If there is something I could tell you justin, is that I can't even handle not being here with you, my life was so good we had kids then they all got murdered. I just wanna be with you holding you I don't want to be alone anymore I know I've been a bad girl I just love you more and more each daY because at first it was easy but now it's gotten a l or more harder, I kiss the way you kiss me I miss the way you hold me, the way we dance and sing together, having bubble baths with candles. I love you more then anything in this entire world there is nothing I rather do then be your wife and be able to take care of you when your old and have that swing on our porch for when we are old and have bankers and pillows on it. We've been to hell and back people don't understand what went on behind the scenes of dead inside and I just want too remind you out that I'm here waiting, still doing my job and i miss you so much I cry everyday. I wish I could just let you go to work and me to a d when we come home make dinner together the you sit with your beer or coffee and I massage you feet and rub your back and kiss you all over. I've never been with anyone but you and my heart will always be tattooed with your name on it. I love you forever I'll like you for always as long as I'm living my baby you'll be










