bulking season forever

29, nb, they/it sw: 139 cw: 230 gw: 250

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down to 225 💔

between adhd/executive dysfunction shit and being a bit scared about health i’ve had a really hard time lately keeping up with meals/eating dinner at all/having boost consistently. my job is outside a lot and very busy so i sweat a bunch, and also customer facing so it’s hard to snack and even eat lunch sometimes. when i get home im stuck on my phone until i fall asleep, even if im starving.

can’t stand watching 250 slip further away but i haven’t given up hope. idk how some of yall do it though, i need some lessons 🙈

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god damn my chin makes me look like a fatass 🥵🥵

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got an aeron chair for free but it’s a size c (the biggest one) so i guess i’ll just have to grow into it

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hello

progress is slow but i am still soft

also i shaved my beard so i could see my chin 🥵

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gm say it back

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my weigh in day is sunday, before food cus i usually sleep in so it’s a nice relatively empty weight.

last sunday i was 233.6, today i was…. 233.6 💀

been using myfitnesspal again to keep track, every day last week my cals were in the 3000’s. its not enough…

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shoves this in ur face

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feel me up

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dad moding on the deck

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missed dinner a couple times this week and ran out of boosts, this is how insane my metabolism is 😵‍💫 down like 7 pounds in 3 days??

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140 vs 240 🥴

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looks like XL is my size now… have i earned my fatass card yet

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shirt still fits 👍🏼

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yall i need some input.. checked my bp the other day and it was definitely a bit high. ive been bad about keeping tabs on my vitals thus far so it was a bit of an eye opener. do any of you do anything to keep everything in check? would walking/lifting/stair machine be enough to counteract the weight?

i’m only just now 240, and though i really do yearn to be 300ish, im at a size i like enough to compromise with just 10 or so more pounds. hell id be fine with sticking here, i just REALLY don’t wanna have to lose any of it to get back to normal ranges. how do all you big bears stay living??

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tummy tuesday

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idk how much longer i’ve got with this sweater…

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here’s to a bigger 2025