— It's a dance that humans do when they're celebrating, it's a slow movement... Do you want to try it? -
I always try to smile
and say that I'm fine
But whoever I'm with, there's something missing.
Time does not forgive, the days pass without mercy, her face despite putting on a smile cannot hide the sadness that has overwhelmed her since then. Her friends wonder if her days under the confinement of the Espadas affected their companion and friend in battles so much, since they returned from that arid place, she has not been the same, more than once they tried to make her talk, hoping that she would trust them and tell them the reason for her condition.
The Shinigamis were not far behind either, they were just as worried about her as the rest, she did not come out during recess, she did not have her typical conversations, her smiles were duller and she had a distant look, dull and lifeless.
— I'm worried about Inoue, has he said something to you? — asked the little black-haired girl.
— That's the problem, he hasn't said anything, it's been weeks since then -
— And you Ichigo, do you know anything? Or do you not remember anything? -
The aforementioned was also bewildered, he didn't say anything, but at that moment he remembered what happened, the battle, the screams, the terrifying power of his enemy, as well as the time he spent unconscious inside the body of that ruthless and unreasoning Hollow.
— I think… I think there is something -
Everyone looked at him very attentively, waiting for him to speak.
Ichigo recounted what little he remembered of their battle, the parts he couldn't distinguish well were helped by Ishida, but like him, he had also been left unconscious due to the blood he had lost from his arm which the Espada had torn out during their fight, as well as when Ichigo in his Hollow mode plunged his Zanpakuto into his abdomen.
I know you're not coming here
at the moment
I looked at the moon through my open window
The crickets' chirping makes me feel even more alone
So the feelings I'm holding back start to make noise again.
— I can't take it anymore... this pain is killing me inside... - her tears kept rolling down her cheeks, hugging her legs as she looked out the window at that waning moon rising in the darkness of the night, alone and without stars, only reminding her once again of her time in Las Noches.
— Why did you have to leave me? Because I didn't have enough strength to save you... you don't know how much it hurts me, how much I regret it, and how much this anguish destroys me, I keep thinking that if it hadn't been for me, you would still be here... I want to forget that night I lost you, I want to forget everything... - she spoke while she saw in her hands that bracelet, the only memory of his existence...
— No please... no!!!! Ulquiorra, don't continue with this! - she screamed with all her strength, hoping that he would listen to her.
The Hollow or what Ichigo had become using his Zanpakuto with enormous strength, managed to break through his opponent's iron, resulting in his imminent victory over his enemy. But even when it was thought that it would end there, it continued, generating a cero with enormous power to leave even the slightest breath of life that his enemy, the Fourth Espada Ulquiorra Cifer, could still have.
Unexpectedly, the Hollow was about to finish off her friends, another range of energy was gathering to soon launch it against her and her Quincy friend. Neither she nor he had the strength to combat such power, they could only wait for that ill-fated end. When they thought it would be their total extermination in that place, they were surprised to see their enemy or at least just his torso using his technique to cut Ichigo's horn and thus manage to break his mask.
Orihime watched as Ulquiorra fell limply to the ground, blood gushing from his deep wounds; his regeneration had not been enough to counteract all the damage he had received.
— Ulquiorra!!! - she screamed desperately, she reached his side and placed the aforementioned's head on her lap, thick tears running down her cheeks, she was scared, she was terrified, she didn't want to lose him, she didn't want to let him go... — What do I do? Tell me what do I do please?! - she spoke desperately to him, she took the young man's hand, she extended her arms to form a barrier and try to heal him, but without enough energy, and with all her exhausted strength she couldn't maintain the shield and it broke, revealing only a thousand flashing lights — No! -
Ulquiorra, with the little strength he had left, called her attention and wiped away a couple of her tears. “Don’t… Cry…” he said.
— Please don't talk... I must find a way to heal you... please save your energy - her eyes widened when she realized she was beginning to disintegrate, she was turning to dust.
— Orihime… you can't do anything… my internal organs no longer exist, I can't regenerate them… My strength is already exhausted… I'm going to die here… in the end it's the payment for my sin… I kidnapped you and brought you to this place, I hurt you, and I tried to kill your friends… It's only fair that I pay – as she spoke she vehemently denied.
— You know it's not like that... please don't leave me alone... -
— I'm sorry... my heart is in your hands... I love you Orihime Inoue -
And with that, the last thing that was left of him turned to dust that was carried away by the wind, leaving a broken heart, crying helplessly at having lost the most important person to her.
On the nights that I suffer for wanting to see you
I feel like I'm going to explode
This is how it feels when you fall in love with someone
I want you to be by my side.
— I can't forget you, I don't want to... but I can't anymore... it's torture not having you by my side, I remember everything we did since we met, despite your rough treatment at the beginning, then you began to understand what we were having... I remember everything and it hurts! -
Orihime had lost not only her heart, but also her soul, she was too broken inside, the most important thing she had found she had lost without being able to do anything about it .
She had fallen madly in love with him, in so few weeks inside that place, it had been enough to fall in love with the Espada, but things didn't happen immediately, but each act added value to their relationship, starting as guardian and captive, a kind of mission companions until ending in something more... every time he came to visit her in her room, the hours he dedicated to her, listening to every word she said, even when it wasn't his obligation, he was always there for her, always...
Over time, those monosyllables that once came out of her lips became longer and more pleasant conversations. His curiosity was immense, and she was glad to know that she could satisfy it with her explanations, no matter how incoherent they seemed to the Espada...
No, that's not it.
What I mean
I feel so frustrated, for not being able to be honest.
— I miss you so much… I miss you too much… - she hugged herself, she spoke to the silence of that house, before she called it home, but now it was her own prison, one where she found herself completely alone, without visitors, without anyone who was there for her to appease that loneliness, that deafening silence.
She remembered one of the times when talking to him he had commented on all kinds of celebrations in the human world, and asked if there was something similar in Las Noches even though she knew the answer, but she liked to hear him say them.
Those walks in the dunes of Hueco Mundo were beautiful, despite the scenery around them, that mystical place seemed beautiful to her, that always waning moon, that night sky without any stars... and the company of the black-haired man made a walk a beautiful evening. At the beginning there was clearly a little more embarrassment on her part, over time they both walked out holding hands, even for Aizen who had a whole plan with her, he decided to put it aside so that she could spend more time with him.
It was not just her company, she gave him everything, and he also gave her everything... they gave themselves together and were marked by fire in her body, her mind, her soul and Heart...
— I miss hearing your voice so much… -
You see, can't you see that I feel alone?
I exaggerate by acting strong and nothing goes right
— Inoue!! - I heard his name, when I looked at the person calling him I noticed the orange-haired man.
— Huh? - she looked at him but then looked away, it just didn't feel right to be near him, an internal tremor sank into her bones.
— Inoue, excuse me but can I walk you home? - She looked around, searching for the rest of her friends.
— And the others? … ummm… Rukia-san…. you’re not going home with her… aren’t you going back together? - he asked while clutching his backpack with his hands. He didn’t want to accept it but being with him, right at that moment, was hurting him, his heart was burning, he wanted to run away, escape, get home, lie down on his bed and continue crying into his pillow.
— Ummm… No… they had something to do… but mainly… can we talk?... -
No encouragement but he was still her friend first and foremost and as such, she had to give him some time — Okay… -
After walking for a long time, he was about to reach the young woman's home. Ichigo ventured out and asked her to accompany him to the nearby park.
— Inoue… I want you to tell me… - he squeezed her hands - Is there something wrong with me? -
— What? - I look at him surprised.
— I mean… you've been avoiding me, and I can't stand it anymore -
—I... I... - he didn't know what to say, it was true and he didn't deny it, he's been doing it, ever since they returned from Hueco Mundo, he just can't see it... he had finished off the enemy, he had finished off the Espada... he had killed Ulquiorra!
Ichigo approached her even more, took one of her hands and with the other he brought it to the young woman's face, she was bewildered and didn't know how to react. — Aren't you noticing what I'm doing... what's happening... - He put on a hurt face.
— What?... what do you mean?... What are you doing? -
— Inoue, don't you realize that I've always treated you differently from others... don't you realize that... I like you... you I want… and your distance hurts me…-
If only there was one person destined for me
I wish it was you
I have never loved anyone as I love you
Hey! I want you to see how I really feel.
Without anything else to do, he brought his face closer and placed his lips on hers, in a soft and slow kiss…
Not knowing how to react, Orihime opened her eyes in astonishment, not reciprocating... a long time ago she would have gone crazy if he reciprocated her feelings, but now? Now that he no longer had a heart, that he lost it and disappeared with Ulquiorra in Hueco Mundo.
“Ulquiorra” she thought as tears began to run down her face, “ this is not what I want …” “ I can’t replace you… I don’t want to…”
When Ichigo reacted, he saw her tears and realized the mistake he made — Inoue? -
Having nowhere else to run, she just clung to him and cried, unburdening her heart, overflowing all the feelings of sadness that she was accumulating.
— I'm late, aren't I? — he said while stroking her hair.
Who do you want to be with?
It hurts me to remember your lonely back
She arrived at her apartment and collapsed on her bed, that kiss tasted like nothing, there was nothing... no feelings, he was empty like her, now she was the one who occupied Ulquiorra's place... she had nothing inside her...
— It's not fair! Why?! Why did you leave?!... - she continued to complain, hitting her pillow. She saw the bracelet on the dresser in her bed, took it and looked at it for a long time. She remembered when she saw him for the first time, when he gave her that bracelet, and she remembered all her time in Las Noches again…
— Save me from this pain Ulquiorra... please - he whispered mercifully.
In the nights that I suffer for wanting to see you
I feel like I'm going to explode
— I can't do anything Rukia…-
— You have to give him time… don't expect him to respond right now-
— Ichigo, haven't you heard that that motto doesn't really work "A nail drives out another nail" she felt something deep for the Espada, to our regret that's how it was, we don't know the story, but you can't force her to love you again like in the beginning -
— You're right... I'll apologize to her and give her time...-
—That's how it's done Ichigo! You know you have to learn to understand women better... not all of them will accept this kind of thing at first -
— Shut up! Remember that all this was your idea.
— Yes… sorry about that… -
The orange-haired girl was taking a bath, washing away her trail of tears… “When can I let this go? I have no more tears… there is nothing left in me… I am left with nothing, I am empty… all my feelings are gone with you… I want them back!” she thought while hugging her legs.
This is how it feels when you fall in love with someone
I want you to be by my side
I have never loved anyone as I love you
A couple of weeks later, during the night, despite the breeze coming through the window, she had fallen asleep and tired, week after week feeling that misery she couldn't continue doing it anymore... she had to start accepting that everything had happened and that everything was over... she had been thinking about it too much.
Within that breeze, a faint halo had entered the room, the young woman was deeply asleep, still with the trace of tears falling on her face, the light came a little closer until it materialized... who could imagine that the faint aura was what remained of Ulquiorra's spirit, with his intangible hands he managed to wipe away a few drops that fell from her eyes.
I look at the girl for a while, so beautiful, so perfect, but so full of pain, I frown a little, that was not what I wanted for her.
He approached her ear and only a few small words were enough to pronounce, she had to find the rest of the answers, but mainly, she had to turn the page, what was done was done, there was no turning back, the spinning wheel of time had to keep moving forward, and she had to move on.
“For the heart… I want everything from you… but you must move on… in another life… I will be waiting for you… don’t hesitate… live again… be yourself again… the woman I fell in love with and with whom I will always be…”
After that, that halo disappeared without leaving any trace other than those words and a peculiar shine on the bracelet that he had given to the young woman some time ago.
whatever future awaits me.
You are the destined person
for me.
Orihime had woken up late that day, thank goodness it was Saturday, but she was still aware that something had happened the night before, she looked at her bracelet and realized.
— So you were here? I'm sorry… I'm sorry I worried you like that… it won't be easy but I'm going to try… I'm not going to forget you, I don't intend to… but I will make you the strength for me, the one I need and will need to continue… -
He looked at his bracelet, left it near his brother's altar, and decided. He said a prayer for his brother and then for himself…
— I missed your voice… Even so, thank you for coming to see me… I know it was real because that’s how I felt it, I won’t cry about this again… but give me time… I need time to find my way…
He got up and walked to the bathroom, he would take a long shower and make some changes in his life, mark the beginning of his new steps, and what he would do from now on...
— There will be a person for me in this life, but the one who will be my destiny is no longer there, you will have to wait for me until I get to where you are… Ulquiorra… - and with a smile he remembered
— It's a dance that humans do when they're celebrating, it's a slow movement... Do you want to try it? -
— Sure! Come on, let me teach you…-
When she took his hand they moved slowly after that she delicately moved in an adorable dance. Seeing her happy, he used his Second Stage transformation and lifted her in his arms, carried her to the sky, and danced with her.
She looked at him in astonishment but after that, she placed her hand on his face — No… with you I have nothing to fear… - and took him sweetly in a long and tender kiss…
Nobody knows what the future holds, the only thing that is certain is the present, that is why you must live it to the fullest, do not leave regrets that later you will cry and regret.