11:45pm journal entry
Hii!! I’m about to go to sleep but I can’t stop thinking about that stupid tiktok story I made I thought of I said I was going to do something I would actually do it but it obviously doesn’t work that way… I mean I could screen record all of the videos I need for the amount of edits I’ve promised but I just can’t seem to get myself to do it. It’s not the first time I’ve not been able to do something even when wanting to do it my brain is just tired alll I think about is getting the day over with I’m not enjoying to edit rn but if I stop I’ll lose the growth of my account that I worked so hard for idk I’m also moving so now there’s another thing to think about during the day it’s not like my mind is blank all day either I be thinking of the most random things most of the time daydreaming I literally walk around daydreaming I be so immersed in the little perfect fantasy version of my life that I can’t hear people around me probably some of the music if I have headphones on my eyes are heavy they’re basically shutting by themselves
Ig I’ll talk later mood board incoming soon or not that’s why I like this blog I don’t have to worry about posting a lot because this is my safe space no judging and no pressure :]
PHOTO DUMP
You may not believe me but yes these are my actual recent pics lmfao