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sorry to break it to you folks but turns out that moving abroad by yourself and leaving everything behind at 22 years old does indeed fix all of your problems.

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bye, ocean blvd tour! lucky to have experienced it live <3

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found the screenshot of the first pic i saved of Lana on my computer back in 2012 and it's insane that although I wasn't a fan until Ultraviolence dropped in 2014, I have sort of been with her ever since the beginning wtf I feel so old.

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the only fall witchy playlist you'll need

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babygirls what is the best LDR album? & explain it for the others <3

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How have youve been!?

feeling okay 🤍 i'll be moving abroad in a few weeks, something i've always wanted. hoping for the best. x

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pov: it's 2014, you fell in love with an artist no one you know is familiar with, you create a tumblr account to find your people. she's yet to release her best work.

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𝓼𝓾𝓶𝓶𝓮𝓻'𝓼 𝓶𝓮𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓲𝓷' 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓿𝓲𝓷' ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪

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finally have good footage from LDR's concert, back in 2019 i yelled constantly and the videos are absolute trash haha also constantly shaking and crying so all the pics were blurred in some way. this time around i have good videos and pics. i know my 14 year old self would love me sm right now.

how you've been?

miss u,

i

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girl where have you been!??

good fucking question. i don't resonate with LDR's fandom anymore, so i've been taking my time. also she mirrors my past self so much and i feel like i've been haunted by a person im not anymore. will always love her tho.

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Hi Love, How've you been?

hi sweet angel, i'm doing okay 🤍

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Are you seing Lana this year?

I saw Lana Del Rey for the 2nd time this past friday and let me tell you as someone that has been distancing herself from the fandom it was such an unique experience. it felt so weird to see her again after 5 years and experience the same sadness yet hopefulness all over again. i hated the crowd, unfortunately, she has a whole new generation of tiktok fans that don't respect others in concerts. but regardless, i cried again (ups), this time around i felt more sure of myself than ever, i felt happier than ever and it felt magical to have another opportunity to see her again. i know my younger self is grateful. i am grateful.

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i turn 22 today and god i'm scared.

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angels,

to say that i miss you would be an understatement, but i missed being quiet more. i hope you're safe & happy. it's been a year and a whole lot has changed, this account has always been about connecting with people that loved Lana as much as i did growing up, but it started to change last year. being a Lana fan has also been quite troubling with this new wave of fame, it's been rather strange because even though she gets the recognition i find that she's still misunderstood.

anyways, i'm seeing Lana next year in june for the 2nd time, 2019 was forever ago, i hope this time around i get to enjoy the concert without crying as much.

love, i

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!!! Brazil im so happy for you <3 I hope the future holds nothing but greatness to all brazilians.

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so sad that Lana was, yet again, a victim of robbery. it’s probably the third time this has happened to her, and it’s so sad. I just want to say, please, don’t listen to the leaks. we’re talking about years and months of work and she wasn’t ready to put it out anyway. so sad this is happening, so sad she lost her personal photos and the 200 page book. it’s indeed a cruel world. 

love, x