Sometimes I’m Coherent

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can I go where you go? (can we always be this close?)

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Grey eyes met his, bright and wide. Sigma’s hand stilled on the door to the Agency’s office. They blinked at each other for a moment, standing in the silence of Atsushi’s declaration. For a heartbeat, Atsushi thought maybe he got it wrong, maybe Sigma hadn’t really meant it, maybe it was a joke and the dream would come crumbling down around him. But Sigma had smiled at him, the same soft way as before, and a little laugh floated down in the space between them, quieting the worries in Atsushi’s head.

2.7k | sigmastu domestic fluff

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a promise that will never fade: chapter 8

Atsushi makes a few interesting discoveries on his way home.

💫 a sskk x kimi no na wa au

Ch 8: show you who it is that you can be | 7.2 k

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I know better (but you’re still around)

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Dazai could typically hold the memories at bay, the tenuous ramshackle dam in his mind straining against the storm surge that would drown him if he thought too hard about it. But this particular trek had placed him in the path of a rogue wave, threatening the structural integrity of his consciousness

5.5k | Dazai POV, New Years Eve-ish

🎇 The strange and inescapable nature of grief

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a promise that will never fade: chapter 7

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

It still felt like a dream sometimes, but Atsushi was sure now. Somewhere out there, there was a boy named Akutagawa Ryunosuke.

And he was pissing Atsushi off.

💫 a sskk x kimi no na wa AU

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you and me goin fishin in the dark

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

“Do you think that somewhere out there, someone has the ability to turn into a fish? In the same way our dear Atsushi turns into a tiger? Or perhaps a mermaid? Do you think they could make pearls? Oh! That would be an excellent black market scheme. So convenient.”

2.5k | For @kunizaiweek Day 7: Free Day!

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i thought the plane was going down (how’d you turn it right around?)

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

He wondered if Kunikida had noticed it. The split second hesitation when he turned, the almost imperceptible stutter in his voice when he so casually revealed the sickening truth.

Why are you arranging the meeting with them?!

Because I used to be in the Port Mafia. Did I not tell you? My bad.

3.6k | For @kunizaiweek Day 1: Confession

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a promise that will never fade: chapter 6

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Separated across hundreds of miles, in two different cities, two different boys come to the exact same conclusion at the exact same time.

💫 a sskk x kimi no na wa AU

Read chapter 6! where should I start?

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a promise that will never fade: chapter 5

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

dreaming of the big city, Atsushi’s day takes a turn for the worst…

💫 a sskk x kimi no na wa AU

Read chapter 5! in a long, long dream (pt 2)

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my hand was the one you reached for

Ryunosuke unconsciously tightened his arms around Atsushi, and that’s when the thought had struck him.

The hands that were holding Atsushi now, they were new.

These hands were clean.

These hands have never seen bloodshed. These hands have never borne the weight of a misguided and violent desire. They had never taken a life. They were not bloodstained, but pristine in the gentle moonlight.

✨ Akutagawa pov - 1.1k

💕soft sskk post chapter 124

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a promise that will never fade: chapter 4

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Atsushi wakes up in someone else’s body, dreaming of someone else’s life

💫 a sskk x kimi no na wa AU

Read chapter 4! in a long, long dream (pt 1)

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it’s nice to have a friend

“There you go,” he said, taking a step back. “Now we match!”

Atsushi was sure the flush across his cheeks was deeper now. He still wasn’t used to people being this close to him. Normally, it was only Kyouka or Ryunosuke that he let in his personal space. Since he and Junichiro had officially become partners at the agency, they’d been working together a lot more, and Atsushi liked to think that they were friends as well as coworkers now. His touch didn’t bother him as much as he thought it would, and Atsushi was again deeply moved at the kindness of the people around him.

💕Atsushi realizes he has friends he can rely on.

🐯Atsushi and Lucy and his found family

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a promise that will never fade: chapter 3

Atsushi helps prepare for the autumn festival, and makes an interesting discovery.

💫 a sskk x kimi no na wa AU

Read Chapter 3: the heavens above

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the man who can’t be moved

Akutagawa would remember for the rest of his life the deafening silence after Atsushi left.

He vaguely remembered the pain. The ache in his limbs from the hard won battle. The raw scraping of his voice through his ragged throat. He recalled the sight and scent of blood, the faraway sounds of people moving around him. But all of that faded into the heavy and piercing silence.

Atsushi was gone.

Gone. Not dead. Trapped out of reach. Out of time.

🗡️ Atsushi gets trapped in Amenogozen, Akutagawa waits years for his return

✨ Akutagawa centric, 3.8k

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anywhere that you are

They lay there in the blissful silence again, and Atsushi fought off the urge to slip back into the lovely dream he’d been having. Something about chazuke, he thought. He brought his arms closer around Akutagawa’s back, but the sheets stopped him. Atsushi glanced down and found he was not tangled up, but that the sheets had morphed into white bands that had wrapped themselves around Atsushi’s limbs and torso.

He glanced down at what he could see of Akutagawa, and saw one of his fists curled around the fabric, grip tight even in his sleep.

Atsushi sighed.

Atsushi finds himself trapped in bed

☀️ sskk morning cuddles, 1.7k

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a promise that will never fade: chapter 2

Atsushi wakes up with no memories of the day before, to the shock and concern of his friends.

💫 a sskk x kimi no na wa AU

Read Chapter 2: what could have been the reason?

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a promise that will never fade

It always starts the same. A dream. A voice. Someone he can’t remember, calling out his name.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke is a student living in Yokohama, just hoping to make it through his senior year alive. Atsushi Nakajima lives in an orphanage in an isolated mountain town, dreaming of the day he will escape and see the world.

One day, the pair realize they are having strange dreams about living each other's life.

Can two boys from two different worlds work together to discover the mystery of their shared fate? Or will they forget their dreams, and each other, forever?

💫 a sskk x kimi no na wa AU

✨Ch. 1: some part of every wish will be heard

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walking in the sun, i remember someone

Death was not as Akutagawa expected it to be.

When he was younger, Akutagawa used to imagine death as a blessing, something more peaceful than the hell on earth he had been living. When he joined the Port Mafia, his vision of death became something more sinister. He began to expect it as a form of torment, repayment for the path he had chosen. But that was not what death seemed to be at all.

Akutagawa was cold. Colder than the nights where he imagined he might freeze to death on the streets of the city. There was nothing here. He could not see himself, nor signs of anything else. All that surrounded him was vast and endless darkness.

or, Akutagawa dies, and struggles to hold on to the man he once was

🥀|| Akutagawa vampire pov, 6.1k