A Wolf in Sheep's clothing.
A concept that all of life, is all too familiar with. Something turning out to be other than what it had seem to be. A innocent loving sheep on the outside, but a hungry wolf awaits.
Betrayal. Trickery. Lessons.
Life at this point, has reached such a... blunt confusion. I went on a marry little adventure with a beautiful girl, and now I am back where I was just before that. An adventure, I will never forget. I love her, so much. Not our potential, but you.
So what to do now? Well, for now... maintain. Everyday is a struggle with sanity. The same thing, everyday. The same thoughts, everyday. The pain only grows worse by the day. I'm sure there will be a peak of absolute agony and misery, but then I shall recover. Until then, I suffer. I embrace and absorb all of this negative karma coming my way. The pain I have caused others, shall fall upon me, as it should.
The only thing to do is to maintain fitness, sanity, and motivation to continue college. As the cycle goes, a beautiful and intriguing girl and I will cross paths and begin a new adventure. Considering how the cycle has been, I have quite a many months ahead of maintain.
But, always to take advantage of such spare time. Fitness and spiritual practice is a must, everyday. Might as well only improve until you reach the next great struggle.
But... I miss her, every moment of everyday. Brittany, if you ever read this, I'm so sorry. I don't want to live without you. But please, just always remember me.
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