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White gloves POV

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Can't delay posting this on here for much longer

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I am in love with how clueless Ever is. She just like me fr

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Bored at work? Make stupid memes on mspaint

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First meeting

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gailmirus

I keep thinking about 20 year old Yuder, who's wanderlust made him dream for a new opportunity outside of his 20 year long forest home. 20 year old Yuder who was too socially unprepared to talk to Gakane who approached him first and turned down any opportunity to make friends. 20 year old Yuder who was upset that people made fun of him for being unable to wield a sword and decided to train till his hands bled. 20 year old Yuder who had his first ever crush but didn't know what to do with the feelings he couldn't identify. 20 year old Yuder who didn't know how to deal with bullies properly and instead chose violence and his short fuse to break them down. 20 year old Yuder who didn't know anything about the person he loved, and why he let Kishiar cling to him despite their twisted relationship. 21 year old Yuder who kept on trying to reach out to Kishiar, but still chose not to ask anymore questions because his pride was hurt. 21 year old Yuder who was Calvary captain but still mistakenly called Kishiar "Commander". And 22 year old Yuder old who was emotionally uninvested in killing Kishiar, too overwhelmed to seal the deal, but was given no choice.

For a boy who barely entered adulthood, the dream of a new opportunity in life outside of his hometown had been crushed far too easily by the reality and cruelty of people. I find that Yuder clinging to Kishiar despite his apparent mistreatment was not only because Yuder loved him, but because Yuder had no one else on his side. At least for the peaceful time they had together, Yuder had a mentor, a person he was growing to like, and perhaps even a friend in Kishiar. After the manifestation incident, all of that was taken away from him. The bullying and rumors also had no helping hand in Yuder's distrust in people. After Kishiar's death, Yuder's emotions died alongside him.

That's why even as current Yuder is around 32 years old mentally, I find his emotional state to be still at 20 years old. In this life, he finally has a chance to understand what his emotions are and experience what normal life should've been like for him; making friends, spending time with people, eating delicious food, receiving gifts, giving gifts, investing in his hobbies, discovering new emotions, and understanding what was hidden inside him this whole time: his capacity to love. Yuder always had the capacity to love and care. The toils of scars and time had merely wore it down. Whether it be friends, colleagues, aquantinces, or Kishiar himself, Yuder has so much love and care to give now that he has finally understood how to receive. The 20 year old inside him finally has a chance to grow up.

sorasan000

Turning has its recurring gags. The "Spirit of the Cavalry" meaning "go honk wild on the enemy, screw our bloody noses." The broken sofas. Ms. Ever "Wow I Can't Believe Yuder And The Commander Are Getting Married For The Sake Of Awakeners Everywhere" Beck. Enon eating lemons raw with the rind. But my favorite is the "grander-than-reality rumors about Kiolle da Diarca." What will he do next? Nobody knows. Not even himself. That's how cunning he is.