Uh-K-Sha’s Diary

Please don’t embarrass yourself. Not interested. Not a porn blog, I’m just nasty.

[uhkshasdiary]

[uhkshasdiary]

I’ll just pretend to be happy till it’s over.

[uhkshasdiary]

I often sit and imagine it. I don’t own a gun however. I wonder if my ex leaves his loaded at his place. It’s on him most of the time but when it isn’t, is there at least one in the chamber? I just want it to be quick. Painless. I don’t want to feel anymore pain. I don’t want anymore scars. I just want to be free. There’s nothing for me here. I am nothing here. I don’t want help and I can’t be helped. I don’t want to talk because none of your points will matter. In a hours time the thoughts will come flooding again. I need it to be efficient too. Otherwise I’ll just crave it even more.

[uhkshasdiary]

I just want to be someone’s favorite 🥺

[quietlysmoking]

When hitting it from the back:

Grab her hair as you dig deeper

Smack her ass as she rocks back on it 

Clasp her throat and apply pressure 

Whisper in her ear “That’s my girl. Take this dick” 

Occasionally pull out and make her beg for it

Cum inside of her throbbing pussy 

Watch the cum drip out of her when you pull out 

[uhkshasdiary]

[aestheticacadema]

[uhkshasdiary]

Not entirely ok. Life is good. Heart is empty.

[j2peace]

[imurderingstatistics]

Everyday I look around, and I realize I look like no one.

[blackboysrock]

‎foreplay by Rashawn

‎Playlist · 29 Songs

Usher - Mars vs. Venus

J. Cole - In The Morning feat. Drake

Drake - Make Me Proud feat. Nicki Minaj

Miguel - FLESH

Teyana Taylor - 3Way

Trey Songz - Na Na

Rich Gang - Tapout feat Lil Wayne, Birdman, Mack Maine, Nicki Minaj & Future

Chris Brown - Take My Time feat. Tank

Tinashe - Cold Sweat

Jamie Isaac - Counts For Something

Miguel - Pussy Is Mines

Tinashe - He Dont Want It

Migos - Out Yo Way

Bryson Tiller - 502 Come Up

6LACK - Pretty Little Fears feat. J. Cole

Tinashe - Bet feat. Devonté Hynes

Kendrick Lamar - LOVE. feat. ZACARI

Chris Brown - Privacy

Majid Jordan - HER

Miguel - Do You …

Trey Songz - Outside, Pt. 1

Trey Songz - Foreign

Drake - From Time feat. Jhene Aiko

Future - Neva Missa Lost

The Weeknd - Hurt You feat. Gesaffelstein

Miguel - gfg

Tinashe - Ooh La La

Drake - Finesse

Frank Ocean - White Ferrari

[imurderingstatistics]

I feel like we’d definitely vibe to this playlist.

[imurderingstatistics]

But if I leave, one day he’ll get his shit together and make someone very happy. And I’ll still be in the shadows loving people and never being loved.

[imurderingstatistics]

And now I’m in tears because this became so true.

[imurderingstatistics]

Still in tears

[imurderingstatistics]

My God.

[uhkshasdiary]

If anyone ever sees this, just pray I heal from this heartbreak I caused upon myself.

[uhkshasdiary]

I’m hurting, and I miss him. I deserve this pain.

[hilarioushumorfromouterspace]

[rainekeiko]

2kforever

[imurderingstatistics]

Couldn’t decide on a filter, so I posted all of them.

[uhkshasdiary]

Will anyone ever fall in love with me again? 😔