all of the text in the new vid written down since some of it is hard to see and hard to catch oh my god he’s actually so unwell i’m gonna be sick
“if you find a corner of this world wide web that has any substance at all, then please stick to it. the hundreds of millions of people that place absolutely no value on their(?) time. their precious time, and spend it watching soulless content designed to hold their attention is depressing. this all (impressed? depressed? can’t tell) me. there is so little substance in this mess of a world wide web. so little ? or soul or love. if you find any substance, stick to it.”
just “i want you to be angry” repeated
ran out of space LOLOL left is easy to read, right is “it’s all attention porn, don’t get addicted to it. it’s nothing. it means nothing.” and it seems like there’s un readable text at the top and bottom 🤔
“when i was a boy, alone, this meant everything to me. i found my people. my place. all along the way i was a part of something that really meant something ? is the only good bit of this whatever i did that meant something, that is the only good bit.”
“i can’t watch back my old videos because everyone on them wasn’t who they said they were. do you know how this makes me feel. do you know how sad i have felt all year.”
“how could anyone possibly find out who they are when you are all immersed in the needless, self indulgent spiral of self gratification and distraction. this is not good for you.”
“i don’t think i trust anyone here, i don’t think anyone trusts anyone here.”
“the poor 12 year old watching this sad ass video when he subscribed for funny minecraft videos. poor guy lmao”
“yeah i know it’s too much like bo burnham. won’t be in a year though. in a year it will be like tom simons. let me figure out what that means, OK?”
“i used to feel like i was doing everything wrong. that i just wasn’t smart or good like any of my friends. i realized i was the only one doing the right thing. i just wanted to have fun. what id do to get that back, my god. what id do. to have things be simple again.”
“i just don’t want to slip back into who i was. a year ago i needed you. a year ago most of my self esteem and worth and love came from you. a year ago i wasn’t happy unless you were. i don’t think i can ever do that again. that really was wrong. how did i possibly end up there.”
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