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I don't expect anyone to see this, this is just a place I can vent.

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Drunk off that sugar free root beer and vodka again

Yayyyy

Also I love clowns... Like a lot

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Thank you jc penny

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I'll probably kill myself when I'm drunk because I fell the most right when I'm drunk

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Two shots of vodka and a cigarette for dinner today! Doesn't really matter though since I had a big ass lunch. Gotta keep the eating charade up for the boyfriend and all :(

[harmony-seas]

you can go another hour.

you can go another hour.

you can go another hour.

you can go another hour.

you can go another hour.

you can go another hour.

you can go another hour.

you can go another hour.

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Dead ass what's constantly going through my head

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Bruh I didn't eat for 26 hours and now I'm remembering how fucking miserable it is to fast. Got myself a nasty migraine at work. I do feel accomplished though. Proud of myself for being able to resist food! 🔥🔥🔥

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I feel so conflicted because I really want to stop eating, but I really want to gain muscles. It's just a lose lose. I'll never be happy with how I look or how much I eat

[thesmallestplanet]

Non-disordered people find out you're struggling and suddenly want to mention how little they eat and how many meals they skip

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They're dead ass disordered too but just refuse to accept it

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Having the sugar free redbull to cancel out the calories from vodka... It ok though my breakfast and lunch is black coffee.