12-6-17
It’s been 2 years and 3 months since I last wrote; damn, life really took me through one hell of a detour. To those who still lurk the digital realms, hello - I hope you all are doing well. I write, not to give a crash course of what has happened since then, but to what is currently gnawing at my mind. I find myself in a bubble of nostalgia which led to re-downloading the app and to no surprise, many have strayed. Initially, I joined Tumblr because I was a gay liddo boy who was heartbroken and had to bleed my heart out through text and music, ugh teenage angst is overrated. I’ve transgressed since then and cocooned into a happier person (ugh, happiness is overrated too) and I owe it all to my great bf and small group of great friends who hold it down for me. Although, a part of me calls for that sadness again (I’m not a masochist, I swear). The way I see it, there is something beautiful from coming out of a stage of heartbreak and loneliness. The pleasures of touch, enticing discoveries of another, and yearn for each other’s company - a friend would call me out on such Pisces thoughts. I think all the gay dramas and sad music are finally catching up to me.
Till next time. Who knows if I’ll revisit.
