Uncertain Asf

I am a black teen that is figuring out life and confused about how this shit works. Also, I am very fucking moody so get ready for the rollercoaster.

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The Atlanta Constitution, Georgia, April 13, 1932

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We came so far with advanced technology. To be honest we have nothing left, just nothing. We’re wasting away and before we know all we’ll be is pieces of memories.

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El Paso Herald, Texas, August 28, 1928

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The Bystander, England, March 12, 1919

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Omg hell 🤣

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Exposing my Christian high school: Ep. 1

So this post will be about my hs. I am currently leaving the school within the next 6 weeks!!!! Class of 23’, ain’t that crazy? Anyways let’s get some the main points I’ll be addressing in this “series.”

THE ICKS:

- teachers want to relive their hs years

- teachers favor the popular kids and don’t snitch when they do things (ex. Has full knowledge that student cheat but don’t say anything/ gossip about other student to their peers)

-Pervy ASF some male n female teachers (especially MRS.collard greens (code name)) also they flirt with students

-RACIST ASFFFFFFFF

-shove Jesus down your throat

-Misogynistic!!!!!!!!!

- dick ride athletes and allow them to miss months of school with no repercussion!!!!!

- makes others feel dumb if they aren’t that smart

- this is a case: one day, a handful of people and including me forgot to do our hw or just didn’t do that one. The teacher proceeds to get angry and say we’re not prepared for the real world, and basically we’re failing life due to that one assignment. Like bitch how does doing work got to do with paying bills, going to work early in the morning, bitch it’s algebra homework. Also I believe he does drugs; this mf would be screaming and jumping, excited at 9 am in the morning, like calm tf down. I mean I never seen this man calm or tired only one time!!!! Like bitch are you doing speed? Cocaine??? METH?????

This is ep.1 of this series, I will get into the pros of my hs because there are some like the people and more!! But right now I have to trauma dump these emotions cuz I might make this into a book!!!! Plus I’ll be giving the school n people code names.



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I’m going in the real world in 6 weeks…6 fucking weeks.

Plus I’m sick asf and at the moment I’m doing breathing treatments for my asthma to reduce the congestion in my chest. Also I really want to do a tell all about my highschool when I leave but I’m afraid, why?

Well my hs gives off cult vibes and the teachers were losers in hs or want to relive their hs years.

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I’m not the best child but tbh my parents make me feel like their ready to give up the towel. I know one day they have to push me out the nest, but seems like their ready.

I know it’s difficult and I haven’t been easy, maybe in the future I’ll understand when I have kids, but sometime I feel like I’m dragging.

Me and my mom are in a bittersweet spot and she’s not helping me with prom anymore and I have to communicate with my dad after he gave me 200 dollars a but insisted that he gave me 400 dollars.

It was this big deal for a moment. My mom when shes upset comes off like she’s tired of me..I’m moody and I was cool a minute ago now I want to cry and be alone.

I’m in my room and want to be left alone. I am not perfect and victim, I’m just not sure.

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Knowing that my life is about to change in the next couple of months scares me. I have to go into this fucking world. I been trying to smoke it away but it still lingers.

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Man, I really like you. Your something special and it hurts to know that there’s a possibility that you don’t feel the same.

I don’t want to disturb the peace between us two, I love the way it is. I want it to stay this way. I care about you in a way so huge, you won’t be able to scale it.

I think back of times you might’ve not felt the same. Were you just being nice? Did I misinterpret you? If so, my apologies.

I seen you stare from the far and thought I saw a spark, but was it just a reflection in your eyes? Oh how I wish I can care for you, how I want to care for you. You make me happy when I think of you.

If we can’t be anything just allow me to be your friend. Allow me to shine alongside with you and we tell our tales of past. I don’t want our friendship to withered away. Let just be pals and play it safe, but man, can I wish of that special day.

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To 🧡 I don’t know how I feel but I know I like it.

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Senior year, 2 months coming near, before I know it, I will be fully out of my nest.

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Have you liked someone but it’s taboo or seem like that to others? Been awhile. I came here on this app to document my emotions, and feelings with being with a toxic lover. I am now cleansed from them. I want to explore my good, fears, ups, highs, All!

Know I’m liking someone and I want to tell people, I have but I dared myself! I dared myself to tell no one. Why? I want to hold on to the good emotions I feel. I don’t want to fully address my emotions openly because things change.

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the most viewed image in the world is ‘bliss’ by Charles o’rear (1941). It was featured as a default windows xp background.

“Bliss” was taken in January 1996 while driving through California’s napa and sonoma counties.

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I finally left, and not looking back!