✨Armed and Ready (to chop this bitch off 🦾)✨

I never shut up

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Jackxy anon: i learned about it from school! during a mental health part of health class! she probably did that after i told her what it might and found the video while searching! the documents she had me give feedback on were so she could tell you and her mom about it! so she can get help! thats all! look i wanted to help'er! but now only ya'll can! i really don't know anything more then that! just tell'er i'm praying for'er and i'll be here when she's better! okay?

If that is all you are willing to share, I guess we can leave it there. It seems like you were trying to help, so I didn’t want you to be ghosted and not know what happened. If anything else comes up and you feel like sharing, I’ll be monitoring this account.

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Jackxy anon: i heard about it in school actually during a mental health coarse! that video’s been around long before we started talking! probably subscribed to it when i brought up the idea of it being BIID! the documents were her idea! she didn’t know how to talk to you about it, so she tried to make something to help you understand so you can help her! and she asked me to read it over and give feed back! so that she’d get the help she needed! i’ve been so scared that she’d do something drastic! so i wanted her to get help!

me:The Truth About BIID (Transableism) was posted 9/23/2020, so I’m not sure we are talking about the same video. I think you were right to be concerned. I’m very concerned as well. I’ve read most of your conversations (sorry) up to september and working my way to today. You have been talking to her for a while and it seems pretty consistent up to that point. Did you two decide to become some type of platonic couple around that time? Mostly what I’m reading is all rollplay and characters, and this is the only way you communicate?

She started new medicine around this time. We are trying to understand if it caused her to become extremely depressed v. normal teen sad. 

Have you always called her Soda? I’m having trouble understanding if she is referencing characters or herself in some of these posts. Out of the blue, she created another blog as Soda with BIID, lists her pronouns as they and identifies as trans(abled?) What do you know about that?

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Jackxy anon: she said they symptoms of BIID, numbness in the affected limb that sometimes manifests as pain, great mental distress when thinking about the affected limb! and i suggested that it might be! i swear i said it MIGHT be but i told her i was no doctor! and she looked it up! i'm just saying what she told me sounded VERY much like BIID! (also tumblr has an ask limit for every hour so if i start using submissions thats why.)

do you remember where/when you heard of it? She subscribes to a youtube channel called  iilluminaughtii that did a video on it on 9/23. Where did the idea for the document come from? It looks like she posted it for comments and feedback.

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Jackxy anon: the main cause of it might be her BIID! which is a mental disorder that causes your brain to not recognize a limb! which causes great distress! its the opposite of phantom limb syndrome! it could be something else but thats all i got! i'm sorry!

can you help me understand where the BIID diagnosis came from? She talked with you about arm pain and you looked it up... or she came to you with I have BIID?

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Jackxy anon: i am 18, and yes i am from PA but thats literally all i gave!

no worries. Can you share anything with me from the past 90 days that you think could have contributed to her increased anxiety/depression?... she renamed her blog on tumbler and began creating additional blogs/accounts, like out of nowhere.

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Jackxy anon: yes this is the only way we talk! no personal information is shared, i really just try to make them feel better because my mother raised me to be nice to those who deserve it! so i just try to make them smile and help them when i can!

can I ask your age? Did I read you are from PA?

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Jackxy anon: sure sir! ask away!

These asks post directly. Is that the way you two always communicate?

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Jackxy anon: Soda?... Soda i miss you so much...

This is Ainsley’s Dad. She is safe and unharmed, but in a pretty bad state mentally. I’d like to ask you some questions if possible. Can we talk?

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((look now they know now it'll be way easier to get it looked at and get it taken care of!)) Stars: well burn the bitch please!

FS does just that

((yeah, I’ve gotta go in a bit when I finish my chips))

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Jackxy anon: good! thats a start! just keep looking into it!

yeah, that was hard but I’m so glad it’s over

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so then do it! think about how much you'll hate not doing rather then hating doing it! if we need to halt RPing then we will! go do it! PLEASE i want you happy! i need you happy! so please do it! you can! I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT! just try!

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I did it, my mom said it could be a physical problem rather than a mental one

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Finally told her, she said it could be several other things too, and to not assume it's one thing

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go tell her! get help! take that bath and let it all out! please Soda i’m worried about you! please… 

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like you said, just have to rip the bandaid off, can’t get help if you don’t say what’s really going on

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Stars: oh right!... wait a sec what killed ya three then!?

FS: we don’t remember....

((I’m sick of being so fucking scared, I want help but I also don’t want to be vulnerable, I have to tell her today but I don’t want to))

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Stars: well shoot, Anyone here can melt metal? *the bitch just reconnects together everytime she's pulled apart and judo flips Wendy right at Moonwing!*

FS (Invader): ahem

FS holds up their antenna which still has all three of their lantern rings on it

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"than you'll make amazing scrap metal for my sisters, you bitch." *Wendy just starts to tear Villa apart anyways. She angy.*

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Stars: she's all metal actually! nothing for Wendy to eat... and i think she dose know the difference! she's just being insulting! Villa de cruel: yeah and who's this tiny dragon freak? Stars: Strawberry what're your MG powers again?

Strawberry: uh... I dunno?