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✨ Manifesting ✨

☑️ Meet Jonaxx

☑️ Selfie with her

☑️ Video greeting

☑️ Signed books

☑️ Coffee & bonding session 💕

There is no harm in dreaming for these things to happen irl

some thoughts are better left unsaid.

Is it good to make kinich my dps and raiden support?

#genshin impact #genshin impact team #rpg

Aren’t we all like a puzzle? Where we constantly seek the missing pieces to complete the emptiness we deeply feel. If we choose the wrong piece, it would force a fit that distorts the whole picture, leaving us more fragmented than before… :(

#randonthoughts #newbie

Goodbye…

I never really thought about what it's like to lose one of your loved ones. Death is like a taboo thing in our family. Some of our families don’t want it to be a topic at a family gathering, as they feel uncomfortable thinking any of us would be dead at any moment. I exclude my family, especially my father, who makes these jokes. Insesnitive right? But later on, we kind of got used to it as we made it our coping mechanism.

Anyway, we were also never taught how to handle emotions, how to deal with them, or how to express them in a respectful manner. That's why hearing the news of the death of my grandfather feels like this emotion is foreign to me, and I feel like there's some kind of hollow in your life. Like crying, it wasn't enough for me to express how I felt that moment when I read those messages from my uncle saying, "He's gone." I just don't know how I can get out these suppressed emotions.

For that reason, I don't know how to comfort someone, especially my mother, who I know is more affected by the news. It was a sudden loss, but I am praying that his soul may rest in paradise and that all the pain and hatred he has will be lifted and healed. I have shared great memories of my grandfather, and I am hoping that those memories remain and I will not forget his voice, laugh, and smile.

you are loved, lolo rey 🤍 goodbye…

My 2024 Vision Board

January 6, 2023. I received a letter from him for the first time. And I’ve felt so much love and appreciation.

To my beautiful boyfriend,

Thank you for making my 2023 memorable. I know I gave you a lots of headaches and heartaches this year, and Im genuinely sorry for that. But despite all of that, I’m thankful that we shared happy memories. I wouldn’t promise anything but I do hope that we will still be celebrating the year end of 2024.

I love you with all my heart, I love you during our happy moments, sad days or even when we quarrel. I love you for being there with me. I love you for listening to my rants and stories. You are the best gift I received from 2022 and I thank ‘him’ for bringing me to you. We shared a lot of stories, laughter and tears this year.

In life, we experience setbacks and successes but that wouldn’t stop us from thriving, and moving forward in life. This 2024 I manifest that we will proceed to 4th year, healthy and happy together. You are my best friend and best boyfriend. Hubert, I love you and cheers to ourselves for conquering the battle this 2023. Let us celebrate and together welcome the year 2024.

Hi, its been months since the last time I posted here. And 2023 is about to close and a new chapter of 2024 begins.

This year was heartbreaking, I lost 3 pets, my cat teeger who is very ill and one day he didn’t come home. My dog jonaxx died suddenly after a few months since I lost teeger. And next my dog kobi follows who died suddenly. I feel like a bad owner, when both of my dogs died I couldn’t look at them since I know that I would cry, so I just stayed at my room. It took me days to start crying and feeling awful for not being there with my pets during their last moments.

And to my cat teeger, who has been with me since I was high school. It hurts so much when I lost you. I was hoping for you to come back home but I know that is impossible. It’s sad you couldn’t meet my boyfriend. He is the best and sweetest man I ever had. But if universe allows me to see you three once again I would gladly take it just for me to hug you and say how much I love you. You guys made my days special and helped me coped up my stress.

After a few months of not having pets, I realized how gloomy and lonely our house. And that’s why we adopted another dog. He is a mixed breed chihuahua and shit zhu. We named him darby after my father’s working company. I still miss my babies, and Im glad darby is here to help divert my stress. There are still days I cry and misses my dogs and cat, hoping one day I could get another cat. But That doesn’t mean I will forget you three. You are the first ones who I love. Thank you for the memories we shared and I love you.

siir-poesia

All I remember is pain

I miss you. I wish could turn back time. It is heart wrenching to know that you aren’t here anymore. I’m so sorry and I love you so much, Teeger. I cry and missed you every day. Wherever you’re I hope you’re safe and happy. I love you more, my love.