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Sin | 31 | She/Her | Artist/Writer

Links: Art Tag (sin scribbles) | About Page | Terrible Gameplay | Sideblog

Current Fandoms: Bloodborne 🖤 | Lies of P 💙 | Dark Souls | Elden Ring

Current WIPS: Altar (Bloodborne Comic)

Suggestions: Open

Requests: Closed

#(wondrous pinned post.)#(this will periodically update with any changes!)#(suggestions for my current fandoms are always welcome.)#(only listing bigger projects for WIPS; not singular pieces.)

My Choir menace Hradi is my favourite guinea pig for stylistic experiments, so here I am. Experimenting... 🔬

#sin scribbles #(im not sure if comic/manga/inking style suits my work but damn if it aint fun to do!!!)#(ive had extreme choir brainrot lately and i mean extreme with a capital E)#(also yeah hi im still drifting around and tinkering in the shadows and also very much want to join in the return to yharnam event)#(hradi is. not fully realised as muses go yet. only that he plagues me like visions from a malevolent god so thats the vibe he has)#(this is actually from a larger piece i was making as a gift for my partner but yall can see my nasty boy regardless)#(oh look relaxing smoke in the background sin is up to her usual tricks again 😂😂😂)

Ahhh! Just found your altar comic, and ur Arianna is making me SO Insane. Love ur art!

Hello there! Thank you so much for the kind words and many apologies that I'm so late with a reply! I hope you know how much I appreciate you stopping by to share your thoughts; it always makes me smile to see people still enjoying my work, old and new (I haven't forgotten about Altar either, by the way! It's still a project I want to finish...sooner or later.)

In exchange for your message, please accept this little grayscale piece of Arianna and my Good Hunter to tide you over. And thanks again for stopping by!! ✨️

#sinbox #(this message came at a rly good time tbf...a little jolt of encouragenent that went a long way)#(i have been in a bit of a rut with my art for some time which is just purely me feeling artblocked/dissatisfied with my work)#(but i want to get back to posting more often and throwing caution to the wind as i used to LMAO)#(i still think about these two all the time you best believe)#(what do yall think about the screentone vibes...i want to experiment with them some more honestly)

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I think this is the first time I'm posting something I actually drew myself publicly where others can see it. But I'm thinking about Bloodborne OCs and I have a meme image that I believe is fun.

Starting my hunter Erabeth on the left, and @undefeatablesin's hunters Ruza in the center and Aloysha on the right. I imagine Ruza would be very tired dealing with two violent hunters, but also it's totally in the forbidden woods with all the damn snakes.

You can tell this art is old because I was using Aloysha's earlier scar placement 😅

#(you can really feel ruza's soul slipping away into another universe here and its 100% accurate)#(forbidden woods is a disaster zone on all fronts and she rly cant stand it 😂)#(if its not the god damn snakes or her throwing up violently from rapid poison ITS THESE TWO MENACES)#(ah memories of loy's old design....i still keep it that she wore her hair short after she got ran out of yharnam tho)#(and i gave her original scars to her brother rain 😂 REUSE RECYCLE)#(erabeth and aloysha are just having a great time. Disturbed music playing in the bg blood flying)#(ruza: please moon presence take me ive had enough)#(opposites attract however. ruza is beset by menaces on all sides and cares for them both deeply)#(i still have this saved on my phone btw i cherish everything anyone has ever drawn that involves my gorls)#(i hope you find the courage to post more things and to watch your art flourish!! ✨️ )

reminder that your hunters make me go WOOF WOOF, YES MY LADIES ❤️

And I must remind you how grateful I am that people connect to or enjoy my little hunter squad in any capacity, it never fails to make me smile!! I also spend much of my time barking about them to anyone that will listen 😂

BUT THE REAL QUESTION FOR EVERYONE IS WHO WOULD YOU CHOOSE TO BE YOUR ✨️ HUNTING PARTNER? ✨️

#sinbox #(would you play this dating sim. yes or no)#(ALFLSLFLSL okay two ladies and one twink but hradi is part of the team nonetheless even if hes a hater)#(the correct answer is undoubtedly ruza. you will survive the hunt if you pick her. cant guarantee anything if you pick the other two LOL)#(i love them all equally though. i care deeply about them each and all)#(this isnt even counting like 3 other dudes running around in their canon but i dont have time for all that 😂😂😂)#(more rough sketches with sin time ig 😂)

harena--tigris

bloodborne hunter ocs shenanigans featuring aloysha who belongs to @undefeatablesin and my silly hunter lenore

#(hi i am reminiscing on precious memories at the ungodly hour of 3 am)#(I ALSO STILL THINK ABOUT THIS LMAO THE LOOK ON LOYS FACE IN THE LAST ONE IS SO ACCURATE 😂😂😂)#(go and commission my friend btw so you can also be blessed with treats and treasures like these)#(lenore im so sorry shes like this 😭)#(she is an absolute menace and i understand why the choir wanted her ass GONE)

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Hey there! I just wanted to pop in and say that you make truly gorgeous things, both in terms of art and writing, and are a constant inspiration to myself, as well as to so many others too, I'm sure. Your fandoms are lucky to have you! ✨️ Thanks for sharing your fine works with us all 🫡

Ahhh! ty so much, this is very kind :') especially because i also really love your work!

I never feel like just "thanks" is sentiment enough so I did a very loose portrait of your Hunter Ruza (which I hope is ok LOL????) because she is really my type she seems cool af ｡◕‿◕｡

#(i would rather reblog this again than my own art tbf bc i think about it all the time and it always makes me smile)#(i still have few words to express my gratitude for that matter omg)#(MY TREASURE. MY LADY. IN EXQUISITE PORTRAITURE)#(i now like to imagine a portrait of her like this exists somewhere in her home or her office WEH)#(oh btw ive been catching up on your bloodborne fics and you have successfully given me the scourge of the laurence variety)#(not that i mind the additional brainrot tbf i thoroughly enjoy it even)

Not Yharnam posting, but I need to tell everyone that Phantom in the Rain was fantastic and I have had my brain chemistry permanently rewired since watching it.

#sin speaking #(also the way i screamed when crispin freeman's voice came out of his mouth in the dubbed version LMAO)#(i have loved the mononoke series since college and have waited for this movie since it was announced AND MATE. I WASNT DISAPPOINTED.)#(i actually cried in the second half because i was so overwhelmed with joy it just felt THAT good to watch. for me at least)#(and the story itself was pretty damn potent with a lot of themes i care DEEPLY ABOUT)#(it was everything i hoped it'd be. it was gorgeous the soundtrack SLAPS the art style the story the VIBES)#(and theres two more movies coming???? god is good. I will be seated bitch)#(it is a worthy modernisation of the original franchise imo it has all the old school vibes with a fresh coat of paint)#(even if youve never seen the original series you can still enjoy this movie. the incredible art style alone justifies the watch.)#(LORD I SEE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME AND FOR OTHERS)#(if you catch me drawing fanart for this when im done with my bb comics. dont say u werent warned LOL)#(i know a psychological psychedelic horror anime movie isnt exactly seasonally appropriate but do i give a fuck)#(no its halloween every day when you live in yharnam brother)

https://www.tumblr.com/undefeatablesin/749687688161067008/thinking-about-your-hunter-ocs-makes-me-think?source=share

if you added an "unless you want me to" i would explode

Does this offering suffice, milord? ✨️

#sinbox #(i know this is horrendously unfashionably late as a reply but still LOL)#(i did not know if you have any ocs or whatnot so random hunter it is. but the spirit is the same)#(aloysha is a foul beast who causes such woe for the church as you can see.)#(hradi was born a hater tho so dont take his word for it)#(THIS IS SILLY AF BUT IT WAS A FUN LITTLE PIECE TO MAKE)#(being able to draw ur own shitposts is the greatest power)#(would u read this romantic comedy bc i would)

Another WIP ft. Good Hunter Aloysha, who I have missed dearly 💫

#sin speaking #(i found a very old comic in my files about aloysha looking for ruza at the start of the hunt and decided to redraw it lmao)#(yknow back when loy was still pretending to be somewhat hinged 😂 )#(i understand i have like 50 wips but unfortunately i rotate between projects like a rotisserie chicken)#(can you tell ive been cooking up melodramas scenarios and thonks about my hunter gang bc indeed so. guilty as charged.)#(bitches love tired moody darkbeast women perched on the cusp of ferality at all times. i am bitches)#(ruza meanwhile staring at the cleric beast she just killed like ok. I dont exactly LOVE the way this trip is going tbh.

💕Positivity prime time! Share five things you love about yourself, four things you're excited about, OR three people you care deeply about and why. Pass this along to someone whose posts make you smile💕

Some positivity is exactly what the world needs right now! Thank you for thinking of and passing this message on to me ✨️

I would like to ramble about Four Exciting Things, since having things to look forward to is always helpful as a perspective check for me in particular and hopefully some other people can find something to feel excited about too! ✨️

1) I'm excited to continue refining my art until it reaches a quality I can be unambiguously proud of. We never stop growing as creatives, but we do eventually reach a baseline of accomplishment with our craft. I don't think I am at that baseline yet by a long shot. I have a lot to learn and even though I love the process of learning too, I look forward to the day that I feel accomplished in my work.

How that accomplishment can be defined though is different for everyone. It might be a tangible metric like mastering a certain medium, finding a style, finishing a project or creating a certain piece. Even something as simple as learning to draw a subject that's always stumped them. Sometimes its something more ambiguous, just the feeling or the sense of getting to where you wanted to be. Or in my case, a handful of these things all at once!

2) I'm excited to play new games. Since joining the Soulsborne community, I've been surrounded by incredible experiences, amazing art, beautiful music, thought-provoking discussions and more that has enriched my life beyond what I could ever have imagined. I'm always hungry for more though, and I am constantly looking forward to the next new adventure our community will set out upon even while I repeatedly replay the ones we already have.

That said, I do have my finger to the pulse of a certain imminent DLC right now in particular and I can't tell you how excited I am to finally play it!

3) I'm excited to one day step into the world of video, streaming and other similar creative pursuits. I've been talking about this for ages on my blog by now and have hesitated to commit to any of it, admittedly out of pure uncertainty. The internet is already so populated with skilled and established people that it can feel a little daunting to try and step into that arena as a newcomer.

In general, in a lot of spaces, it's easy to feel like you have nothing new or substantial to offer. But it's the individual themself that brings that newness and substance. Every person has their own cadence, their own style, their own ideas, their own quirks and nuances, their own personality. By and large, those are the things that sell people on your work more than the nature of the work itself in many cases.

It's also important to temper your expectations of yourself. Success often isn't what's important; it's whether you feel fulfilled by what you do. The needle obviously shifts quite a bit towards numbers and engagement and success when your craft is in fact your job, and that is a separate, more complicated conversation. But if your craft is not your business, don't trick yourself into treating it like a business, much less one that lives or dies by the number of likes, shares, views or any other metric it receives.

This is a lesson I've been trying to internalise: the point of creating is simply to create. I'm excited to finally embrace that idea and to fall in love with experimenting for the sheer joy of it again.

4) I'm excited to discover. There's so many things to see, smell, taste, hear and touch. There's millions of new experiences I can't even conceive of that are waiting for us, big or small, thrilling or mundane. Discovering a new song, a new piece of media, a new tool to draw with, a new technique to try, a new food to taste, a new friend to meet, a new idea, a new hobby.

There is always newness even in a world that feels stagnant. I look forward to the things I don't even know I am looking forward to yet. I think there is something very comforting in knowing that, inevitably, something new will come along to enrich our lives even in the smallest of ways, and it can happen today, tomorrow, next week or next year. The unknown can be full of frightening things, but it is equally filled with exciting ones. Even when I feel my worst, I try to remind myself to be excited for the little mysteries.