adri ♡

yup food scares me let’s be friends

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My bf just guessed I weigh 149 lbs hahah goodnight forever

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I just broke my fast for McDonald’s (binge incoming 🥲) and I dropped the receipt in my living room and my dad came up to my room n said there’s my 2 mcchicken eater when I tell you I am gonna 0ff myself I mean it bruh I am litera

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Holy FUCK I am so fat. I used to think my body dysmorphia was dysmorphia-ing but christ I just saw pics from my sisters grad party and my weight gain is SO OBVIOUS 💀💀💀💀💀

[ummadrii]

I HATE how alive food makes me feel 😭 like everytime i break my fast I obviously feel awful because I broke my fast, but my personality comes back and that makes it so much harder to justify starving as a good thing sometimes lmaoooo

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I’ve avoided vapes and cigs my whole life but I’m getting so desperate to live off of anything but food I literally might become a nic fiend

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To future employers tracing my digital footprint ending up here:

Pls forgive me I am just fat and sad I promise it won’t affect my ability to be an excellent employee 😍

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I finally live by myself so all I’ve been eating the last few days are carrots and apples like Ok stupid fat fucking horse #selflove

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Ed tumblr is dead so I went to r/eatingdisorders 🥰 shoutout to reddit

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I’m about to have a mental breakdown bc my thighs are so fucking huge like how could I ever allow myself to eat looking like this

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Having a full stomach puts me in SUCH a bad mood now like genuinely it will ruin my entire day

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I wanna be sickly thin but also (no offense) some of y’all look kinda scary so idk what my problem is 😇

Hashtag slay all day every day !

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I wanna be skinny so bad but I get such bad anxiety about my heart just abruptly stopping 💀

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Ana pros tell me right now would I lose weight if I only consumed a large iced caramel coffee from McDonald’s everyday yes or no

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When my thigh fat dissipates I will buy so many pairs of biker shorts y’all are not ready

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LMFAO just looked at a few pics of myself bc I felt hungry and it’s the first time my own pics have ever worked as fatspo

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This might be kind of insensitive but why is literally every anorexic on tiktok and YouTube British

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me searching up why I have dark circles around my eyes and why I’m losing hair even tho I know it’s bc I don’t eat… just to make sure I’m doing SOMEthing right 😋