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she/her | croatia | 21 certified elijah kamski simp even 7 years later

[premierhazel]

Chocolate package that says "imported from belgium", does cacao grow in belgium? No? Where does it grow? Congo, Ivory Coast, and Ghana? Brazil, Venezuela, and Peru? So why doesn't the package say imported from those places instead? Oh it's because all the peocessing is done in the imperial core and then they prevent those countries from being able to domestically process and export instead only allowing them to export raw materials and then forcing them to import the very products made from their exports except now it's marked up thousands of times.

[unassimilated-normie]

i was thinking about buying a property and building a house but fuck this dude i'm gonna get a motorcycle license in two years and i'm just gonna fuck off somewhere and spend my days on the road

lowkey don't feel like getting a 120 000€ loan for 30 yrs AND paying 70 000€ in interest for a fuck ass house i'm gonna live in a trailer

[unassimilated-normie]

after 5 months of therapy it's finally starting to pay off and i'm so glad i didn't quit

[unassimilated-normie]

so little update on this. my therapist went on a month-long vacation and i feel like 1000x better now than i ever did in therapy so i'm quitting

i'm talking "better" in a sense like woah i finally like myself and my mind isn't a constant mess because i'm finally not living in past anymore. like why tf she digging up stuff that happened 15 years ago and have no impact on my day-to-day life or my relationships.

like "we have to heal you inner child" but what's the point if we haven't made any progress in 8 months and the process is making me feel insanely depressed and hopeless? she also wants to put me on antidepressants when i have no actual depression symptoms anymore. like i'm only now realizing that she may not be a fit for me.

[unassimilated-normie]

i thought we were making progress because i wasn't feeling as depressed as i did when i first started therapy but i'm just now realizing it was purely because i learned to ignore therapy in my everyday life. like i would just pretend a session didn't happen and i was like "wow! i feel slightly better so that must mean it's working!" no! it didn't!

i've always had bad experiences with psychologists when i was younger, thought i'd give therapy a try now that i'm older but clearly it's just not for me. or at least this type of therapy isn't. like clearly i'm healing better and working on myself more on my own.

[unassimilated-normie]

i've come to the conclusion that maybe i feel better because i've actually done the hardest part in therapy. like therapy MAY be the reason why i feel better now

i told my therapist that i'm gonna quit therapy but only for now. it seems like i just need a couple months to gather myself and recollect my thoughts and then i'm probably going back but like, once a month, not every single week because that is Too Fucking Much for years worth of trauma that goes so deep that it feels like it's become a part of my personality

[unassimilated-normie]

after 5 months of therapy it's finally starting to pay off and i'm so glad i didn't quit

[unassimilated-normie]

so little update on this. my therapist went on a month-long vacation and i feel like 1000x better now than i ever did in therapy so i'm quitting

i'm talking "better" in a sense like woah i finally like myself and my mind isn't a constant mess because i'm finally not living in past anymore. like why tf she digging up stuff that happened 15 years ago and have no impact on my day-to-day life or my relationships.

like "we have to heal you inner child" but what's the point if we haven't made any progress in 8 months and the process is making me feel insanely depressed and hopeless? she also wants to put me on antidepressants when i have no actual depression symptoms anymore. like i'm only now realizing that she may not be a fit for me.

[unassimilated-normie]

i thought we were making progress because i wasn't feeling as depressed as i did when i first started therapy but i'm just now realizing it was purely because i learned to ignore therapy in my everyday life. like i would just pretend a session didn't happen and i was like "wow! i feel slightly better so that must mean it's working!" no! it didn't!

i've always had bad experiences with psychologists when i was younger, thought i'd give therapy a try now that i'm older but clearly it's just not for me. or at least this type of therapy isn't. like clearly i'm healing better and working on myself more on my own.

[soothsayerc]

I need more young Spike/Vicious content… 🥹🥹🥹

[unassimilated-normie]

after 5 months of therapy it's finally starting to pay off and i'm so glad i didn't quit

[unassimilated-normie]

so little update on this. my therapist went on a month-long vacation and i feel like 1000x better now than i ever did in therapy so i'm quitting

i'm talking "better" in a sense like woah i finally like myself and my mind isn't a constant mess because i'm finally not living in past anymore. like why tf she digging up stuff that happened 15 years ago and have no impact on my day-to-day life or my relationships.

like "we have to heal you inner child" but what's the point if we haven't made any progress in 8 months and the process is making me feel insanely depressed and hopeless? she also wants to put me on antidepressants when i have no actual depression symptoms anymore. like i'm only now realizing that she may not be a fit for me.

[potezny-grzybor]

[unassimilated-normie]

went out yesterday, some guys at the club asked me for two cigs and i gave them three instead. two minutes later they're tapping me on the shoulder and giving me 10€

i didn't think it was possible to profit off of clubbing

[pukicho]

Dear lord. Deliver unto me some cool shit. Some cool-ass shit. Thanks.

[spiegelposting]

So glad they didnt eat Ein, 10/10 move guys!

[ickyrainbows3245]

She puts the weights into my little heart

[unassimilated-normie]

saw my ex that i hadnt seen in 7 months a couple of days ago, coworker/fling called me yesterday and my best friend met up with her situationship (that she also hasnt talked to in 7 months) yesterday. what dat mean

[unassimilated-normie]

after 5 months of therapy it's finally starting to pay off and i'm so glad i didn't quit

[lysyszczur]

[mai-col]

So, I started rewatching Cowboy Bebop from the start for the third(?) time (I love it but I keep giving up halfway through, somehow...) and I might have a heavy case of the brainworms.

[unassimilated-normie]

just realized i got one of the rarest items in stardew valley on year 1. what are the CHANCES

[zsnes]

Melanie Martinez wishes she was Grimes. Grimes wishes she was Bjork. Bjork wishes she was 2 inches tall so she could go inside the computer and have a big adventure