Viper

I wish you could be honest with me { Indie OC blog. NOT TEYA SALAT. }

[ukrainianxsin]

deathbrnger:

        “ well, y’ won’t be hearin’ any complaints from me, then. ”  he grinned that signature mischievous grin of his and gave her hips a little squeeze.  “ less work for me. ”  he chuckled as his hands ventured up higher, eventually moving from her body to grab her face instead and pull her down for a quick kiss.

Following his gesture, she bent downwards to press her lips against his, moving her hips backwards sneak-like to unite them as they kissed. Unlike most times, she didn’t linger on slow movements or drag things out for long for the sake of working him up. She rode him hard and fast, fingernails burying themselves in his skin and leaving angry red marks upon it. That didn’t mean she wasn’t loud all the same; Koshka still arched her neck when she reached her peak and called out for him at the top of her lungs, both by his name and his ‘nickname’.

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deathbrnger:

       “ oi! ”  the moment she started moving her leg off of him, he was reaching out to pull it back down.  “ now, now. don’t go puttin’ words in my mouth. ”  he had a sly smirk on his face, holding her in place.  “ you stay right here. ”

She laughed fully, so much so that the lines around her eyes and the corners of her mouth became visible, and her toasted skin practically glowed. “ That’s what I thought, ” she purred. As they talked and teased each other, she shuffled back so her hands could undo his jeans and pull them down just enough. They were pressed for time after all, and she hated to be interrupted mid-act. “ But I’m topping, this time. I want to... thank you properly for all this. ”

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deathbrnger:

       “ jesus christ, girl. ”  he laughed as she sat on top of him, still dressed besides the undergarments that were now tossed aside.  “ just a few seconds ago you were dozin’ off. ”  not that he was complaining. his hands settled on her hips and he was grinning right back up at her.  “ now you’re tearin’ up my clothes. ”

“ Am I going too fast for you? ” Her palm smoothed down his front, stopping at his navel and going back up again. “ You told me not to fall asleep. Now I’m wide awake. Buuuuuuuut, if you’re not feeling up for it, then I guess I’ll just... ” Slowly, she began to slip one leg up and away from him. “ Get off of you and... watch some TV..... ”

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deathbrnger:

      it was hilarious to him how much more eager she could be compared to him when it came to their more intimate moments. he was just that good, apparently. always served to inflate his ego. the kiss was anything but soft as well since, clearly, neither of them were just here for simple pecks. it was deep and passionate, though he always held back just a touch to have her craving more. 

She didn’t waste time, that’s for sure. After half a minute at the most, she was kneeling up (awkwardly because she didn’t want to stop kissing him) and using her hands to undo the few buttons left on his shirt. Koshka only pulled away to basically rip it open when she got to the last one and take in the sight of his bared front. Without bothering to pull off her dress, she removed her undies, tossed them aside, and sat on top of him, always grinning.

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deathbrnger:

       “ i think you already got a plan in mind given the smirk on your face. ”  he smirked right back, though he’d had that look on his face since the kiss she’d just given him.  “ c’mere. ”  it was all he said before reaching up and putting his hand on the back of her head before gently bringing her back down for a kiss.

She didn’t respond to his teasing, too eager to go back to kissing him, practically laying herself on top of him with an arm snaking around the back of his shoulders. He smelled of sea salt and sweat, a perfume almost as intoxicating as the medicine she took. Definitely better, though.

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deathbrnger:

      “ y’ better not ‘cause if you leave m’ to eat this dinner all alone, you’re an ass. ”  he joked, reaching over to brush back some of her hair.  “ an’ i’ll just eat all the pizza myself. ”  with that, he grinned wide enough to show his imperfect teeth and even let out another chuckle.  “ you still got that bath to take too. ”

“ You wouldn’t save me even a slice? ” She inquired in feigned indignation. “ And you call me an ass. ” Sighing through her nose, she got herself up on her elbows before she could really fall asleep (and risk losing her dinner) and leaned over to reach his lips with her own in a lingering, relaxed kiss. “ What do you suggest we do with the 42 minutes we have left, then? ” The smirking and glint of expectation in her eyes indicated she already knew the answer.

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deathbrnger:

       “ that’s what happens when you have no shame. ”  he laughed, leaning back to so he could lie down with her.  “ but, aye, i remember. that was a good breakfast – ”  he made no mention of the night before though, if only to tease her some more. when he took a better look at her, he could tell how comfortable she looked.  “ don’t you go sleepin’ before dinner even gets here. ”

“ Still makes me laugh to this day. Especially because I was naked too, even if I was at least covered by the sheets. ” She snorted, cracking her eyes open a slit when he laid down beside her. The subtle gesture made her look that much more feline due to the cat pupil contacts she insisted on wearing for the Aesthetic. “ Breakfast. Sure. ” Her eyes closed again as she smirked. “ I won’t, worry not. ”

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deathbrnger:

       the mattress of the bed bounced a bit in reaction to her dropping on top of it, which only made him laugh. he put the remote down on the bed beside him and turned to look at her.  “ hope you’re cozy, then. ”  he teased, now focused on her rather than the television and whatever was playing on the channel he’d picked.  “ food should be here in forty-five minutes. ”

“ Mhm, ” she muttered lazily to both sentences. Her eyes were closed, her cheek resting on her crossed arms and her braided hair tossed to one side mindlessly. Left to her own devices and her brain dazed by the medicine, she was sure to doze off before dinner even arrived, but she would rather stay awake. “ Remember that one time, ” she started off quietly. “ I think it was our first time actually, when we ordered breakfast from the hotel the next morning, and you answered the door without bothering getting dressed? ”

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deathbrnger:

        he gave her a smirk before reaching out for the phone once she left to go grab her smokes and make way towards the balcony.  “ alright, go on then. ”  he playfully shooed her off as he dialed room service, setting an order for a pizza and making sure they had they box he left with them earlier so it could be brought up with their dinner. all that was missing was some champagne. or wine. ugh, he missed booze. once he was finished, he made way towards the bed to sit on the edge, flipping through the channels on the large television while waiting for koshka to return.  

In retrospect, perhaps it was a good thing that she decided to take her medical weed at the time she did. Hopefully, it would placate her reaction for what she was in for, during dinner. But she had no clue about Zach’s plan, so she smoked away calmly and enjoyed the sight of the beach and the Aegean, painted orange and pink from the sunset, stretching out as far as the eye could see. It was peaceful, beautiful, worthy of the many philosophers and poets who lived and died in these lands. 

For a minute... Koshka regretted having to go back the next day. What she wouldn’t give to stay here in this dream and never have to wake up from it. Once she had enough of the marijuana and the pre-return sorrow, she got back in the room and dropped belly down on the bed behind her lover.

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wingstorn:

       she could only hope, really, because that’s all she had. she had to hope koshka would pull through and get her out of here. hope that thaniel still wanted any part of her after all this shit. hope that she’d actually get a chance to live her life again and be happy. it’s the only thing that kept her going. made her want to keep fighting despite all of zach’s methods to break her down. he didn’t have koshka to distract him anymore and he was like a dog being sent out without a leash. he threw everything at her for the sake of boredom now. 

still, she kept up her willpower to keep going. keep fighting. he wasn’t going to break her because she was stubborn too. he should know her endurance. they were raised together. trained together. she’d fight with her dying breath and she wanted him to know that. and all she could do was hope that he wouldn’t send her that far.

Finding Nathaniel wasn’t hard. Firstly, because Koshka was trained to locate people; secondly, because the man was known throughout most of Detroit. Had a lot of street cred. A mere couple of hours after arriving in the crumbling city, she was at his doorstep in a trailer park. She was impressed by how colossal he was, both in height and constitution, AND she was used to Zach. Her first impression of Shel’s secret lover was that if there was someone capable of going against her fiance in single combat and win, it was the man in front of her.

He looked tired and weary, like someone who hadn’t slept decently in days and was surviving on coffee alone. From inside she could sense the acrid smell of cigarettes and booze, both too familiar. At first, he looked at the blonde with a glint of mad hope in his dark blue eyes, before it disappeared a second later and got replaced with a hostile expression that clearly stated ‘fuck off’. Even so, with barely contained anger, he calmly asked if she needed something, and she replied:

“ My name is Koshka. I’m a friend of Shel’s. ”

At the mention of that name, the anger washed away as quickly as it rolled in, and she could see the questions popping in his head in a chaotic rush that resumed to only a simple one: “ Is she okay? ” And after Koshka told him Shel was in deep shit, Thaniel let her inside the trailer so they could talk in private.

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deathbrnger:

       her answer to what to have for dinner got a smile out of him that was for sure. he brought the menu closer to him, putting it back in the spot it’d originally been in, and glanced back to her once more.  “ a woman after my own heart. ”  he chuckled.  “ i’ll ring room service an’ they’ll be up in an hour or so. ”

“ You go ahead and do that. ” She drew a lazy line down his exposed sternum before moving to her travel bag, tossed into the corner, searching for her small case of medical marijuana. “ I’m going to have a smoke in the balcony while you’re at it. Be back in a minute. ”

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deathbrnger:

     “ runnin’ around those ruins gave y’ an appetite, eh? ”  he teased, pushing the menu towards her. since they were in a pretty fancy hotel the food was still unique in the way that zach would never think to eat it if he were just looking for some comfort food. but, it wasn’t as fancy as some of the other stuff they’d been eating.  “ lemme know when you’re done lookin’. ”

“ Maybe. Maybe it’s you. ” She gave him a look over and bit on her bottom lip, like she was picturing him on their nice big bed in nothing but his skin. When he pushed the menu towards her, she smirked and pushed it back towards him without looking. “ I already know what I want, ” she told him. “ I’m feeling like having some pizza. ”

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wingstorn:

        to koshka’s comment, she said nothing. couldn’t bring herself to. all the shit she’d been through… all the thoughts stuck in her head only getting worse and worse. she was just so tired. she wanted to go home. wanted to know she was safe and loved. 

as her chin was picked up, it would be clear to see the way her eyes became a bit red. though, she was adamant enough not to break down in front of her friend she was damn well close to it.  “ tell him i love him. ”  she managed to get out softly.  “ even if he does hate me or never wants to see me again please… just tell him that. ”

“ I will, miy druh. Don’t worry. ” Her thumb rubbed her friend’s cheek soothingly and she even leaned in to place a sisterly-like kiss on Shel’s forehead. “ Hold on tight, okay? Just a little longer. ” And with that last request, she let go of the brunette, picked up her things and turned around to leave the room, even if it made what was left of her heart hurt. Back to the upper levels, she put her emotions aside and began to think. She needed an excuse to go to Michigan, a convincing one. Had to make it sound like it was urgent, so urgent that she had to get on the first plane available and there was no time for goodbyes. No one could know about her plans. Not even Jake. She didn’t trust him that much.

Even so, he was her best chance of cover up. Koshka marched to his office, spun a story about receiving contact from an old acquaintance in the Ukrainian army who needed her immediate assistance and she would have to leave New York for a few days, and asked him to relay the same story to Zach for her since she didn’t have a moment to lose. After that, she drove home, packed lightly, kissed her furred babies goodbye and made way to the airport. By the time she texted her fiance saying she had to leave in a rush, she was already in the air, overcome with anxiety for risking her neck the way she was doing, but determined to go through with her intentions.

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deathbrnger:

       “ we’re on vacation, may as well be on my best behavior. ”  he tossed a smirk her way as he let her enter first. once they were both inside, he shut the door behind him and kicked off his shoes the first moment he was able.  “ should have a room service menu over on th’ desk by the phone. can look at it whenever you start gettin’ hungry an’ i’ll order some food. ”

If only he could stay on his best behavior like, all the time. If Koshka had a reaction to that intrusive thought, her face did not betray it. She continued to smile as she walked into the room and took off her sandals before searching for the menu. “ It’s kind of early, but I could eat right now. I don’t want to go to bed late tonight and I would like to go in the big tub one last time. ”

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wingstorn:

        she’d never been happier to see a burger in her life, and she wasn’t even the biggest fan of them to begin with. but, she had no place to be picky about anything right now. she was so grateful for everything she was getting from koshka. 

she hardly complained as her wounds were tended to. as long as she got fixed up she’d be happy. her fingers getting set back in place hurt like hell but not as much as the process of getting them broken in the first place. though, she’d been weakened down enough to complain a bit to the pain through sharp hisses of air through her teeth and a few moaned complaints.  “ there’s a guy. ”  she started while taking in a deep breath of air.  “ thaniel. nathaniel lemos. i need you to get in contact with him. i don’t care how just… please. he’s gotta know i’m okay. that i’m tryin’ my best to come back. he’s in michigan. detroit. close by where i transferred to. ”

she ducked her head and bit down slightly on her busted lip.  “ fuck, he probably hates me. ”  this was, after all, the second time she’s gone completely silent on him. she’d even promised not to do it again. she wouldn’t blame him for not wanting any part of her anymore after this. she shook her head.  “ i don’t care. i just need him to know i wanna come home to him. i’m not leaving him behind again. ”  

She gave Shel a curious look. There was a running rumor in the Company that she had asked for transference because of a guy, and Koshka had ruled out that possibility as just that; a rumor. Perhaps that rumor was more truthful than she’d previously thought. “ Nathaniel Lemos, ” she repeated to make sure she memorized the name. “ Detroit, Michigan. Got it. I’ll find him. ”

Feeling she was pushing her luck when it came to time, the blonde packed up and put all the trash back in her bag. “ It sounds like he means a lot to you, ” Koshka commented absently as she got ready to leave. “ I’ll make sure he gets your message. Actually, this just might be exactly what I needed... ” The gears in her head began to turn, but now wasn’t the time to design a plan from beginning to finish. However, she did look at Shel and did something that was very atypical for someone like her: she gently placed her fingers under Shel’s chin and made her look up. “ I’m going to get you out of here, alright? You’re going home to this man you speak of and you’re going to live a long, fulfilling life. I promise. ”

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deathbrnger:

      “ aye. be too distracted dealin’ with the children i call agents to worry about booze, eh? ”  a joke that was actually sort of true given the whole… turning kids into weapons thing. besides the point.  “ ‘sides, fancy food is more your thing. i’m good with th’ simple things in life. ”  once they finally made it to the hotel and towards their door, zach pulled out the keycard from his pocket and opened it up.  “ ladies first. ”

“ Among other things, ” she added in light jesting. “ I know that. And I want you to know I appreciated your company during all those fancy dinners. Especially because they weren’t your thing. ” Back at the hotel, she let go of his hand and stood back just a step to give him space to open the door. “ How gallant of you. I’m impressed. ” 

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wingstorn:

       “ you’re lucky i’m starving. ”  she hadn’t eaten since yesterday at least. even then it wasn’t a lot. it took no hesitation for her to eat the food given to her, though she ate it at a slow pace no matter how much she wanted to eat it all as fast as she could.  “ and exhausted, or else i’d worry more. ”  but, koshka was right. her energy needed to be spent on more important things.

after getting some food in her system and drinking some juice, she felt a bit better. her entire body ached but at least now she didn’t feel like her stomach was trying to eat itself.  “ i would. ”  she admitted without hesitation. however, the more time koshka stayed in here, the more anxious she grew. at any second zach could march through the door and it made her heart race.  “ k… i need to ask you a favor. like, a really big favor. ”

When the biscuits were gone, Koshka risked feeding Shel something a bit more consistent: a cheeseburger. Still warm and everything. “ I know what I’m doing, ” she repeated a little more firmly. She truly didn’t want the brunette to worry over what couldn’t be fixed. “ And we shan’t speak more of it. ”

After the food, K quickly tended to the worst of her wounds, her quick fingers cleaning cuts, icing bruises and straightening her broken fingers. She looked at Shel when she admitted she would do the same for her if the roles were reversed, and allowed them both a faint smile. But it was that favor that got her alert and nervous. “ Tell me. ”