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I'm not quite happy with it, but I never will be. Enjoy!
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your doctor tells you to do something and you look him up and it's directly related to what he was doing research on like 10 years ago. okay. i guess my treatment is about your little hobbies 🙄
i think my miserliness might actually be kind of a serious problem and if I need therapy for anything it's probably that
Maybe we can strip away the jargon for a second and get to the core of things.
Remember a time you felt pain. There is something visceral in the feeling of pain. The thought that pain is bad seems so entirely natural to it; the idea flows right out of the nature of pain. To grasp the badness of pain is in some sense to grasp entirely what it is. When we suffer humiliation we just as readily think what is happening to us is a kind of badness. But there's something more substantive behind this: it is not as though we think the humiliation is bad entirely because it feels so wretched. Instead we regard it as fitting that we're treated a certain kind of way.
Of course we do not feel it when other people feel pain. Some of us are better at empathizing than others, but I don't think the kind of empathy where we're just immediately spurred to feel what the people around us feel is necessary. But someone who callously inflicts pain upon others because they—the person doing all the pushing and shoving for a laugh—don't feel that pain has something wrong with them. It is not that they have moral obligations in light of their conscience or fellow-feeling. They have no conscience, no fellow-feeling. What seems more plausible is they're failing to recognize their duties and obligations and so on. In some sense they are failing to treat something real—pain in others—as real. And if they do in some vague sense understand this, then it's in a rather abstract way. It's not a complete grasp of what pain is like in the distinctive experience of having it yourself. They are failing to understand something about what they're doing.
There are all sorts of ways we need to temper this. But people sometimes feel very impressed with themselves for looking out at all of the different codes of morality and conduct and thinking there's really nothing to it. There's nothing really deeper, one might say, than the fact that I feel empathy for these things and not these others things. On the other hand, it's not that we don't want to be changed so that our complex representations of other people's suffering become more narrow. It's that we think we shouldn't. Think about the bully above. Someone like that just isn't calibrated the right way. There is something we think quite worthy of blame in being so completely unable to get the world right. We regard callousness and wrathfulness as vices that we have to guard against, so that our circle of concern doesn't winnow too much.
There is something it's like to spend your life in a cramped, crowded box. There is something it's like to feel the constant drone of stress of a lack of privacy or space to roam. There is something it's like to have the constant smell of shit drowning your nostrils. There is something it's like to have no meaningful stimulation for your brain even if it's not a very sophisticated organ. Maybe these things just give away badness in the same way personal pain does. There's no arguing with it any more than there's arguing with pain. Maybe it's just in virtue of something more basic—pain itself, boredom, something else. But grasping what it's like seems to just be grasping that it is bad.
And we subject animals to this kind of treatment all the time. It seems difficult to see why this suffering would be any less real. We can say "Oh I don't care, morality isn't real" or "It's fine because I don't actually feel empathy for them." But you seem to really be failing to get something about the world. At very least the idea that empathy is somehow really fundamentally about you and how you feel seems like a deep misapprehension. Like there's something just deeply unimpressive about these statements. And sometimes I can't tell if people are joking when they say them. It really just seems like a bunch of bullshit people say when the going gets tough.
I sometimes feel like I have a really good life going for me. There are people I love a lot who also love me a lot. My research is going in a really promising direction and I feel like others in the department have been gassing me up and saying there's something really good here. I'm starting to see that I'm putting a few things together in a way that allows me to do really original research. The novel is coming and going. It's hard to figure out what to do with it sometimes, but it's quite pretty without being empty, I think. I have been a lot cleaner and more organized. And if I get the grant, I won't have to be horribly worried about funding.
Like there's this narrative I see forming that high ranking professors are plagiarizing material all the time and I just don't think that's true! A lot of these people do just work really hard and are very clever, very gifted people. Do brilliant people sometimes throw away their lives on problems that aren't that interesting or fruitful; on research programs that are boring or uninspired; on methodological tools that are ultimately going nowhere productive? Yes. Are there non-merit tracking social facts that lead to some people occupying these positions rather than others? Yes. But I just don't think, at least in the fields that I have experience in, that plagiarism is a hugely widespread problem. It is taken deeply seriously in the rare cases that are caught. So I just think it's a bit dishonest to frame it that way. I mean it's purely anecdotal but I can't shake the feeling that we're spinning a narrative without a clear picture of the facts. I think a lot of people on tumblr just kind of assume that everyone's a fraud because of, well, ressentiment.
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at least the tumblr rationalists are kind of like... normal guys. they believe in normal guy-ism to an extent. that's nice. i miss normal guy-ism.
Another quick remark: usually when a department has one of the Big Two scandal types (plagiarism and sexual misconduct) what happens is someone files a report, there's an investigation, and someone is quietly fired. (However, this usually takes a few months). I have watched this happen in a sexual misconduct case. It does seem like the departments and people involved can make the problem much worse for themselves when they try to brush it under the rug. If you fail to fire someone who is sexually harassing students, then the harassed students will inevitably go public in order to get some justice. The publicity route is much more confrontational and invasive than the academic process. In that sense, universities and their constituting departments should have rather strong incentives to investigate concerns and carry out disciplinary actions before they get to that point. Administrators, in other words, can make their jobs easier by actually doing their jobs.
My sense is that plagiarism in philosophy is considered a very serious offense. If you were found to have plagiarized your dissertation, there is a very strong chance you would have your degree revoked. Findings of plagiarism in published papers would seriously hurt your chances of career advancement. I also have the sense that it is incredibly rare and, in most fields, very easily caught. Maybe because philosophy is just a lot of writing and it's really hard to hide if you've plagiarized another person's writing. People can also be incredibly vigilant about this because they want credit and subfields are small. Everyone knows everyone, so it's easy to find anyone who's ripping off your work.
Being a graduate student is a little weird, at least in sufficiently selective fields at major institutions, etc. People from all over the world apply and it's only a handful who get in, which means a lot of people are moving huge distances without much of a support network (maybe they bring a partner along.) So the natural thing is for all of these people to be friends with each other, or at least vague acquaintances. And then you're all in classes together, but it's much smaller and more intimate than other classes. But you're also coworkers as well: you're all doing research and TAing for the university and most of the time you share an office. As a result I feel like we end up with this weird blending of work, classmate, and friend status that make upholding "professionalism" between graduate students a kind of Herculean (or maybe just Quixotic) task. And I suspect that just means a lot of grad students are going to have really weird intuitions about what it's okay to say to a colleague, etc. At least, it means that discussions in the department office feel much different from a work office downtown.
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i think some of the replies are maybe underestimating the number of people who have killed themselves on the basis of academic failure 🤷♀️
i do feel like "don't have kids" is completely fair to treat as a blockable offense sorry
The whole Jason Arday chronicle is really quite sad. Many in the know seem to think the evidence of plagiarism is quite strong, but I really think it was bad that this was made such a public spectacle. If this weren't a global news story maybe this guy would still be alive. I am reminded of the online backlash discourse of the 2010s that presents this need for restraint that we're unlikely to get: you should be able to criticize someone for doing something wrong, but tens of thousands of people hounding you with criticism is completely destructive to the psychological well-being of just about anyone. The institutional safeguards should have prevented anything like this from happening and people should have perhaps kept more of their criticism private and let the investigative process go to work. Just a lot of really unfortunate layers of social failure. Really tragic.
Like I remember reading a post by someone on tumblr who recalled seeing a little kid making faces at people on the train. The child's mother told them to knock it off. And the poster was like "Oh my god, it was so sad to see someone be forced to lose their childlike spirit and whimsy like that." And I just don't feel that way! Their mother should tell them to knock it off. You should be told to be courteous to other people. It's moral development!
I just like think we're working with a really hypertrophied sense of autonomy here and a kind of naive idealization of the subject before it is "molded" or "corrupted" by society. We are not born, but rather become agents. Cultivation, good judgment, a basic sense of the world—these are the kind of things needed to be a participant in the deciding of what you do. It is not as though we come into being fully formed. We are not perfect just the way we are and then taken from that state of perfect grace by the demands of society. Society is what shapes you into an agent and gives you the necessary scaffolding to be an eccentric individual. It is good to be forced to learn how to read. It is good to be forced to understand the respect and courtesy that living among other people demands of you. And we in some sense have to be forced to understand these things at a young age.
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