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[chenrrerorocher]

omg this is just adorable!!!  Y you wear heels for your first date.. you are already tall enough haha .. but this height difference <3 

[kdramaconfessions]

[shy-anarchist-blog]

xD God’s Quiz is so underrated.

[soutaku-recipes]

Shokukatty no Souma :3c

[sixpenceee]

In case you weren’t aware, deaf people swear just as much as the rest of us - they’re just able to do it a little more discreetly. YouTube channel Cut has helped us all join in on the fun by posting a video in which 7 deaf people show how to say all of your favorite curse words in American Sign Language, and it’s so much more fun than just flipping the bird. (Source)

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Good to be back (?)

It’s been a year since I left the country to go do the internship. A lot of things have changed but a lot stayed the same.

Everything is a bit different but I’m doing by best to adjust.  right now that’s more than enough for me.

being back is a bit difficult.

coming back, It’s like i’m a whole different person from the one who left the country so long ago.

i just hope that in this “new world” I still find a place for me.

I know that my blog hasn’t been updated in the longest time but in a way I guess I owe it to myself to start writing again.

Not for anyone’s sake but for my own.

I figured long ago that writing pr typing them all down give my psyche an inner clarity and understanding as to what exactly am I supposed to do.

but one thing for sure 

A lot has changed but 

I’m still me 

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2/23/17

Me : can I go now Met ?

Memet : no cuz I miss you Teh!

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A moment of insecurity

It sucks you know that I have to adjust to you and how you want it when it comes to love and romantic shizz It sucks that you show me you love me in the wee hours of the morning and pretend for the rest of the day that it never happened.

It hurts that all I want from you when we get home is a hug. A real fucking hug. You know the type where we both wrap our around a each other.

Not the one sided things I get. One sided hug One sided kiss

Fuck it.

I just want you to tell me that you really love me. And yes it’s annoying because all I want is to hear it from you straight from you. Not the kind where I say that you say it after. I just want no! need to hear it from you

Sometimes it sucks cuz you pay more attention to your computer and phone that you do to me.

I don’t ask for much I just ask for a hug when I get home to you.

Or even a sign that you want me here.

You tell me that I should not let you lead but the truth is I wait for you.

I want us to be on the same page. I don’t want to seem as if I’m so damn aggressive…

And worst of all you hurt Piggles

I’m sad and I wanna cry

I’m emotional and my emotions control me. there is not in between with me

Never was and never will be

I’m not pretty nor cute. I’m lazy and loud

I’m as is What you see is what you get

I’m sorry I’m not the girl you seemed to have wanted but you got me instead.

I’m sorry then…

[automaticladyqueen]

“Your OTP is what you’re subconsciously looking for in a relationship”

..If it’s real, I’m fucked up. (via automaticladyqueen)

That is sad

[bandathebillie]

What are your favorite Everlark fics? What was the first Everlark fic you read?

*sweats nervously*

Oh my… I’m so gonna fuck this up.

I’m sorry that I neglected this ask for a couple weeks *cough cough* but this is like the toughest question in the world. I’m sure I’ll forget to mention so many of them and I don’t want to leave anyone out by mistake.

The first Everlark fanfiction I’ve read was either Growing New Wings by SkyLark89 or The Greatest Sacrifices by @ronjar. I don’t really remember which one.

*deep breaths* 

Santa chimichanga…

Here are a few *cough* of my favorites:

When the Moon Fell in Love with the Sun by Mejhiren

Another World by @pookieh

The Act by @muttpeeta

Wildflower by @eala-musings

The Firebird by @thegirlfromoverthepond

Crash My Party by court81981

Whispers from District Twelve by @gentlemama

First We Feast by @badnovels

Lines of Demarcation by @awhiskeyriver

Hero Of The Story by @muttpeeta

Portrait Of A Victor by @sponsormusings

Sever by @dandelion-sunset

Silver Thaw by @eala-musings

The Concubine by @alliswell21

Degrees of Separation by @louezem

The Miner’s Wife by @mockingjayflyingfree

A Match of My Own by @mtk4fun

Absolution by @sfcbruce

Watcher by @chele20035

The Kitty Ranch by @dianaflynn22

The Surrogate by @drivebyanon

A House United by @shesasurvivor

Waterlily by @andshewaits

In Name Only by @izzysamson

Love is… by everlarkeologist

His Little Songbird by @the-peeta-pocket

We Have Brought Peace onto Youby @jeeno2

I Love You to Mars and Back by @kleeklutch

Coxa by @jennagill

Luna by @herainab

A Marriage Between Victors by @optimus-pam

Brokenheartsville by dracoisalooker76

Dandelion Wine by theoriginalfamousfremus

Heartbeat by @jenniferandjoshua

Inevitability by @xerxia31

Lost and Found by @peetabreadgirl

RADIO by @w00-ly

Synth by @erstwhilemagic

The Call by PM Addict

The 100th Games by @nerdhourariel

Stories of Us by @alwaysameiko

Captive of the Seam by @izzysamson

The Heir to Panem by @dustwriter

Forever Until by lieselmemingers

When You Go Through The Valley by @dracoisalooker76

Refugees in the Manor by Punzie the Platypus

The Other Mockingjay by @mockingjayflyingfree

When our beds are burning by KleineElfe92

C'est La Vie by @awhiskeyriver

Disphoria by @awhiskeyriver

Unlocking The Universe by @awhiskeyriver

Three Names by girl_aflame

The Gardener by @passionatelycuriousff

Housebroken by @badnovels

The Ghost And Mrs. Hawthorne by @mtk4fun

Trouble Sleeping by ImBeautifullyHuman

If This Be Treason, Make the Most of It by @streetlightlove1

Sins Of The Father by @streetlightlove1

Together By Chance, Together By Choice by Bookgirl318

The hand that is dealt by purple_cube

Ruse by purple_cube

Pas de Deux by maktub

Chasing the Dragon by maktub

The Colors by @silvercistern

Treasured by Belladonnablush

The Flesh and the Devil by glintwarsgreatest

For the Crown by Court81981

Stubborn Love by @stacylk

Endgame by @hutchhitched

Thy Mother’s Glass by @prisspanem

Unfailing Love by KnottedEnergy

Everything by @titaniasfics @jlalafics @thegirlfromoverthepond @papofglencoe and @peetasbunmyoven. I can’t choose.

Oh god, I created a monster post. *wipes forehead* I need a drink…

[twelve12easonswhy]

Everlark 💙

[gaynfl-moved]

Hinny au: a world without Voldemort

This is very long, and I want to say sorry but then I DON’T

She was 5. He was 6. 

Harry met Ginny when they were kids, barely old enough to run without falling over. Their parents are friends; Lily met Arthur at the Ministry, after he sought her out, hearing about a muggleborn fresh out of Hogwarts with great potential. Lily knew of his last name, knew about his long line of pure blood. Lily had invited the Weasley clan over for dinner. 

It became an annual thing. 

Harry saw Ginny cry actual tears one night, after Ron had refused to let her play with them, again. She had fallen over earlier, tripping on something in the yard. There was a scrape on her knee, and her brother being mean to her had opened the flood gates. When Lily heard, she scolded the boys, but then Harry had stepped in, told Ron they could really play tag. 

James elbowed his wife, leaned down to whisper in her ear that Harry was rather sweet with Ginny. Lily just smiled.

Keep reading

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Reading a fluffy fanfic is a bad idea when you're going through a bad feeling ...

It makes me so confused 😰

I love this though ☺️

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You're boyfriend is in the deepest of Mariana's Trench while you are in the highest heights of Mt. Everest

Miguel R. 11/20/16

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11/20/16 late night confessions

me : Is this what love is ?

Mig Mig : This is what growing up is

[she-is-homeless]

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“Nothing was ever accomplished with tears”

- Absolem (Alice in Wonderland, 2010)

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It’s not always the same

*my mom talking about her kids having boyfriends and such*

me : actually that’s why I didn't want to have a boyfriend  mom : kasi akala mo lahat ganon ?

they say the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree.

the thing is when I was younger, I saw how love can break someone of not only their heart but also of their self.

when i was younger i realized that infidelity was a reality can truly destroy a lot of things.

and lastly (I thought) i realized that the only way to spare one’s self from the hurt and the pain is to simply spare thyself from all forms of romantic love and attachments.

but the thing is that what we thought we knew can always be changed.

and it did.

Love, if you can read this you became the only exception. My only exception. with all my heart,  I love you

[twelve12easonswhy]

the good also goes with the bad

its been a long time since I gave my chance to write, blog and just let it go. Even if its just for a moment, i guess I owe myself this.

For anyone who has known me, they know for a fact that;

1) i am a believer of “singularity”. - that the greatest way to avaoid being hurt is by being single

2) i am a strong minded Feminist. - I fight for equality and the belief that i don’t need a man to complete me

3) I curse like there is no tomorrow. - I let the words go rather than leave then inside and make them boil.

4) I don’t do well with big changes. - but i am willing to change for the better... always

5) I have the heart of a child. - which is why i get hurt easy

having those 5 truths in mind. let’s do this!

the craziest thing happened in my life. A few months ago,someone actually told me that he loves me well enough to ask if we could be together. And the truth is i love being with him.

It was all rainbows and butterflies till my inner demons wrecked me.

I started to worry. My thoughts were first following me till they gained momentum and now they’re chasing me. Honestly, it’s a constant game of hide and seek, marco polo, and (WORST) tag.

For years I have been fighting those demons. Years ago they used to win, but now they don’t. Not Anymore. But the things is fighting those demons leave scars and not being able to treat them causes infections and festering wounds that hide themselves in plain sight. They hide with mask of being a “new ideology” or a “new revelation” about life. 

The most painful truth is that the past hurt me a lot and in order to accept things and move forward, i have accepted the fact that i won’t love like that ever again. I won’t trust someone that way for to be at my most vulnerable. 

I promised i won’t fall

but the thing is I did .

and I don’t regret it.

not for one bit.

I’m currently 21 years of age. and I can say i’m happy to have reached this age. I have been able to do things I never thought I could’ve done. I was able to go to a different country on my own. I was able to be out there and teach. I made people laugh and smile. I brightened someone’s dark day. I saw my favorite Princesses in the flesh. I was able to see the movie i never though would happen. 

i survive the dark days of my life.

I Lived.

lastly...

I never thought I’d be worthy of love. Of actual love from someone who isn’t related to me.

can i just say it :

with all the broken pieces and scarred parts of who I am.

he actually loves me.

he loves me for who i really am.

and I can’t help that I love him too.

[fantasmics]

I know my sister like I know my own mind // You will never find anyone as trusting or as kind

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all the thing i love in one photo set :)