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dinner tonight

starting the russian gymnast diet today. I’m supposed to go to a beach resort thing this weekend with some friends - who are all skinnier and prettier than me. maybe I can at least try to shed something before I get there. I hate my ass. it’s just this big unflatteriing lump on my body making me look like a stupid cow.

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I've let myself go. And I also went back to the boy I keep trying to get away from. He is just so severely confusing. And I just wish I was as skinny as the first time I met him, because maybe he'd love me like he used to.

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What the fuck? I'm 22 years old, I workout, and I've never had a child. Why do I have this? How much weight do I have to lose to get rid of this? Will it ever go away???

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chloes-way-to-perfection1

I’ll do one of these this week and the other one next week. :) I’ll tell you if I see results. 5kg to go for June because I want to be skinny for my birthday on June 3rd. xx (I’ll of course replace the eggs with something else)

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savetheviolets

For when you just have to eat something. 😘

I feel incredibly awful. My show opened this weekend and I just ate so much food and I'm supposed to be happy and celebrating and enjoying this and all I can think about when I'm onstage is how fat I am and how everyone in the audience must be staring at my cottage cheese thighs and fat butt. PLEASE, I am begging for an emergency diet, sort of similar to the ABC diet but maybe with specific food recommendations? Please help.

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just ate three cheese tortellini what is WRONG with me.

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