it had been so for a good while now — ever since Donal Noye headed off to die alongside Mag the Mighty in that tunnel, and left Jon in charge of the Wall. from there to becoming the actual lord commander, and now King in the North — the weight and responsibility of decisions had been his alone, and seldom had he had somebody else to go to for advice. which, likely, explained some of the mistakes made… but what could he do? no amount of regret would change the past, and continuing forward was the only option left — for him, for Sansa, for their people. decision was made.
nonetheless, when he was about to point out he didn’t really count as part of Lady Stark’s children —never really had, after all—, Edmure was faster and the bastard couldn’t help a soft smile. the norm was for him to protect others (which he did gladly, to be sure) and not the other way around, and to hear this broken man now speaking of taking care of him was, at the very least, heart-warming. even if it might be an illusion, even if, at the end of the day, it would turn out that war would consume all of them as it had already done to their loved ones. it was nice, to believe in a happier ending if only for a moment or two.
‘ do that, then, my lord — head to Winterfell, and keep Sansa safe. your sister’s daughter. ‘ and the two of them looked more alike than ever, he thought; Lord Tully himself surely wouldn’t need long to notice it. ‘ i’ll stay, in order to secure the dragonglass… and, hopefully, i’ll be able to convince Queen Daenerys to join our cause, in the meanwhile. if not — i will return home as well, and then we’ll plan out next step. ‘
It felt strange to have some sort of purpose in all of this, to have some sort of say in everything that was going on. Edmure had no say for so long. No matter what he said, no matter what he did, everyone always countered against him. Or, he was marrying someone to keep the bond between Stark, Tully, and Frey, only to have that lead to his captivity, his entire family slaughtered. Edmure had no say then, no matter what they taunted him with, no matter what was being said, Edmure had no say. There was nothing he could do on the matter, nothing that would make them give him some lee-way. And then the Dragon Queen came. Her men came, opening cells, releasing prisoners, and hearing their stories. And here he was, standing on the beach with Jon Snow, his brother-by-marriage's bastard. What a funny way to end everything.
Catelyn would not be pleased, he knew. There was little he knew about Jon, asides from what he'd heard from Ned or Robb. There was little he knew about the man before him. Edmure wanted to know him better. Regardless of Catelyn's feelings and reservations towards the man, things were different now. They had to rely on the things that they feared most, the people they turned their backs on. Edmure had to keep his chin high if he was going to help his nieces and nephews.
"When you return back to Winterfell, I wish to know you more." Edmure confused, his toes curling in the sand, feeling the water pulling them away. His back was to the water and it seemed like he wouldn't be able to enjoy it until after the war, until after he was back in Riverrun, back in his rightful home. "I feel as if you're a good man, Jon, and we may not be related by blood, but we have to keep our family close to each other when everyone has so little left."