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[tulogmantika]

was I not worthy of good life

[tulogmantika]

Pretty ng moodboards dito tlga. D2 na lng aq be

[tulogmantika]

TANGINA KINAMUSTA PA EDI MAS LALONG NAG BREAKDOWN 😭

[tulogmantika]

Ayaw nyo sakin? Mabait ako, masunurin, nakapag research na nga ako about you 🥺

[fairycosmos]

the mood swings have been insane lately. one okay productive day costs me two weeks of grief and apathy and anger. hot girls get it 

[onewingedangels]

STRAY (2022) dev. BlueTwelve Studio

[thedankmemes]

[anxietyproblem]

[lustingupon]

[jscuttish]

[tulogmantika]

w0w, i didn’t get to post what happened to me post graduation here.  I wanna pat my teenager self lol. Thank you for staying alive at bad times, you get to experience life even if it’s not long. You have to thank your constants. 

[jaja-boy-deactivated20221102]

[tulogmantika]

AHH IT'S BEEN AWHILE

[tulogmantika]

Kumusta kayo

[vortexsophia-deactivated2022110]

[geekygothgirl]

I don’t know what we did to deserve Mr. Rogers but I’m so glad we had him. 

[wadey-wilson]

waking up in 2020 be like. gotta check what catastrophes, riots and natural disasters i have missed during my 5h sleep

[tulogmantika]

I must write how i feel.

I must write how i feel.

I must write how i feel.

I must write how i feel.

Coz they won't come out of my mouth. Kahit nung sinabi nyang sabihin ko na kung may sasabihin ako. I have a lot to say. It's just my damn brain and damn mouth won't cooperate. I want to talk more pero I only have limited time. I must not be clingy coz I'll get in his way and I must understand him and his circumstances. That's what he sadi. And i respect that. So i should keep my distance. Pero putangina ang lungkot. Putangina hindi ko masabi. Wala akong masabi. Hindi ko masabing masakit. This damn illness is making me the worst person. And he too. I know he's giving up on me soon. Pero okay lng. Kasi ako din nman sumusuko ns sa sarili ko.

When I said I was tired, that I was exhausted, I thought he'll understand my code that i want to die. That I am exhausted in a way your body won't feel. pero ang tanga ko lng kasi hindi ko natandaan na sya pala yung tipo na gusto ay dinidiretso ay hindi paligoy ligoy yung sinasabi. But how can I? When I don't have the means. I'll shut down. And I told him that's okay. I'll make if fine. Really...