[ungovernablecrow]

Hello, I'm Mellow or Geode. My pronouns are she/her and co/cos, and I'm bigender (a boy and a girl). This is my main blog, my old one was in-a-mello-mood but I lost it :/

About this blog: I believe in inclusion and positivity, all kinds of people and creatures are welcome, plurals of all origins, contradictory labeled queers, xenogender, neopronoun users, anti agab, intersex, transgender, furries, punks, all nonhumans (yes even physically nonhuman), disabled, neurodivergent, sfw age/pet regression, and anything I missed! :D The only people who aren't welcome is anyone promoting exclusion or negativity. Anyone under 16 do not interact with suggestive posts or you will be soft blocked

DNI: Radqueer/transID, paraphiles, and supporters. Anyone under those categories will be blocked and reported on sight. Recovering/ex radqueers can interact

Blogs: My other main blog was @in-a-mello-mood, my graphics blog attached to this account is @geode-makes-stuff, and The Vampire and The Butcher content (my story) is on @butcher-knives!

Fandoms: Nimona, Star Wars, Death Note, TADC, DanDaDan, LACKADAISY, Across The Spiderverse, Komi Can't Communicate, Epithet Erased, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Helluva Boss, Hazbin Hotel, TDLOSK, Star Wars, LOTR, TAOM, Arcane, Hunter x Hunter, TMNT 2012 + 2018, The Grimm Variations (anime on Netflix), Ranma 1/2, Devil May Cry, Madoka Magica, SFOWTDE

My tagging system:

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#described and #undescribed: a pair of tags for screen reader users. Things with alt text, plain text, and image descriptions will be tagged described, and ones missing those as undescribed so you can filter or find what is and isn't accessible to you <3

#my kind of vibe: me coded things

#positivity: a good tag to browse when you're feeling down <3 (encouragement and good things happening in the world)

#random thoughts: my poasts

#rants and rambles: A classic tag from my old blog, idk why I ever stopped using it. Bringing it back, it's for my rants or additions to other people's posts in reblogs or tags that I wanted to save

#my favorites: self explanatory

#rants and rambles: when I ramble on someone else's post in reblogs or tags. Sometimes overlaps with #random thoughts but I'm tryna make them their own tags

#plural stuffs, #plurality, #plural but also not: system tags. Couldn't decide what to use or think of a tagging system for it lol. "#Plural stuffs" tends to be plurality things we relate to, "#plurality" is just general posts about it, and "#plural but also not" is our ex tag for stuff about us. Trying to find something more fitting

People and friend tags: #izzy, #amora, #retic, #clover, #abyss, #cal, #midnight, #tea, #canyon, #matteo, #nessie, #ludo, #helias, #pere, #cmchill, #wheatley, #jey, #flockofcrowsbutwithknives, #audmeseal (I'll add more as I remember/use them)

Trigger tags:

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These are potentially upsetting things I put content warning tags for, as well as what I don't tag and what to watch out for.

Things I tag:

#cw flashing and #cw gif. I also tag #eyestrain, but that's not always consistent since I have difficulty telling what does and doesn't fall into this category

#cw transphobia, #cw intersexism, #cw queerphobia, #cw homophobia

#unreality

#ableism

#sexism

#abuse

#cw suggestive

#cw discourse and #cw syscourse

Things I don't tag:

Lgbtq+ slurs. I'm part of the community myself and believe strongly in reclaiming slurs to negate their power. If lgbtq+ related slurs upset you, I advise scrolling with caution.

My userbox collection and credits are below the cut! :D (currently updating)

Credits: Disability, green loveless, and lesbian vampire userboxes by me, lightbulb userbox by @minnowco1ns, blocking userbox by @cozy-menagerie, median userbox by @aurora-abyss-sys, anti ai userbox by @rotting-lilac, Minecraft userbox by @ivy-vinezz, Miku userbox by @staticuserboxes, SFOWTDE userbox by @getauserbox. Dividers by thecutestgrotto, httpssturns, droideplane, and saradika-graphics

[ungovernablecrow]

Remember to look out for eachother, never lose hope, and keep fighting for what you believe in

-Geode out

[ungovernablecrow]

Meme made by Goudeneeuw on pillowfort

Invite link good for 50 people, hope to see you there <3 If you miss out on these, people post invites in the pillowfort tag here sometimes, or you can pay $5 USD to sign up without one

[ungovernablecrow]

Wanted to give a proper farewell but haven't had the energy. Also probably won't be checking notifications anymore, so if you want to contact me, message me or I won't see it

[taguroc]

What would your OC be like without the trauma they've experienced in their past?

[h3l1as]

@ungovernablecrow

[ungovernablecrow]

Uh. Most of them are who they are because of their trauma, and also due to their environment the trauma was inescapable. So without trauma they would either not exist or be so unrecognizable in all facets they may as well be a different person

There's a few with more minimal trauma, I think they would just be less mature and experienced without it, and there's one guy who has like very normal amount of trauma, like getting bullied a bit in school and that's it. But 90% of my ocs are described by the first paragraph

There is that one oc who actually would have been super sweet but turned out very dark because of their trauma, but just the one. Another one would have been evil with or without the trauma I think lmao but even idk that

Also I think this question doesn't account for the fact that the trauma can be ongoing. Like some of them are still experiencing it or experienced it in an ongoing way throughout their lives. It wasn't a one and done event, but many small things or something big and constant that's permanently changed who and how they are and is literally weaved into every facet of them. To take away the trauma is to take away core parts of them, or just make a new person entirely

[drinksomefuckingwater]

drink some fucking water

[girljournal]

✿ ᰍ here’s your reminder to eat today , even if it’s something small ♡ 𑑛🍓🍪🥛

[ungovernablecrow]

So. Apparently I'm supposed to read something called "The King in Yellow" for my new fandom to make sense. Whelp :/

[whore-for-the-mothman]

Ok so king in yellow is chaos in the best way if you want a rly good in doth analysis on it go check out Flawed Peacocks video on YouTube about it. They did an amazing job and it even has an original song.

[ungovernablecrow]

Thanks for the rec! :DDD

[drinksomefuckingwater]

drink some fucking water

[girljournal]

✿ ᰍ here’s your reminder to eat today , even if it’s something small ♡ 𑑛🍓🍪🥛

[buntress]

[Unable to ID, help appreciated]

❝ ReneTMasccongic ❞

[PT :: ReneTMasccongic]

A -congic term for when ones gender relates to the song Ego Renegade Boy by Flavor Foley ft Kagamine Len in the context of being transmasc

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Congic By :: Me // Link Colors From :: @crowdsourcedgender's Reneboysongic flag + the transmasc flag Notes :: Also have a transfem version but I'm leaving for the doctors rn so I'll queue that later dliofugvhroi

Archive & Accessibility Tags :: @radiomogai @vocaliom @musicamogai @recordshop-archive @archive-of-music @altmusicmogai @accessibilitea @liomogaid

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Taglist :: @discrophy @thatonegaybrit @mimiscoiningcafe @scr-ppup @kitty-koins @loupgaroualejardin @bloodmoon-night

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Bonus Tags :: @friend-device

[ungovernablecrow]

@aro-wheatley this u? 👀

[lybelulacony]

I had this idea a good while ago

And as of then i started making ocs for that hypothetical show

i admit ive been holding on from posting them here as i wanted to complete the cast before doing so

Ill be adding more to this, for now i will be using the tag #Hostusosc

Lil extras

[t4t-fwb-meronia]

@aro-wheatley @redacteds-cave

[ungovernablecrow]

I should totally let you guys vote on what my next profile theme should be. I've got some old OG ones from like two years ago in mind, and some new ones too

[ungovernablecrow]

What theme should I have next?

theme based on Great Time To Be Human by Jaguar Twin (old theme)

theme based on Vampire By Rumor by TX2 (old theme)

Pastel pink theme (I just wanna have a cute pastel pink theme what can I say)

Hyperpop/eyestrain theme

Jack Skellington theme

Voting ended onMar 21

If you don't remember the old themes or never saw them it's still fine to vote for it lol. Have fun voting on my demise next theme! :D

[ungovernablecrow]

Serious post

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I'm very seriously considering moving completely to pillowfort. I know it's not for everyone, and it's not the same as Tumblr, but frankly I've realized I don't want Tumblr, just the friends and acquaintances I've made here.

I don't like talking about heavy stuff much, but you may have noticed from a few distressed posts that I've been getting harassed recently, and overall Tumblr just hasn't been good for my mental. I feel obligated to contribute to certain communities and that if I don't I'm a failure or don't belong, I feel like I have to walk on eggshells and be careful about every word and phrase that comes out of my mouth or I'll be harassed for it. I came here originally for free speech, because I can swear and reclaim slurs and make sex jokes and even learn about sex without repercussions. But now it doesn't feel the same anymore, instead of free speech I feel like it's just a noose of obligation and expected minced words. I'm done with that.

The decision isn't final yet, but as stated I'm very seriously considering leaving. I think I'll be much happier if I do so, but I don't want to leave behind anyone I know that would want to join me, so I'm taking it slow. I'm also gonna have to find a place to archive everything I don't want to lose, but that's a topic for another time

Thanks for reading, I hope you have a good day

[drinksomefuckingwater]

drink some fucking water

[girljournal]

✿ ᰍ here’s your reminder to eat today , even if it’s something small ♡ 𑑛🍓🍪🥛

[ungovernablecrow]

I see Tumblr staff has listened to their userbase for once in their life and reverted the update. Still, even making that update at all proves to me plenty that they're hardly fit to be running this place

I'm on pillowfort often, you can find me there with the same handle. It's so much less toxic there, more laid back and slow, there's LOTS of long text posts and in general encouragement to read a lot and use/make your own site.

I honestly like it there so much better and will be on there sometimes instead of Tumblr. Tbh I've been posting less here to spend more time there, would still recommend you join me