.Ā āif i gotta trudge through all the pomp anā circumstance, then so do you, unfortunately. cāmon, now. the sooner we get through this, the sooner we can go on home.ā
hades softens further at her touchĀ ,Ā all trace of fight draining from his body as he follows alongĀ ,Ā even if it remains ever obvious that heās not happy with this whole situationĀ .Ā heās tempted to try and further persuade her away from this nonsenseĀ ,Ā offer to go absolutely anywhere else with her if it just meant the two of themĀ .Ā reallyĀ ,Ā who even goes to family reunions anymoreĀ ? even ifĀ ,Ā technicallyĀ ,Ā said family reunion only happens every century or soĀ .Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā iām quite sure theyād enjoy your company more than MINEĀ .Ā Ā ā
he doesnāt mindĀ ,Ā he never hasĀ .Ā it is preferable to the fake exclamations of gods and goddesses alike missing himĀ .Ā nobody ever implored death to come soonerĀ ,Ā thus his obvious disbelief in such thingsĀ .Ā but hades endures for herĀ ---Ā always hasĀ .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā iāll be fine by myself if you wish to speak with the othersĀ .Ā Ā āĀ Ā and hades awaits the scrunch of her browsĀ ,Ā the pursing of her lipsĀ ;Ā does she not understand how easily she captures his heart again and againĀ .Ā releasing her armĀ ,Ā he gently raises her knuckles to his lipsĀ ,Ā graces them with affection as dark eyes capture her own gazeĀ .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā enjoy yourselfĀ ,Ā my loveĀ ,Ā you neednāt be stuck with my stuffiness all nightĀ .Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā back in one pieceĀ ?Ā Ā āĀ Ā the cursory glance over luke lets lando know that he isĀ ,Ā but it wouldnāt be the first time these resistance fighters tried to walk an injury or two offĀ .Ā he falls into step by himĀ ,Ā going to who knows whereĀ ,Ā and indulges in the pseudo-quiet theyāre grantedĀ .Ā Ā āĀ Ā the otherās were lookinā for youĀ .Ā toldĀ āem iād keep an eye on youĀ ,Ā make sure you donāt get yourself into too much troubleĀ .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā /Ā @skywclker .
itās 2 am and my eyes r burning but i want yāall to know that ahsoka absolutely misses anakin when she leaves the jedi order and is heartbroken when she finds out that heās d.arth v.ader
WALKSKIES.
why.
the simplest, most obvious question, and yet the one that he cannotāwill not, must not allow himself to answer.
what do you hope to gain.
she would never break if he turned her over to his master. he knows that too well. he knows her too well. she would not turn, would not supplicate herself before the sith as an inquisitor. she would not betray the living jedi or her insurgent allies. she would be strong, stronger than him, and she would die by his hand.
he had seen death spelled out by the force and he had taken another path. for an enemy, yes, a rebel, a rogue jedi, a threat, a targetā
for ahsoka.
he had saved her. he had stopped her from dying.
ābecause i am a fool,ā he says; he can give her no plainer answer than thatāother than, perhaps, because i am weak. hearing the strain in his own voice isāunpleasant. for all he had cursed the suit and mask in the years heād been confined to it, heās more keenly aware now than ever how much he relies on it, on the metaphorical mask of the vocabulator and affected diction hiding his voice and speech patterns as much as the literal one concealing his expressions.
the thought that his master will kill him if he suspects his insincerity is a dispassionate one by comparison. what secrets he has still managed to keep, those scarce few that were directly against his masterās wishesāall could damn him. all could have already damned him. perhaps his master is aware of everything, simply biding his time, allowing himself to be entertained by events as they unfold before he strikes decisively the moment vader no longer serves a purpose to him. vader has lived every moment of his ill-begotten life since his rebirth in the fire of mustafar awaiting death and does not fear it. not his own.
this is altogether the most reckless thing he has done in a very long time, but certainly she could say the same of her own actions.
i wonāt leave you. sentiment that should be sickening. thought sheād still kept up at least a pretense of fighting back until heād disarmed her, there had been no conviction in it from the moment sheād spoken that name. weak. pathetic. and yet heād still saved her life.
āperhaps not as foolish as you were in losing your resolve.ā he crosses his arms over his chest, prompting an audible whirr of complaint from the servos in his prostheses as he forces them to action despite their suboptimal function. the drained power to them is serving its purpose, at leastāaccording to the readout scrolling across his intact lens, the most critical systems are not in any danger of failure.
āclearly you did not take the jediās warnings against attachment to heart.ā
because i am a fool.
she wants to laugh at thatĀ ;Ā laugh at the absurdity of the notion of darth vader being foolishĀ .Ā the fear he has caused throughout the galaxy would only match the absurdity of his claimĀ .Ā how can such a frightening man be foolishĀ ?Ā ahsoka knows nowĀ ,Ā knows itās the case because it is her old master under the disconcerting suitĀ .Ā a man who wore his bleeding heart so obviously on his sleeve despite the precautions of such an actionĀ ---Ā that man was a foolĀ ,Ā but one she understoodĀ .
yet it is too easy to call it a moment of weaknessĀ ,Ā though ahsoka dare not refer to it as suchĀ ,Ā thereās more to this turn of eventsĀ ,Ā but even she is unsure of where any of this will lead themĀ .Ā she expected to die in that templeĀ ,Ā fighting with her last bit of strength till they both were free from the constraints of their existenceĀ .
ahsoka should have known better than to think her old master so easily defeatedĀ .Ā it seems his stubbornness translates into this existence as wellĀ .
smiling something bitterĀ ,Ā ahsoka gives him the satisfaction of her full attention when she speaksĀ .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā and you have forgotten that i am no jediĀ ---Ā Ā āĀ Ā would she have left if she knew that this would be the future they both would be forced into livingĀ ?Ā it is a ā WHAT IF ā that sheās too afraid to confrontĀ .
āĀ Ā youĀ ,Ā of allĀ ,Ā would know attachment better than iĀ .Ā maybe you still doĀ .Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā there is no hesitancy in speaking the truthĀ .Ā he cannot intimidate her into a wordless stuporĀ ,Ā nor expect that ahsoka would allow him the opportunity in the first placeĀ .Ā she is aware of the silence and tension that her words have broughtĀ ,Ā but she holds her ground nonethelessĀ .Ā just because she is weaponless means nothingĀ ---Ā her words are just as deadlyĀ ,Ā if not worseĀ ,Ā and she has so much that she wishes to say to himĀ .
she is angry and hurtĀ ,Ā and sadĀ .Ā it seems such a simple word for the melancholy that tugs at her heartĀ ,Ā that surety that everything has all been for naughtĀ .Ā were they always destined to stand against each otherĀ ?Ā Ā
did the force not think it cruel to put them in this position in the first placeĀ ?
forcing her gaze to settle on the middle of his chestĀ ---Ā anywhere but at the flesh that betrays his humanity beneathĀ ---Ā she wonders if this is what true suffering isĀ .Ā Ā āĀ Ā there would be nothing left otherwiseĀ ---Ā without itĀ .Ā Ā āĀ Ā without the reassurance of another beingĀ ;Ā the inevitable validation that one is aliveĀ ,Ā but also the subsequent pain that comes withĀ .Ā he speaks of her attachment as if itās sillyĀ ,Ā a childās game thatās gone too farĀ ,Ā but he has played the game just as she hasĀ .Ā he simply got hurtĀ ,Ā then refused to tend to the festering wound that consumed him in retaliationĀ .
maybe her emotions betray herĀ ,Ā but better than the possibility of becoming a walking ghostĀ .Ā so much has already been lostĀ ;Ā the past sequestered away as if it means little to its participants ,Ā maybe she is ready to confront the skeletons in her closetĀ ,Ā even if it means at her own demiseĀ .