★ im nonbinary/genderfluid (they/them primarily but also appreciates he/him)
★this blog is multi fandom, all kinds of art, random shit and just posts abt myself AND MY OWN ART
★check my archive for tags im messy and lazy asf :3
★you can spam like my blog! anytime!! i spam like a lot and if we become mutuals you'll probably see me a lot
★I love to talk abt myself in 3rd person a lot and I loveeee to draw my many sonas and just drawing myself I 💙 making me characters it's so fun
💥GINGER ROOT FANS HMU PLZ WE LOVE GINGER ROOT IN THIS HOUSEEEEE💥
I post pictures of myself here and usually put a warning on all of them but plz no reblogs/reposts unless you ask 1st!!!
i also have an instagram now ❗@sillaymiki on instagram add me if you want teehee
and a bluesky too 😼😼😼https://bsky.app/profile/sillymiki.bsky.social
more random shit abt me under tha cut 😛😛
★MUSIC I LIKE:
my top favorite band forever and ever is ginger root,, other bands i like are car seat headrest, hers, echo and the bunnymen, tally hall, system of a down, the cure, lamp, panchiko, boy pablo, Kali uchis, the Maria's, deathbrain, thundercat, Depeche mode, Gorillaz
ask for anymore bc theres literally so much hehe🤤
★TV/MOVIES:
fave movies: Scott Pilgrim vs the world, Donnie Darko, the wedding singer, who framed Roger rabbit, interstella 5555, Jojo rabbit, back to the future 2, Scooby Doo and the witch's ghost, Ferris buellers day off, late night with the devil, dokyuusei (classmates), the Spongebob SquarePants movie, South park: bigger longer and uncut, super Mario bros the great mission to rescue princess peach, my little pony equestria girls rainbow rocks, Igor, the neverending story, andddd definitely more but I can't think of them rn
fave tv shows: home movies, moral Orel, regular show, bobs burgers, gravity falls, osomatsu San, dragon ball, bee and puppycat, Scooby Doo (top 3 are where are you, mystery incorporated, new Scooby Doo movies), invader Zim, smiling friends,south park, futurama, Spongebob SquarePants, it's always sunny in Philadelphia, sailor moon, scott Pilgrim takes off, Inuyasha, the marvelous misadventures of flapjack, check it out with Dr Steve Brule, panty and stocking with garterbelt, again much more but I literally can't list everything I love it's so so much
ermmmm this is it for rn but i will be adding to this I just really really wanna post it already lmao this has been a draft/wip for SO long
part of being an adult is figuring out what eveyone else's definition of "going crazy" is. to you it is not sleeping for 60 hours, writing 80k words in one sitting and expiriencing enough anxiety to kill a horse. to beth from accounting its buying a ticket to Columbus, Ohio. and to your friend its consuming so much ketamine you lose all of your posessions and wake up with five broken bones in a ditch somewhere and then proceeding to do it again the next day. to your other friend its writing a letter to their favourite actress about how much they appreciate her work. to your neighbour its laughing loudly in a grocery store whilst in pajamas. maya from uni hears the voice of her dead father making jokes with no punchlines and she considers that to be quite normal - to her going crazy would be hearing her husband instead. your downstairs neighbour will take night walks naked sometimes and claim there is nothing weird about him. there are literally no rules to life and all meaning is in the eye of the beholder.
I debated giving them their light world designs just to be silly but considering over half of them are Darkners I think it woulda felt a bit disjointed. Maybe later tho if I have the time!
Original meme is by soup-erb or @its_soup on twitter!
hhhiii guyzz im gunna give spoilers for my oc if I ever actually release the story how it's meant to be ermrmrmrmmmmmmmm bug spoilers but plz read it if you dont care too much coz we might never actually see it play out ok bye (warning for suicide and death and sad sad story stuff ik I don't wanna give spoilers but I feel like I should give a warning)
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I DON'T WANT HIM TO DIE I FEEL SO MATERNAL ALMOST TO HIM RN I WANNA SAVE HIM BUT LIKE I MADE THE FUCKING STOTYEERYYYYY
also also also WHY tf was 14 year old me cooking so hard at the plot and not at all the character now I gave him backstory and actual character and also better design I'm like in lesbians with him bc he's kinda just like me fr and he didnt deserve this and to die the way he does basically he goes fucking crazy and either kills himself or fucking rots to death in an old spooky house the original story was the rotting and dying but I'm considering the suicide route instead bc it makes sense for the character aaanahggghhhggggggghhvv
he s so weak and sad ofc hed kill himself but I just CAMT do it to him aaagggggghhi
also I say the original ending was the decaying thing but when I 1st made up this story (3YEARS AGO BTW) there was multiple endings???? I couldn't decide lmao also it wasnt really abt the ending it was more abt the fucking torture he went thru inside the scary house ummmm that's also why he had NO FUCKING CHARACTER AT ALL bc I legit didn't care i was just like lemme make a dude who goes fucking crazy in this scary ass house ummmmm great story all done but now I'm actually thinking abt it and him just dying due to his body literally failing is like good bc he's going insane and he isn't really thinking of things like taking care of himself anymore but also the killing himself thing is really good bc he's getting weak and wants to end the suffering and needs to escape that fucking house and all the crazy shit that's happened also if I go that way then I'll probably like foreshadow it earlier on like him thinking abt if he died he could experience all the dreams and great stuff you can't do as a human and yk he's a dreamer and an imaginative guy so he has all these great ideas of the afterlife and he's also already sad and miserable in his life so like it would just make sense yk idkkkkkkkkkkjbbb
also he wouldn't be all sad abt it in the beginning when he's thinking of death it would just be a normal thought he be like 'imagine if I died from whatever and the afterlife was like all magical and I can do whatever I want and make my art and be alone without anybody thinking Im crazy and weird' bc that's his main problem in life and he wouldn't have to be cautious and logical he could just be peaceful
ummmmm also he thinks of this quite fond and kinda looks forward to it????? not looks forward butblike he's thinking of it nice and kinda daydreams abt it until he's like woah this is kinda weird to think this but he can't help but think abt it a lot
like thats good storytelling right????????? idk but I think that's a good idea and pretty realistic as sum1 who's genuinely thought things like that b4 um yes but he's not actually suicidal he just doesn't wanna live (LMAO THAT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE)
I wasnt expecting this to be so long and so sad but I genuinely just typed everything I thought rn and kinda just thinking of stuff on the way nobody has to tell me their thoughts you can if you want tho I will probably tell people irl abt these ideas too I just haven't really had much time to talk abt him recently and my mind has been NONSTOP abt this story and Marcel
For a little I felt like we missed Clark’s spiral and that’s why the change felt so sudden but in the same scene that Clark shows this “sudden” violent part of himself he says ‘I don’t want to change’.
Clark has always been like this. We saw his extreme anger at the start of the movie. His disregard for those around him with how he speaks to and about them. The implied breaking of the glass was that he threw it, not knocked it over.
I was expecting a spiral but he didn’t need one. He was already there.
remembering my tally hall phase when i was 11 and how I made clay figures of each member and left them in the sun??? They all like. Exploded. I think I held a funeral and lost all other memories of that day due to it.
Tally Hall Fact!: This is because clay is fundamentally incompatible with Tally Hall. The minerals in clay have a distaste for Tally Hall and will attempt to avoid configurations that result in Tally Hall structures, causing internal stress from deformation resulting in the aforementioned explosion.
