I want revenge manifestation and please help 🙏
Yes… uh if you see this you will understand a but
I will explain what happened in my college life? So basically when i came to college for the first time every girls wanted to talk to me and be friends with me like when i said be friends i meant literally they were like forcing me to sit with them and stuff… but in my gut I felt an awkward feeling with just four girls… like their energy made me somewhat not normal and there were intensities too!!! (I was right! And ofcource I didn’t listen to my gut)
So i sat with the person who i had the most intensive gut feeling and wanted to be her friend ofcource I didn’t force or anything we just happen to sit together and everything was ok she was talking nicely and stuff and we went out she introduced her parents and stuff and her friends… (she is the oldest in our class) and then her energy shifted she started to avoid me and i just thought it was normal and i was concerned and also she blocked me in snap and didn’t accept me in her private account which was odd and she said she wanted space so ofcource it was hard plus we sit together and ya it just hurted a lot and i cried for months and months (let’s call this senior “S”)
There are other two girls who is (a and k) so both of them are besties and when i came to college for the first time they were the ones who greeted me and welcomed me i just felt a little uncomfortable idk that energy of uncomfortable was present and i was right… what happened was Mam have us group project and ofcource “S” rejected me so i asked a and k which they accepted… and then i took a holiday and it seems a,k and s teamed up and well.. ya I didn’t have choice and i was teamed up with other two
So basically those trio went together without me which they did before and i was left behind ya it happened in first year.. and came this year where i had a conflict with a girl let’s call her “j” so she knew something was up and came close to me sat with me and noticed that those three ditched me so she came in close and comforted me and invited me the other three of her friends (mind you those three are (a,sa and sr) (a and j besties, (sa and sr besties)
I was teamed up with j me and another girl let’s call her ai and btw ai doesn’t talk to people and a loner and no girls like her which is sad and there was a reason why no one did but she is a nice girl tho…
Ai and me were the only one doing the work and j ya she just fights with ai a lot and we are the worst group possible for the group project like literally they both fight and there was a reason for j anger which i agree 😭 but being angry made it more stressful because she is naturally aggressive so somehow we made it and we have to do a group project again in second year
So ofcource I didn’t want them i wanted to do it alone.. ai accepted and j ya she was furious i told her 6 times i wanted to work alone and i wanted marks and i got less because of them.. so I didn’t know what to do i told her the truth about what happened in the group project and she got disappointed because i said the truth and we don’t talk anymore… everyone knows what kind of girl she is.. she even had conflict with a her bestie
A is the kind and reserved girl and both a and j are like sticked to glue and j she hangs out with everyone so ofcource it’s normal for a to get possessive and both of them got into fight because a said to her that “your selfish and you think about yourself” which is true (this happened after first year was over during summer holidays) when then second year started j sat with me and told me everything and my god it was draining so bad like she doesn’t want to sit with her but sit with me like my god the hell you can’t just sit here when “S” is sitting (she knows the conflict about me and s) (so basically she was manipulating me into her sitting with me which I don’t want to.. atleast s would leave me alone but she god so much drama and bitxh talking like she would say bad things about a to me like she makes sure she says it loudly so she could hear) i was shocked to the core like how could you say that you guys literally kissed and hugged each other like besties omggg.. moving on..
And ya j she got furious at me for saying the truth when everyone knows it’s the truth and we don’t talk… the crazy part j and a are sitting together and resolved their conflict and it’s just not the same (a,sr and sa who used to talk to me well.. we don’t talk much after the conflict they do check up on me and say what wrong why you don’t talk)
But how am i supposed to when jo is sticking to you guys like a glue and whenever i try to talk she makes it so awkward and whispering to the girl year and talk loudly and overshadowing like even those three girls felt uncomfortable by her actions so why bother..
So basically if you don’t know i sit at the last bench with the senior and those four at front… and my goddddd it’s draininggggg…
Plus my roomate uh she stole lot of money i meant a lot that you can imagine which was hugeeeee and the betrayal hurts because she knows everything about my clg life and she tries to help but.. it showed me people true colours after this
I just wanted a dramas free life but these girls just want to be close with me find out my background and use me for studies and stuff but literally isn’t that what humans do.. once the rose coloured glasses fell down i started to observe everything and no one is comfortable with anyone just sitting together for name sake 😭 and mind you I can’t act fake i just go silent when i feel uncomfortable I can’t act fake like i am the silent girl in our class so… once people find out your a good girl and has potential they will use you! Once I stopped and set boundaries no one bothered me…
And also i forgot to tell after the conflict with j you know what she did? What would you think she did she just left me alone? Nonono that’s where you are wrong she complained it to the teacher with her father in call and complained.. YES it became hugeeee issues which is just a small conflict and my mom knew something was up because o was sad and she contacted the teacher and she told everything about my problem! And that’s when the teachers saw my pov and agreed with me!
And i cried in classroom after this because it was super draining i was trying to hide it by putting my head on my desk and crying a little bit and sr saw and she said it loudly “WHY R U CRYING” i got mad because I don’t want anyone to see and told her shut up and get lost (like why would you say that loudly i wanted to just cry it was draining why make sure that everyone hears omggggg)
Well everyone knows what kind of girl jo was and her reputation is ruined but well she got friends who is still with her after all these stuff… which shows the reality i am in..
I told sr sorry for being rude in that state and ya after i cried when the whole class watched and concerned… they supported me but well i am still lonely and alone… people i thought were my friends are not friends and I literally can’t be in this environment
I tried being friends with men.. and well.. they just like me more than a friend… no one saw me as a friend like many men… and its super exhausting like the hell is going on!!!!
I wanted a friend and dramas free life but i had no chance i guess!! So all i want is a solution!! My energy is to the point i am exhausted, alone and miserable like my god so i am planning on not sitting with s at the last bench and sit in the front alone in the window area after all my exams and stuff are over!
Plus I don’t have to do group projects anymore so more peace for me! I can do it alone plus it’s literally easy where u can do it within one day!!
And mind you i know more dramas are going to come my intuition is strong now! And no i am not letting this happen i am cutting out everyone and sitting alone after all of this! I know it’s going to be lonely but my friends who i thought were friends they are not so choosing me and my studies and focusing on going abroad is the best choice for me!!! I am not scared to be alone i have been that stage in my school times i know i can do it
If you guys got any revenge manifestation please do tell me how to do it! It’s for my roommate who stole money which would help! Thank you…
