Blade Runner posting era

Tupik or Anthony ☆ it/null/thing/void/neon (NO they/them) ☆ 18 ☆ transnil agender man, aroace, nonhuman ☆ artist + casual writer ☆ Russian ☆ system ☆ professional Vivilly hater ☆ top Linkin Park listener ♡⁠

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

I have no idea what I'm doing btw I've never used Tumblr before so I'm just kinda like a lost cat in here I figured things out and I like it here

This blog is mainly me talking in more depth about media I like

I rarely ever involve myself in fandoms, I just kinda post about the content, but feel free to talk to me about whatever fandom I post in.

I will make this look okay later

BLADE RUNNER MEDIA 'ARCHIVE'

UPDATE POST FOR THE ARCHIVE

°₊⊹ My usual nickname is Tupik, but my actual name is Anthony! Feel free to call me either, I don't have a preference for which one you use. NO other nicknames though.

°₊⊹ Pronouns : it/its/itself or null/void/neon

°₊⊹ Gender : trans male + agender

°₊⊹ Orientation : aromantic + asexual + gay

I am also nonhuman. More about my queer identity is in my queer blog @trans-male-struggler , As well as here : https://pronouns.cc/@Pieces_of_stars

I am from Russia and this school year I'm starting university. I talk more about living in Russia here > @is-putin-dead-yet-question

As for interests, I love space, owls, aviation, math and physics, geography and psychology. I'm studying to become a meteorologist and in the future hope to become a pilot. I heavily suspect that I have ADHD, depression, a dissociative disorder and chronic fatigue.

Edit: my url WILL change

Edit 2 : I'll keep editing this post with updates lmao.

☆ Tags (will be updated) :

# blade runner posting – less detailed sometimes silly posts about anything Blade Runner related (so I don't clog the main tags)

# chickenhead talks – general talking and shitposts, not always related to blade runner

# brush strokes of the sky – ART TAG!!! All my sketches, concepts, WIPs, whatever

# to the empathy box – frustration and venting block this tag if you don't want to see

# cable monopoly feed transmissions – non blade runner related reblogs from other people (aka excludes me talking to myself)

# kipple in the corners – personal tag, for posts I wanna expand on later

☆ Media tags (# < coined by me) :

# Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep

# Blade Runner 2: Edge Of Human

# Blade Runner: Replicant Night

# Blade Runner: Eye and Talon

# Blade Runner 1982

# Blade Runner: Blackout 2022

# 2036: Nexus Dawn

# 2048: Nowhere To Run

# Blade Runner 2049

I have also coined the character tags like #Rachael Tyrell , #John Isidore , #Dave Holden, #Sarah Tyrell and #Sapper Morton

☆ Before you interact :

°₊⊹ I won't shame anyone for anything. As long as it doesn't hurt you or others I don't care, do whatever you want forever.

°₊⊹ If I don't like something/someone I just block

°₊⊹ I won't tolerate ragebait from strangers. Once again, I block quickly.

°₊⊹ I am a system, but don't treat me any different from anyone else. I'll leave sign-offs when different alters talk, but it's not always.

°₊⊹ All alters are comfortable with going by he/it for convenience

☆ DNI or you will get blocked :

°₊⊹ Haters on any demographic in general

°₊⊹ Under 16 & over 25 (I am 18)

°₊⊹ Pro tme/tma, pro AGAB framework

°₊⊹ Anti therian/alterhuman/nonhuman etc.

°₊⊹ Endo / willo systems & their supporters

°₊⊹ Pro censorship, anti ship, anti fic etc.

°₊⊹ Anyone who wants to start discourse

°₊⊹ If you promote charities. I don't have money or the platform for that so just don't.

Credits: @zitrex-x , @starry-userb0xes , @\stanleyslittleuserboxes , @rab1d-rub1d1um-cr3atur3 , @staticuserboxes , @webrosestar , @mars-coining , @januscorner , @linkinparkicons , @the-midnight-forest-collective

[reptileduddd]

Doodle of K napping with Dog. Was in a hurry

inspired by this by @gottabegreyhound

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

OH MY FUCKING GOD I'M GOING TO START CRYING ON THE SPOT AND KILL YOU AND THEN MYSELF OP WHAT THE FGCK

HE'S SO PEACEFUL AND SNUG IT MAKES ME WANT TO HUG HIM AUGAHAHSHHSH

YOU DON'T GET ITTTTTTT (I know you do)

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

I keep thinking sad Project Hail Mary thoughts and honestly it's probably because I just need to cry right now. I just gotta cry.

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

As a severely suicidal person who had to stop myself from attempting multiple times as a teenager, it really hurts me when people say Ryland Grace is a coward because he refused to give up his life for a space mission. That's his life. It doesn't matter that he'd be saving Earth, it doesn't matter that he has to do it for his children. That's his life. There are plenty other ways he could be saving Earth that don't involve him being forced into it. That's his life. And even if there aren't, he should not be deemed a coward for just wanting to live. That's his life. Nobody owes people their life. Grace did not owe Earth his death for the greater good. Grace did not owe his life for the Hail Mary. That's his life. I'll say it as many times as I can, that's his life. Not wanting to die is just as valid as sacrificing yourself. And I'm tired of people saying he should've just gotten on the mission with no questions because he'd be saving billions, because that's not how that works, you're asking someone to kill themselves. Plain and simple.

This is why Yaó being so adamant about not forcing anyone on the mission is actually so important and should not be forgotten by the crowd. He truly meant it. And I agree with him. I wish Andy Weir explored this more, because there's so much to be said. You cannot force anyone to give up their life for any reason, because that's a person's life. They have the right to say "fuck everything, I deserve to live even if that means harming others" because someone's life must be their first priority in everything. Full stop. Your life is before others, I'm sorry to say that. This is why the betrayal in PHM is so hurtful and tragic. Eva Stratt should feel bad. Those guards should feel bad. Journalists and conspiracy theorists and ordinary people should be upset about Grace being forced into the mission against his will. Because that was murder.

I don't know if this is just me being overly sensitive or something, but it genuinely does hurt me. To see people saying that he should've just basically killed himself for everyone. I understand the trolley problem in this, I really do, but at the same time, that is still asking someone to kill themselves. I don't care about the cause, you don't just do that. As someone who's clawed and thrashed and fought to stay alive, it is sad to see this rhetoric. I've fought for my life for so long and seeing that Grace is apparently a coward for not wanting to die is disheartening.

To anyone who needs to hear this. Do not kill yourself because you think other people will be better off without you. They won't be. Your life is worth more than anything in the world. Don't let anything or anyone convince you otherwise. I promise you need to live, you just have to. It gets better, and if it doesn't you can still find things that would make it just a little bit better.

[citizenscreen]

Happy birthday, Harrison Ford 🎂

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

The fact that this bitch shares a birthday with my wonderful father is actually so infuriating

[yesornopolls]

do you know the arabic numerals?

Do you know the Arabic numerals?

Yes

No

Remaining time: 6 days 10 minutes

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

The results of this poll horrify me

[justnattyoblr]

Hashtag i heart jaxslop send tweet

Inspired by her in that one outfit

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

I don't even go here but genuinely I will never get enough of your art it's so cute and squishy I wanna eat your drawings they're so awesome sauce

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

Gonna change my nickname let's see if Tumblr is gonna be stubborn about it like it was with my banner

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

Wow. Ok. Tumblr likes me more for that

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

Gonna change my nickname let's see if Tumblr is gonna be stubborn about it like it was with my banner

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

I like how they made Grace all overgrown with hair after waking up from the coma but it is not nearly as funny when you remember that in the book he woke up mid shave by Armando and for a good while just walked around naked and with half of his face clean shaven. Honestly I adore the way he woke up in the book more in general. It's SO much funnier (and realistic for such a scientist)

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

Snook did a face reveal just completely out of nowhere and I'm genuinely having a moment because his voice does not match his face but it also does and I'm having a horrible cognitive dissonance from that. Like, he looks just about how I imagined him, but also not really??? I don't know??? Somehow when I saw him talking my brain went "why is he talking while his voice is playing from the background" and I was so utterly confused I turned the screen off.

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

Saw an art piece that reminded me I should draw that one scene of Deckard petting a cat

[aroace-ryland-grace]

nails hair hips heels ass fat lips real purse full big bills bitch I'm a big deal...

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

Just listened to the song and oh my god it is a goddamn mind virus 🫪

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

I have soooo many Blade Runner thoughts right now but the problem is. Headache.

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

I tried writing things down yesterday but it looked something like this:

Thought 1 – the name Blade Runner in russian is a metaphor by itself

Thought 2 – I forgot

Thought 3 – ????? Dave Holden ????????????

Thought 1 is the only thing I could get out of my brain, the rest was pure overheated mush like the universe was after big bang.

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

I have soooo many Blade Runner thoughts right now but the problem is. Headache.

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

Did I tell you that I don't give a fuck about Holden's portrayal in BR 1982 movie? Yeah. He is different in my head and I'm gonna be annoying about it because that movie sucks and I love him

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

Cropped screenshot from a Magma board

Yeah don't ask I was kinda losing my marbles with some of these, the top right one was the very first and I like it the most

Notes I wrote at the bottom: murder boy - disgustingly proper & well dressed - in his 30s, no older - white as a ghost - thoroughly delusional

And honestly yeah, I still stand by those headcanons (not really headcanons most of them are canon except for the bit about him being white as a ghost I just kinda thought of him that way)

Now for my serious headcanons about his APPEARANCE:

Skin's light as a ghost like I said

Black / dark brown thin hair

[Soft] mullet for a haircut, kept almost perfect 100% of the time

Sharp facial features in general

Flat almost double lidded eyes & deep eye sockets

Down turned nose

Always clean shaven some-fucking-how

Quite well built but limbs look gangly lol

Wears a short tie unlike Deckard

Wears mostly lighter colours (except the blade runner coat)

Looks serious mostly but if he smiles it's a big deal cuz he either looks slightly unhinged or patronizing

__________

Does anyone care? No. This is just out of my hatred for the 1982 movie. If anyone wants to add anything you're welcome

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

Started drawing that scene where he shoots Roy and now I'm in hell

I drew the whole perspective WITHOUT A REFERENCE somehow mind you 😭😭

Grayscale just for me to check the values but I suppose it's valuable (hah) enough to share

Don't laugh at how I coloured the face and the weirdly yellow eyes, I KNOW, I've been trying to fix it for so long. I hate these colours mannnnn!!!!

I don't know how I'm actually going to finish this but I guess somehow.

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

Going fucking insane with it, again (drawn/adjusted yesterday)

I'm literally losing my shit over this. The colours don't make sense but they also do. I don't know. I don't know what to do about it. I'm just gonna keep going, I fucking guess.

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

I need more Dave Holden oughhhghfhh fuck

[tupik-the-blade-runner-guy]

He's not even particularly interesting I just need More of him. I need to acquire and study him. I need character development please god.