UMM hi sorry for the unannounced hiatus i explained the situation a bit on my twitter but basically last month i had a stroke... physically i am doing well but mentally this took a massive toll on me and i think i had the worst mental health month ive had in literal years like since i was a teenager....
i am back in an IOP program which is frustrating considering i was just discharged for a 3 month PHP/IOP run at the beginning of the year buuut slowly and surely progress is being made, i am being medicated for largely previously ignored symptoms (adhd! every symptom relating to that after my stroke became so unbearable tbh) anyways i am here and art will come back eventually hopefully soon. once i get back into the groove of things i may be opening pay what you can commissions to help me out with the medical bills. despite having primary and secondary health insurance coverage a 3 day stay in the ICU (with meds, CT scans, MRI, etc etc etc) is still going to put me out a couple thousand dollars at best ... but i need to make sure i am able to consistently create before i accept others money. i leave you with the advice please do not ignore anything wrong with your body. if something feels wrong please take it seriously. especially something like a stroke i am young for this sort of thing and i had no preexisting health conditions that normally cause these sorts of things <:3