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-Far too many obsessions- 22 They/them

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HI i’m Orion (or Rio) and this is my blog! 💛🌼🐝

🔆About me🔆

22

Asexual Black femme

Transmasc

They/fae/star/cloud

Autism/ADHD/dyspraxia

💌Special Interests💌

Fairy tail, B99, K-pop, Anime, Genshin Impact, physics, trivia, animals, rick and morty + more.

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not very active tbh, sometimes nsfw, lots of ranting and butchfemme posting

🚫DNI 🚫

cis men, zionists, bigots, terfs, minors

❕Side blog❕

@riocreates art blog

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call me too woke but i don’t think Here’s The Thing should include people’s violent deaths?

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i’m genuinely so hurt, every time you break my heart i’m left to pick up the pieces on my own. how many times can i say i need more? more love, more attention, more care

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maybe i really need to consider that we are not meant for each other

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i despise being me. it makes sick to the stomach. every thing i am is full and slow. slow to anger, slow to retort, slow to defend. dull in appearance, in intelligence and in action. i’m weak and sad and angry about it. i can’t change it. i am stuck in this brain of mine. a biological prison i have no way of escaping.

even an abused dog snarls and snaps in defense of its still. i sit there idly, weeping pathetically. the words to defend myself come too slow and too late.

instinctually, i push down my emotions and when they finally return, later in the darkness of night as i lay in bed, they are 10 fold. they crash over me like a tsunami and drown me.

i wish i was anyone but me. i’m so motionless. so fearful. i am the bottom of the bottom. i have no respect and no love.

i have nothing, no beauty, no brains, no humour, no cunning, no wit, no sense, no dignity, no self control, no motives, no talent, no creativity, no friends, no command, no importance, no fight, no courage.

my finest and only quality is my obedience; my ability to move as commanded and when commanded no matter what and by how. i move like a robot and accomplish whatever is asked of me with no question. a well trained dog who expects nothing in return.

kill me and skin me and lay my hide out as the rug i lived my life as, let people wipe their dirty feet on me and walk across my back. lord knows that’s how i lived its a fitting death.

i am nothing and i feel everything.

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dnp film making a hudson williams mii when he’s currently being exposed for being an anti-black racist… oh okay

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life is so fucking cruel, it’s a curse, i wish i was never born, i wish i never loved, i wish i never opened my heart up. my biggest nightmare is becoming real and im watching unable to do anything. you came to me, you chose me and now you’re leaving me in the worst way possible. how could i be okay with this? i hate everything i wish i was never born. the world is a prison and everyone dies and my inevitable end was always loneliness. i can never love again. i will never love again.

i wish i’d drowned i wish id fallen off a roof i wish i died in a head on collision i wish i was dead i wish i was dead i wish i was dead i wish i was dead i want to have never existed the burden of life is too great i can’t carry this

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my lover is going to kill themselves and i don’t know what do to

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every single person who slandered ofmd s2 should come and see what a real mess is

[ceilings-and-floores]

I'm going through it.

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THEMATICALLY it makes sense

aziraphale and crowley have always loved humanity and the universe far more than anything, they have always worked together to keep humans happy and safe as much as they can, so yes i do think they would give up their own lives to ensure all humans had a fair chance. does it still make me sad? yes ofc, i love them more than anything and i want them to be happy together

what i don’t understand is why they werent allowed to express physical affection or have a proper talk, they should’ve had way more screen time

the real blame ofc lays with neil gaiman fuck you bro

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thank god we have our own book of life logging into ao3 dot com

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you know what even tho my azicrow got lobotomised…

and my gentlebeard got cut short…

and my nandermo never happened…

DAN AND PHIL ARE IN LOVE IN REAL LIFE AND THATS ENOUGH FOR ME HALLELUJAH AMEN *snorts a line of copium*

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so a new viewer could basically watch s2e6 and the finale and that’s all they would need since everything is meaningless anyways.

6000 years of pining for nothing.

i’m utterly heartbroken.

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“you’re just mad that they didn’t kiss again” yeah you know what i fucking i am. what do you mean they shared the worst first kiss in history fuelled by grief and despair and then vanished from existence without ever knowing what it’s like to kiss someone out of love and joy

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EXACTLY EXACTLY

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people who've seen good omens finale. we can't talk here. email me on jeremy renner app

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your gay comes in two flavours:

- oversexualised slop for straight women to goon to

- sanitised and mediocre with just enough affection to satisfy the audience while keeping it minimal so homophobic countries can cleanly snip it out

hungry?