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Ankkaa Phenix | 9 | Troll homestuck oc (wip)

[undyingflames-blog]

hey guys its me. um.... i dunno if i want to come back to the homestuck fandom anymore. i mean i love homestuck i really do but...every time i go on here, i get shaky and i get really frightened for my safety. i almost decided to come back on here but then i saw the anons telling me to kill myself and how much of a baby i am. i didnt tell my friends about it cause i didnt want to worry them. 

i also dont think that most people like my character at all even though i have developed them so much and caressed them and molded them into what they are. but i dont think people care for that. who cares for ocs/fantrolls? they are not the ones from the comic so why should we care? 

i dunno. i dont really feel it anymore and i dont know what to do. 

i might just either archive this or delete it.

[brklynbreed]

Androgynous likkle ting. Follow me on instagram: @brklynbreed

Photographer: @cocosvice

[undyingflames-blog]

Hey uh…. mun here. I got a little announcement on here.

I am taking a break from this blog for my own health. WHY? you say? WHY ARE YOU LEAVING? Well, I am not leaving. I am just taking a break. Every time I come on here, I fear for my safety. My anxiety rises really bad and I can’t breathe sometimes. Ever since the drama happened on here, I have been filled with anxiety and not wanting to be on my muse. 

Even tho I retconned the entire thing happening for health reasons, I still feel shaky and scared to interact with people cause I am afraid that it’s going to happen again every time Ankkaa opens her mouth. So, I am taking a break from her. WHERE IS SHE? you say? Well, she is at the felt manor with Handy and Kurloz for the time being where she can be happy and not worried about people attacking her.

WHERE CAN I FIND YOU? you say screaming like a banshee? I can be found on @thelovefool or on @spadecarded cause wow I haven’t been on them in a long time. WHAT ABOUT @grandclown? Well…..he’s not currently functioning to even talk to people. So he’s taking a break. 

On here, I will answer DRAFTS ONLY. That’s it. Nothing else.

Anyway…see ya on my other muses.

[harness-hall-blog]

[socialpsychopathblr]

Sarah Marie Karda

[darkfashionmode]

[pazuzulagren]

[poetirl]

[undyingflames-blog]

And this is why I don’t want to really come back on here because of things like that. I blocked your IP address so you won’t have to bother me anymore.

Yes, I fear for my safety because the entire situation gave me anxiety. Yes, I fear for my safety because it reminded me of a very abusive time in my life that I don’t like to bring up or talk about. Yes, I fear for my safety because anons like you are bothering me about it instead of comforting me in my time of need. I KNOW it was *IC* drama like you said but the feeling of everyone ganging up on my character FOR NO REASON AT ALL WITHOUT WARNING ME scares me. It would scare anybody with anxiety problems. You should TELL the person about it before dropping the bomb on them cause it would make them uncomfortable. Sure, it was *IC* drama, but it was IC drama that DIDN’T need to happen at all. The people didn’t come to me about it instead continued to go on her about it when she DIDN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT THE SITUATION ANYMORE. 

‘You fear for your safety because you can’t get over IC drama that everyone’s forgotten about now?’ 

Clearly you haven’t if you are bothering me about it. 

IC=/=OOC sure, but throwing uncalled for drama by surprise can really tip someone over because it was all unnecessary. 

Please leave me alone about it and if you want to talk about it, at least come off anon and face me like a real person would.

[undyingflames-blog]

ur so right shrugs i totally dont need talent 2 get ride mofos and get paid 4 it like i totally dont need that much talent

[eridacnis]

SIGH god youre the WWORST

[undyingflames-blog]

good question y r u still talking 2 me

[undyingflames-blog]

I think I might just leave here.

I don’t feel safe anymore.

[undyingflames-blog]

And this is why I don’t want to really come back on here because of things like that. I blocked your IP address so you won’t have to bother me anymore.

Yes, I fear for my safety because the entire situation gave me anxiety. Yes, I fear for my safety because it reminded me of a very abusive time in my life that I don’t like to bring up or talk about. Yes, I fear for my safety because anons like you are bothering me about it instead of comforting me in my time of need. I KNOW it was *IC* drama like you said but the feeling of everyone ganging up on my character FOR NO REASON AT ALL WITHOUT WARNING ME scares me. It would scare anybody with anxiety problems. You should TELL the person about it before dropping the bomb on them cause it would make them uncomfortable. Sure, it was *IC* drama, but it was IC drama that DIDN’T need to happen at all. The people didn’t come to me about it instead continued to go on her about it when she DIDN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT THE SITUATION ANYMORE. 

‘You fear for your safety because you can’t get over IC drama that everyone’s forgotten about now?’ 

Clearly you haven’t if you are bothering me about it. 

IC=/=OOC sure, but throwing uncalled for drama by surprise can really tip someone over because it was all unnecessary. 

Please leave me alone about it and if you want to talk about it, at least come off anon and face me like a real person would.

[poetirl]

[undyingflames-blog]

im pretty

[undyingflames-blog]

Hey uh…. mun here. I got a little announcement on here.

I am taking a break from this blog for my own health. WHY? you say? WHY ARE YOU LEAVING? Well, I am not leaving. I am just taking a break. Every time I come on here, I fear for my safety. My anxiety rises really bad and I can’t breathe sometimes. Ever since the drama happened on here, I have been filled with anxiety and not wanting to be on my muse. 

Even tho I retconned the entire thing happening for health reasons, I still feel shaky and scared to interact with people cause I am afraid that it’s going to happen again every time Ankkaa opens her mouth. So, I am taking a break from her. WHERE IS SHE? you say? Well, she is at the felt manor with Handy and Kurloz for the time being where she can be happy and not worried about people attacking her.

WHERE CAN I FIND YOU? you say screaming like a banshee? I can be found on @thelovefool or on @spadecarded cause wow I haven’t been on them in a long time. WHAT ABOUT @grandclown? Well…..he’s not currently functioning to even talk to people. So he’s taking a break. 

On here, I will answer DRAFTS ONLY. That’s it. Nothing else.

Anyway…see ya on my other muses.

[undyingflames-blog]

Hey uh.... mun here. I got a little announcement on here.

I am taking a break from this blog for my own health. WHY? you say? WHY ARE YOU LEAVING? Well, I am not leaving. I am just taking a break. Every time I come on here, I fear for my safety. My anxiety rises really bad and I can’t breathe sometimes. Ever since the drama happened on here, I have been filled with anxiety and not wanting to be on my muse. 

Even tho I retconned the entire thing happening for health reasons, I still feel shaky and scared to interact with people cause I am afraid that it’s going to happen again every time Ankkaa opens her mouth. So, I am taking a break from her. WHERE IS SHE? you say? Well, she is at the felt manor with Handy and Kurloz for the time being where she can be happy and not worried about people attacking her.

WHERE CAN I FIND YOU? you say screaming like a banshee? I can be found on @thelovefool or on @spadecarded cause wow I haven’t been on them in a long time. WHAT ABOUT @grandclown? Well.....he’s not currently functioning to even talk to people. So he’s taking a break. 

On here, I will answer DRAFTS ONLY. That’s it. Nothing else.

Anyway...see ya on my other muses.

[darkest--temptation-deactivated]