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i am active virtually nowhere except for here, tiktok, and maybe pinterest sometimes. this has been the case for a year or more and likely will not change any time soon. ok bye bye now 𓆑𓆑𓆑

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what if your name was ryland grace and you had one friend that you got dinner with literally once a week (btw you live on a huge fuckoff big boat now and your phone is 10000 years old so you probably have to message her on a public computer that you share with 384747392664 naval officers and scientists and hr reps and security team members and government officials and whoever else. using fuckinnnnn facebook messenger or whatever. if you're still in touch at all) and that was the only social interaction you really had aside from the gaggle of middle schoolers you teach and maybe the occasional staff lounge chat. and your peers all find you grating or standoffish or childish and you're someone everyone has to "get used to" and you keep putting your foot in your mouth when you're having important conversations and many people in your new (boat) home do actually like you or find you maybe. endearingly strange but almost no one is actually properly close to you. and then the people you HAVE grown to trust deeply over the last few YEARS you've been working closely with one another yeah man they've been making life-altering decisions for you behind your back that they're saying are for your own benefit and the greater good. is that cool or what. and also you very literally have no life outside of your work and you have strong emotional responses to literally anything (the crierrrr) and you can't shut the fuck up about star trek or all the cool fun facts you know and you keep getting so absorbed in exciting science things that you forget to sleep for several days on end and the first person you really truly connect with for real this time is an alien from actual outer space that communicates atypically (for reason of he is an alien.) and you help save all of humanity but you still feel more at home the day you leave humanity behind forever than you ever did when you were living among other human beings. what then man. what then huh

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frankly just getting ridiculous at this point. also forgot to mention this in the first post (need 2 edit it) but when your name is ryland grace and you are getting dinner with this one (1) friend you have it's always at the SAME time at the SAME restaurant in the SAME BOOTH and you always order the EXACT SAME THING. to the point where you don't even need to ask to be seated or have your order taken. just by the way.

#so many pictures from the book of grace having generationally terrible interoception issues also.#jesus christ #ryland grace most audhd fellow ever to anything at all.#him not realizing hes the projects second #him not realizing everyone thinks him and stratt are fucking it nastystyle #lots of ppl liking grace / considering him a friend but he still doesnt think of himself as a “people person”#the way he exits this scene is also real as fuck. iirc its “im gonna. go somewhere else now.” and then he. Does That.