Unexpressed Sentiments

"Time isn't something that always proceeds at the same pace. It is we who determine how quickly time passes." Paulo Coelho

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Is procrastination a virtue? *slaps face*

1. Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend? - I already have.

2. When did your last hug take place? - Here at home. 

3. Are you a jealous person? - No. HAHA. Funny you asked.

4. Are you tired right now? - No. But too bad I'm procrastinating. :|

5. Do you chew on your straws? - No.

6. Have you ever been called a tease? - Never.

7. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? - Not yet.

8. Do you cry easily? - No. But if I'm deeply hurt, sort of.

9. What should you be doing right now? - Funny you asked again! STUDYING.

10. Are you a heavy sleeper? - I think so. 

11. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months? - Yes. Even greater than 6 months actually.

12. Are you mad at someone right now? - No.

13. Do you believe in love? - YES.

14. What makes you laugh no matter what? - Me and my sibs' pranks and jokes. :D

15. Who was the last person you talked to? - Zai.

16. Do you get butterflies around the person you like? - Yes, most specially if he's smiling.

17. Will you get married? - YES. Someday!

18. When was the last time you smiled? - When he texted.

19. Does anyone like you? - I know someone!

20. Do you secretly like someone? - Terribly yes!

21. Who was the first person you talked to today? - Zai again.

22. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? - Le boyf.

23. What are you NOT looking forward to? - End of the world. HAHA.

24. What ARE you looking forward to? - Employment :)

25. Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it? - YES.

26. Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do? - Nothing. I'm over him. I'll be happy for him though.

27. Do you plan on moving out within the next year? - Not yet. Too early.

28. Are you a forgiving person? - I think I am.

29. How many TRUE friends do you have? - Very few.

30. Do you fall for people easily? - Not really.

31. Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend? - Nooooo.

32. What’s the last thing you put in your mouth? -  Dinner.

33. Who was the last person you drove with? - Le boyf.

34. How late did you stay up last night and why? - 2am I think. Just overthinking again. *slaps face*

35. If you could move somewhere else, would you? - YES PLEASE!

36. Who was the last person you took a picture of? - Person? Le boyf!!

37. Can you live a day without TV? - Yesss. Just a day. HAHA.

38. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed? - Almost 2 days ago. Please don't remind me...

39. Three names you go by.. - Itas, Kirstin, Aure

40. Are you currently in a relationship? - YES ♥

41. What is your all-time favorite romance movie? - I think Time Traveler's Wife and Lakehouse.

42. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? - As corny as it is,yes :)

43. What’s your current problem? - Nothing major.

44. Have you ever had your heart broken? - Yes.

45. Your thoughts of long distance relationships? - They're difficult.

46. How many kids do you want to have? - Two I guess.

47. Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them? - I don't tell them. >:)

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Missing this blog!

So far I have 4 blogs in existence today and 3 of them, except this one are so far up to date. Going back to this blog is like browsing the memories of the past years and being the reminiscent bitch that I am, I sorta kind of like going back; that's why I posted! Plus I'm having thoughts about all this blogging thing or maybe it's just me for kill time. HAHA. Scrap that. 

Blogging is therapeutic. Minus the judgment part.

:)

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Goodbye for now

My previous post was merely about blogging! And after cleaning the house the whole day and trying to catch up to my checklist for the day (yes I did clean the house and thought about deciding what to do with my blog) I ended up with the conclusion of leaving this blog already. It's saddening yeah. I have an excuse: it's new year and it's not too late yet to leave the memories of 2011 and 2010 here. Oh yeah.

I just want to make myself clear. Even though I'll be inactive in this blog starting today, I will still be visiting this URL every now and then since this is my memory lane. Maybe jumping to different URLs for security purposes so still, no dissemination please!

Moreover, if you want to keep yourselves posted about my thoughts, rants and such especially if you're a friend of mine *winks* I have transferred to this URL: whydoyouhavetowaittofindme. However, it is password-protected! So yeah, privacy on place. You can Tumblr ask me here: soonenough for the password so I can give it to you provided that I know you and then we can all continue into the blog and read world! 

That's all folks.

Sayanara for now unexpressedsentiments! :*

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The beauty (and chaos) of blogging.

You get me. I just want to be able to jot down new moments in my life as a constant reminder that life is beautiful, and when days may come, that I feel so useless and unproductive, I have this to look back and read through.

Got this from Andi Eigenmann's blog. I know what you guys think, (as if someone's reading my blog. HAHA.) why am I reading hers? She loves blogging! That's why. I really like people who share a lot of cherished moments through blogging. Not for bragging of course but for oneself as well. Just like what the bold letters above say. She makes a lot of sense to me though a lot of people say she's a brat and all that. She expresses! I think that is what a blog is all about. It's not about what people wanna read, (or talk about for that matter) it's about what you wanna say to inspire, to share, to release and to express most importantly.

Personally, I don't broadcast this blog to anybody just because...

This is my personal blog right here. I madly express here. I don't need stalkers who will just murderously judge me. Those are the last things I need. Better yet, I don't need 'em. Redundancy. 

Anyhow, there are some posts here as well that I would really love to share. But of course, don't wanna squander my privacy that is why I keep this thing oh so private. That is the reason why... lately I've been cheating to Tumblr and looking for other blogs but the idea of never leaving this blog just keeps on hitting me every now and then since I already poured out my heart here. Or maybe my mind more often. :P But still! I need to really make up my mind with regards to making another blog outside or just proceed in making a secondary blog here or just keeping everything as is. Maybe if I start cleaning our house I might get the slightest idea of what is the best thing to do. Yay! Pathetic. Really. 

P.S. I really admire young moms who are very much proud of showing off their kids in public. (like Andi) They're mothers! Even at a tender age, a life is a blessing expected or not and that is what they got - their offspring. So salute to all young moms for not making another mistake of depriving their kids the life they should really have per se no matter how tough life is in this world. :)

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Thankful. :)

Bonded with him on the way home tonight and it is only now when I realized that at last, I will not travel all the way home alone anymore. He's beside me again, holding my hand and talking or maybe arguing about a lot of things. I feel safe again. Finally. It is such a nice feeling knowing someone will always be there for you. Thankful. :)

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TAE and HMPT.

Those were all he managed to say to me tonight after going online unexpectedly just to chat with me and these are enough to make me smile,actually. Some night! :)

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Two Zero One Two - You better be awesome!

My blog is my bitch right now. So yeah. Bring the blogging on!

A couple of realizations for the first afternoon of the year:

Do not count on anyone. Especially in terms of learning. It definitely makes sense. Learning on your own gives you all the strengths you can possibly need. Plus! It will lessen one's heart breaks from counting on someone who is not very willing to help at all and will just make you realize how stupid you can get. Ouch!

Keep the mystery. Mystery is very important. Not too much of it of course. It lights up the fire of curiosity and builds up protection from judgments and gossips.

The truth is always ugly. And the definition of ugly does not mean hide it forever. It means do not sugarcoat words more often than not. People deserve to know the naked truth enable to free them. They have the right to know. Always.

Some things will never change. Whatever new year comes. So new year is well-associated with the word: CHANGE and it is known to be constant as ever in one lifetime but for me, people should stop for awhile and care to notice that still, some things will never change. I'd state some situations but they're based from true-to-life experiences so I'd rather not. Just to avoid minds from widening and fattening. 

To making it count. Carpe Diem. Whatever process of seizing I made or did before 2011 ends, I'm gonna double it this time. Yep. It's a mandate for myself. What better way of creating a bright future than handling every now with such grace and finesse! 

Proud of myself to have made another post like this. Cheers 2012! You better be awesome.

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"Okay lang."

I have to admit. I don't just go around saying those two words when I really, really don't mean it. I don't wanna give away potential sources of misinterpretations by saying those two just to resolve something. 'Cause truly, saying things you don't mean does no good at all. But, the big but is, he is currently using those words most of the time. Maybe just to patch things up or maybe he does really mean it. It's inappropriate for me to ask why but I gotta say, I do admire him for that.

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It pays to be crazy sometimes. Especially if it's for love.

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Photo opportunities!

It makes me giggle a bit as I see myself posing one after the other this year 2011 until the last bits of it. I remember as a kid, I hate cameras. I frown a lot even in important events like my birthday party; I don't smile for the camera but look at me now! I jump at every photo opportunity I get not only because I'm a terrible photographer but more importantly, I wanna preserve. I failed to do that before and this time I wanna make sure I'll do all possible ways to make things last longer than they should. All we have is now. 

Moreover, I would like to have a brief daily life report as of this time about how my optimism is finally paying off. Law of attraction rules! The sunshine of everyday just keeps on surprising me with joyful details on how beautiful life can be. Truly, life's a beautiful mess. No doubt about that.

So here is one post filled with positivism and joy. Here's to now and to the future.

:)

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Kung saan-saan na nakarating 'tong sign na'to. Sobrang touched ako dahil ito ang patunay kung gaano kasipag ang Mama ko. Bawat araw talaga lalo ko nagpapasalamat na meron akong Mama na kagaya n'ya. Tawa pa lang n'ya,napapasaya na ko. Thank you God! :D

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Will I ever learn?

So tonight's different from all the others. Know why? My mother dear asked me why I don't wear make up and I was like: WHAAAATTTT?And why. Sa isip lang. :D She said I look pale on our pictures. She said I need some color. Hearing those words I realized that here comes the time when my mother actually thinks I need to learn how to be a real, real lady. Oh my. She's making me think deeply. :))

Truth is, I refuse due to a few reasons: (and just because I love bullets :P)

I don't know how. I delay every chance of learning how. 

I'm thinking that my spectacles will just ruin the look even if I learn how. Especially the eye liner thing and so forth. See what I mean?

I am a soon-to-be-IT-bachelorette. I will definitely stay in front of the computer for long hours, might be spending overnight in the company working on some tough project so what do I need the make up for? I am not an associate as of now anyway.

I do admit. I'm a girl now. (I used to be a girl carefree of her looks.) I adore some set of apparel every now and then. I believe shoes is a crucial part of a woman's look. But this make-up thing, I need some time to warm up myself about this. I do use some press powder and lip gloss thingy but that is all I have. Nothing more. Nothing less. Maybe someday. Maybe. Someday.

Teehee. :)