Seeing as this the only place I can speak my mind without being abused for it.... I am at my wits end.... my husband thinks it's his only responsibility to work and sleep. When I ask him to do or help with anything it's always a fight and blaming me for not being able to keep up with everything alone. Even after telling him I need the help do to getting over whelmed, it's all my fault for being lazy..... I have four kids, three of which need me as they are still under 10..... I help take care of his grandma when his mom forgets..... yet he works, sleeps and gambles.... while I am home working sun up to sun down, even thru the nights every day without a break..... I don't even take care of myself anymore.... yet I am the one not pulling my own weight around the house..... I should have stayed in college and never said yes to marrying him..... it would be lonely, but my teen and I would have been better off..... I would never had had the other three, but at least I would not have to watch them watch me suffer