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about me!

hi, i'm sammie, i'm 24, and i've been on this godforsaken website since i was 14

i'm genderqueer and i mainly use they/them but you can use whatever you'd like for me

i'm panromantic, grey-ace and possibly polyamorous, if that confuses you feel free to (politely) ask me about it

i have a side blog where i write fanfics about a whole load of characters @willsimpforanyone and a kofi where you can buy me a coffee as motivation to get me to write lol

i also have an etsy called bugbeadsbox! i make unnecessarily niche bracelets, at the moment it's stellar firma, rusty quill gaming, the magnus archives, buzzfeed unsolved/ghost files, sanrio, criminal minds and custom dungeons and dragons bracelets but if it goes well, i have many many ideas!

that's all folks <3

#about me #pinned post #intro post #introducing myself

now i'm worried about the effectiveness of my adhd meds 🙃

#there are a lot of factors at play #which i understand #but right now they're not as effective as they were #im more tired and it's harder to make myself do stuff #which i HATE #i'll give it a month maybe

so. i'm not doing great. but the world insists on spinning and time insists on marching on

#yes i'm still fighting tooth and nail to bring heeseung back #yes i'm freaking out about money constantly #yes i am struggling to push my small business #yes the safety net i thought i had has several holes in it (literally)#yes i had a breakdown at 1am about everything #but! we're gonna keep going anyway #bc there's no other choice

being very brave and going to see 5sos all by myself

yes i have googled everything bc how the fuck else am i supposed to know what door to go through

#im here tho!#im so brave!#all by myself!!!#hopefully i get to sit next to someone nice #who's looking to make friends #and we're instantly friends bc that's the vibe

been mia protesting on twt for heeseung and enhypen, setting up a business and getting ready for a concert

ofc now i get my period so my meds aren't working well :) i have so much shit to do and it's so hard to do anything :)

#adhd #actually adhd #adhd problems #im so tired #can the world stop for like. 3 days #so i can catch my breath and psych myself up to do everything i need to do #plus i have no money

it's been 1 week without heeseung.

i'm doing a little better after getting what i will be calling The Sign.

i have to trust the process, trust the universe, trust in fate, because that's what ENHYPEN is all about.

#we will get him back #i know for sure

listen. if the sign from the universe is correct, and heeseung comes back

i will actually get 222 tattooed on me

#no cap #my best friend and i are CONVINCED #and i feel so hopeful now #deadass i will get a 222 angel number tattoo

yes i'm still a mess about this and now i'm gonna ask you lot to do something

please please please sign this petition to let heeseung pursue solo activities while remaining a part of enhypen

we need 2M signatures and we're so close!!

#i cant listen to enhypen's music rn bc it makes me cry #heeseung is my bias and i am devastated that he's been forced to leave #if u don't know the situation in it's entirety then i won't bore u with it now #but trust me when i say it's so much bigger than just heeseung #it's about how belift and hybe treats their artists as a whole #heeseung #enhypen #enhypen is 7 #enhypen is seven #bring back heeseung

i'm suffering through a quiz night, there better be good news about heeseung by the time i'm done

#im dead serious #im so exhausted from this

heeseung needs to come back i actually feel like i'm going to throw up

#i'm scared to go to sleep bc what if something else happens #he can't leave. he just can't #my wifi has just glitched out so i think that's a sign for me to go to sleep

i have turned to txt in this trying time, they would never do me like this

#my mum pointed out i need stability #and enhypen/heeseung/belift has ripped the rug from under me so i feel very unstable rn #but my txt boys would never leave me

heeseung is leaving enhypen, so. i'm gonna throw up

#experiencing some STRONG feelings about this #i have never felt so negative towards my bias #edit: i haven't stopped crying for almost 2 hours #call me oarasocial but i feel so fucking betrayed #heeseung #enhypen

GUESS WHO IS SO CLOSE TO AN ACTUAL PRODUCT

#yes i made a corset thing in one day #weaponised hyperfocus #i. am in love with it. everything worked so well!!!#its so neat!! and tidy!! no seams!!!#i don't need the ribbon all the way around bc there are no messy seams!!!!!!!

i now have fabric for a corset, a backpack, a pair of jeans and whatever leftover fabric can make me!

#corset for my bestie #to practice sizing without masking-taping a model #a backpack to practice clean seams and zippers #and jeans for meeee #to redo my measurements and correct what went wrong last time #and then i can get at least a small bag out of the excess

@ everyone i'm on the bus with rn

IM NOT ILL I DONT HAVE A COLD I SWEAR ITS HAYFEVER AND MY NOSE RUNS WHEN ITS A BIT COLD seriously i was fine and then got on the bus and now i'm sniffing constantly i'm so sorry

#trust when i say #if i were ill?#im either not going out period #or im wearing a mask #but it's just my body being a toddler i promise

my brain is dopamine-seeking like fucking crazy

#i've been rotating through three apps for like. 4 hours now #hoping for a lil notification #girl stand up get a GRIP #(my meds are not as effective on my period this is HELL)

godddddd i fuckin hate that hormones fuck with my meds fuckin SAVE MEEEE

#every month. every month i get a week of my meds not working properly #i hate ittttt #i literally need these things to FUNCTION #PLEASE LET ME LIVEEEE

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