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i am raised by wolves and showing . an independent multi - muse blog, released by mowgli.

#hey :) i archived so uh if ur still interested in doing the do with me ??#pls understand u will need to follow me into the dark on the new blogerino

unferalarchive

i am raised by wolves and showing . an independent multi - muse blog, released by mowgli.

hello friendly reminder to vaccinate ur animals. uwu.

#am currently at work doing symptomatic care for a parvo puppy #vaccines save lives ty ty #❝ † ❞ . . . 𝖚𝖓𝖋𝖊𝖗𝖆𝖑 / ooc.

heartwilled

so i hate to do this but uhhh

khepri [ riegastrung / exaltears / exaltborne / bxstiae ] is racist, ableist, and transphobic. i have written a document detailing the shit he’s said here.

obviously like, don’t go harassing him or anything, and this isn’t me trying to tell u who you can / can’t interact with, but i think it’s important for people to know.

fivenightsleft

he’s actually had other incidents of racism and even cop bootlicking on bxstiae. here’s the post, and here’s the google doc he’d put up. even despite supposedly apologizing for this, the anons he received afterwards show that he hasn’t changed much.

( here’s a backup of the google doc in case he deletes it, hope ur fellow cops see it bro )

#❝ † ❞ . . . 𝖚𝖓𝖋𝖊𝖗𝖆𝖑 / psa.#smH.

listen on spotify .

#❝ † ❞ . . . 𝖆𝖝𝖊𝖉𝖎𝖙 / aesthetic.#/ i was almost asleep and then i had a strong urge to listen to my johanna playlist ??#/ which i am v proud of and have decided to share thx

spctlessminds

based on this suggestions blog. warning: these are pretty dark/angry & could be triggering to some people. please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘ all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly & me to not flinch away without meaning to. when will this stop affecting me? ’ ‘ all i want is to be soft & gentle, but i’m made out of steel & anger. maybe in another life, i guess. ’ ‘ beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so choose to see beauty in everything. ’ ‘ burning it all to the ground & force them to start again. they made you lose everything. now return the favor. ’ ‘ do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own? ’ ‘ do you trust me enough? do you trust me at all? ’ ‘ don’t you dare abandon me. ’ ‘ even after all you have done, i will always want you fighting on my side. ’ ‘ every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again. ’ ‘ everyone i have ever loved is long gone. i sing to the sky alone. ’ ‘ everyone i touch gets hurt, but i can’t stop. i touch & i touch & i touch & people get hurt. why can’t i ever stop? ’ ‘ everyone says i used to be a hero, but i can still taste the blood in my mouth & still feel bruises blooming because of my fists & my eyes are still stretched wide & terrified. ’ ‘ everything i love has been taken from me. what do i have left to fight for? ’ ‘ fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong. ’ ‘ friends are more important than any material object will ever be. ’ ‘ i am aching to hold you & keep you safe, to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you. ’ ‘ i am divine & you will bow before me. ’ ‘ i am fucking divine. ’ ‘ i am in control & i listen to no one. ’ ‘ i am not a good person. don’t pretend i am. ’ ‘ i am not accustomed to love. this is a learning experience. ’ ‘ i am not worth saving & i am not worth redemption. let me stay in the dark. ’ ‘ i am so tired all the time, all i want to do is rest. ’ ‘ i am too tired to deal with any of this. ’ ‘ i bow to no man. ’ ‘ i broke into sharp pieces when i broke & i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together. i’m sorry. ’ ‘ i can give you your wings back & i can show you to fly once more, if you only believe in me. ’ ‘ i cannot be saved. ’ ‘ i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people. i can bear this weight on my own. i have to. ’ ‘ i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you, but i loved you too much to notice. ’ ‘ i crave affection in the simplest way. ’ ‘ i deserve to hurt. i deserve to bleed. ’ ‘ i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me. ’ ‘ i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer, as long as it leaves your lips. ’ ‘ i don’t fight for you anymore. ’ ‘ i don’t want to let go of you. not now, not ever. ’ ‘ i don’t want to talk about it. i don’t want to remember. i don’t want to heal. all i want is for it to go away. ’ ‘ i don’t want you to touch me. please don’t touch me, just go away. ’ ‘ i feel anger deeper than my bones. i feel anger in my very soul. ’ ‘ i feel nothing at all, except for when i feel everything all at once. ’ ‘ i have fallen & though i may miss the sky, i belong here now. ’ ‘ i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine. ’ ‘ i have no home anymore. ’ ‘ i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand & then i remember nothing. ’ ‘ i see beauty in everything, but especially in you. ’ ‘ i should never have fallen in love with you. ’ ‘ i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me. now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away. ’ ‘ i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe. ’ ‘ i will never amount to anything. i am a failure in the worst type of way. ’ ‘ i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me & maybe someday it will be true. ’ ‘ if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore. ’ ‘ if you ask me to, i will set the whole world on fire, my dear. it’s all for you. ’ ‘ is it my fault? it’s my fault. it’s always my fault. ’ ‘ it’s not murder if they deserved it, right? ’ ‘ i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me, choking on anger & suffocating on sadness. ’ ‘ i’m in love with everything that hurts me. ’ ‘ i’m okay. i’m alright. this is all in my mind. ’ ‘ i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me. ’ ‘ i’m so cold & i can’t stop shaking. i am not who you think i am. ’ ‘ i’m so tired all the time & i just want to be awake again. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten. i just want someone to remember me. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting everything in my life. just make it stop. ’ ‘ i’m too tired to care. blow up, get angry at me. i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it. ’ ‘ jealousy burns within me. ’ ‘ just let me go in peace for once in my damn life. ’ ‘ loneliness is a disease & it leaves me empty & hollow, like sound goes through my body & bounces back. ’ ‘ made of starlight & sunshine, i shine brighter than they all know. ’ ‘ my anger is righteous & my actions are pure. ’ ‘ my chest aches & my lungs burn. this sickness comes from the inside. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & all i need is some comfort & understanding. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & i ache to go back to the sky. ’ ‘ my shoulders are aching where wings used to be & all i want is for them to stop hurting. ’ ‘ pull me apart & piece me together in your own way. make me perfect. ’ ‘ righteous fury throws through my veins & if you touch the people i love i will destroy you. ’ ‘ rise up. you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more. ’ ‘ say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue. ’ ‘ so much blood has been spilled in my name. time to make you believe it was in yours. ’ ‘ so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent, but not when i scream & plead for help? fuck off. ’ ‘ sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want. ’ ‘ stay away from my fucking friends. stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you. ’ ‘ stop treating me like i’m an idiot. you aren’t better than me in any way & you better remember that. ’ ‘ the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue. ’ ‘ the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it. ’ ‘ to love them is my divine right. ’ ‘ voices whisper from the shadows & they fill my mind with thoughts of you. ’ ‘ what did i to wrong to be so unloved? ’ ‘ what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it? ’ ‘ who the fuck do you think you are? ’ ‘ why can’t i ever fucking stop crying? ’ ‘ with a new year comes new tests & triumphs. let’s try to make the most out of it. ’ ‘ would it really kill you to be honest for once? ’ ‘ yes, i remember my wings breaking & being destroyed. i was powerless to stop it. ’ ‘ you are not required to love your parents, or to even like them. ’ ‘ you can’t hate me more than i hate myself, but you are more than welcome to try. ’ ‘ you may say you love me, but you love only a part of me. i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being. ’ ‘ you never fucking cared about me. don’t fucking lie about it. not to me. ’ ‘ you remind me of mint. fresh, sharp, kind of cold, but in a nice way. i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite. ’ ‘ you shine light in even the darkest parts of me. you are my sun. ’ ‘ you should fear me, but you don’t. i will be eternally puzzled, yet grateful. ’ ‘ you touch me & my skin burns & it burns for you, always you. ’

#❝ † ❞ . . . 𝖚𝖓𝖋𝖊𝖗𝖆𝖑 / prompts.

wolfkept:

@unferal , ♡ ‘ d for a starter

“ this seemed more romantic in my head. ” a thought that had been pondered aloud as his eyes lamely looked around the at the scene he’d thought he’d beautifully created. a rug he’d borrowed from clothesline he’d walked by was thrown on the ground, two cushions he’d made from some pillow cases & stray appa hair also joined the fray along with a basket of food he’d managed to scrounge from various places around the city. sokka had always heard of people going on picnics, never seen it done in practise. he thought this would have been some grand romantic gesture, letting yue know just how much he cared for her but… it just looked like a rug on the ground and a poor attempt at upholstering.

“ sorry princess. probably not the standard you’re used to. ” downtrodden, sokka let his head & and shoulders fall. “ don’t really know what a picnic is meant to be but i feel like this isn’t quite right. ” however always the optimist that he tried to be, sokka perked himself up & held his hand out to her with a smile softer than it should have been. “ can’t blame a dude for trying though! care to join me? ”

her chest swells. warmth swirling up her frame until it settles on her cheeks in a flush. expectations could be deadly, a lesson she’d learned quickly - and as such, the princess had learned to temper her own. never wanting for more than what she was given, never expecting the extra mile. but everything sokka did exceeded them, no matter how tattered or worn the scene may have looked.

oh, how could she possibly be disappointed when the effort is there, resting on a borrowed rug and carved into the curve of his smile? " it may not be right, but it's . . . " more than hahn had ever cared for doing, in all the time that they’d known each other. a mitten covered hand slips free from her fur lined sleeve, reaching out and clasping onto sokka’s hand as she steps onto the rug. “ wonderful, and sweet. ” much like he was, there was no denying the way goodness radiated off of him - filled the air around him with a gentle hum of benevolence. yue had thought her future fated already, deigned herself to the life her father had chosen for her . . . but sokka made it hard to want that; when adventure and spark rested just on the tips of her fingers. “ what’s on the menu for this romantic picnic, anyway? ”

#wolfkept #❝ † ❞ . . . 𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖞𝖗𝖒𝖔𝖔𝖓 / novella.#. . . i'm cryin in the club rn

me reading the theory about yue being the next avatar if aang hadn’t been refrigerated for a hundred years ??

#sounds like my kind of au BABEY #❝ † ❞ . . . 𝖚𝖓𝖋𝖊𝖗𝖆𝖑 / ooc.

unferal-archived

i am slowly dipping my toes back into activity, so … this is a call for my overwatch muses. i.e. ashe, brigitte, & d.va !! let me know who you’d like a starter from - and who it should be for, if you’re a multi as well !!

#a rebagel cos this is the extent of my activity for rn

i am slowly dipping my toes back into activity, so . . . this is a call for my overwatch muses. i.e. ashe, brigitte, & d.va !! let me know who you’d like a starter from - and who it should be for, if you’re a multi as well !!

#❝ † ❞ . . . 𝖚𝖓𝖋𝖊𝖗𝖆𝖑 / ooc.

, ohey.

#i took a bitty break but i think i might ... return :eyes:

❛ if it gets too bad , give me a signal ❜ ( neville from hermione )

@moonwanders . shadow & bone sentence prompts .

“ hermione, i - ” dunno if he can do this. trembling fingers and hands, neville’s form of bravery has never been the same as the others. doesn’t manifest in the great feats of harry, the cleverness of hermione, the sheer force of ron. he’s just neville, and the fact that he’s been included this time does little to ease his worry; because what if he can’t protect them? what if he’s the reason they all end up dead? he’s not certain he could ever forgive himself for being the catalyst for such an ending, and that alone makes the tremors in his hands grow worse. his gran would never forgive him for the fear that’s set deep into his heart, would never speak to him again if he did what his head told him and ran. so he wipes sweaty palms onto the denim of his jeans and reaffirms to grip his wand a little tighter, squeeze away the shakes as if that’s the answer to all of his problems.

he inhales a deep breath, presses his mouth into a thin line before he manages to nod . . . find a question to ease the ever growing tension, “ what kind of signal? like - ” a free hand moves to touch a finger to his nose, and then his eyes cross, tongue sticking out of his mouth. “ that? or were you thinkin’ somethin’ more verbal? like, oi, that’s my pumpkin pasty, you twit! ” there’s a smile on his lips, placed there because it should be - not because he feels like smiling, not because this is a time for jokes and easy conversations. but because his friends need him, and neville needs them to believe he’s capable of the small part he’s been handed in their plans. even if he isn’t nearly as confident in himself.

“ you’re sure about this ?? ” one last hesitation as neville settles back against the cold stone of the wall behind him. it’s all he knows, uncertainty and concern for the world around him. because he’s seen first hand how things can go, how those he loves can move so swiftly from alive and well to alive and no longer present. “ just - you’re absolutely certain? ”

#moonwanders #❝ † ❞ . . . 𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖇𝖔𝖑𝖎𝖌𝖞 / novella.

haikuyus-deactivated20220606

this fourth of july think of the indigenous people of america who had their country and land stolen from them with little to no reparations or apologies. land is still being taken. sacred grounds are still being ripped away. there is no “independence” for the people who were here first.